Author's Notes:

-Do not own KH, or anything.

-Rated M for: Swearing, Alcohol use, Angst, Smut, Yaoi, and Axel.

I'm done! Finally! This one took forever to write,

but I'm making myself write longer, more descriptive chapters, because you guys deserve it!

Now, some important things about this chapter:

-Demyx makes some appearances!

Don't worry Demyx lovers, we'll be getting into him more the next few chapters :D

(maybe some Zemyx in the future? OO)

-Next, this is corny.

-Third, I'm probably going to get banned for this chapter.

I wrote some terribly graphic shit... so um... don't hit me too hard, if you dont like it, skip it.

My moral beliefs went down the drain with this one, so um...

Just remember its about loooove.

-Lastly, please read and review! (be nice cowers)

Chapter 6: "In Which There are Poo-Heads"

ROXAS

Outside the club, the young blonde ripped his arm out of his cousin's grasp. "What the fuck Sora!" Roxas screamed, his blue eyes no longer seeming innocent, but cruel and icy. "You don't think I can take care of myself? You had no fucking right to do that! I don't need your protection Sora!" He couldn't help himself, he was in a rage, and utterly confused. Roxas had no clue what had just happened inside that club but it felt a lot like his world turned upside down. Then Sora just had to stick his nose in and trample all over things.

"Roxas..." Sora began, shuffling his feet. "I know you're mad right now... but I couldn't let you listen to that liar. You don't know him the way I do." He continued. Roxas was still glaring at his cousin. "And how exactly do you know him, dearest cousin?" The blonde sneered, sarcasm dripping off his tongue.

The brunette looked Roxas in the eye and took a deep breath. "I didn't want to have to tell you this, but seeing how its played out, I think you need to know." Sora paused for a moment, collecting his thoughts. This is going to hurt, the little voice in Roxas' head mocked. "Axel.. Axel and I had a brief thing. Nothing more than sex. I fell for him though, hard- in spite of myself, and he threw me away like garbage. I'm sorry, but you have to know that." The brunette explained. "That's the kind of person Axel is. He knows how to make you fall, and get you into bed, but the truth is he doesn't care about anyone but himself. You just cant trust someone like that."

Quieted, Roxas receded into his own thoughts. Who can I trust? He mused. "I'm going home." The blonde grunted, hardly looking at his cousin. "What do you mean? It's a 5 mile walk home--" Sora started, but was cut short by Roxas. "It will give me time to think." he said. With that, Roxas turned away from Sora, the club, and his worries and walked away into the night.

AXEL

"Axel, come outttttt." Demyx whined from beyond the door. The redhead poked his head out from under his blankets. "No. Go away." He growled. "Pleeeeaaaaassseee Axellll?" The mullet-haired blonde whined louder. "You are so fucking annoying Dem! Leave me the FUCK alone!" Axel screamed back at the door. "Fine you poo-head, stay in there forever! See if I care!" Demyx moped. Upon hearing footsteps away from the door, Axel relaxed back under his covers.

I could probably stay under here forever. No good reason to come out anyway, The redhead sulked. Last night had been a fiasco. Thanks to fucking Sora. Christ, wasn't that a mindfuck. Karma baby, His inner voice chided. Just his luck that the boy he'd fallen for was the cousin of the boy he'd screwed over worst of all. Axel had run it over in his mind all night. No matter what, it was definitely over now.

In his stupid drunken state of mind, he had confessed his feelings to Roxas, only to have everything shattered by the past coming to bite him in the ass. Abandon all hope, he sighed. Uncurling himself from the ball-like position he had been in, Axel searched his pockets. Pulling out a lighter and a pack of cigarettes, he stretched out on his back in bed. He quickly pulled one out and lit it. Inhaling the smoke, he held his breath for a second, contemplating things.

The way I see it, he thought to himself, I can do one of two things. I can sit here and try to forget the whole mess, or I can go after a lost cause. He exhaled the smoke through his nose, making his decision.

ROXAS

"Damn it!" Roxas yelled, throwing his pencil across the empty studio. Running his fingers through his hair he tried to even out his breathing. I'm so fucked, I can't think straight, because I just had to let personal problems get in the way, He sighed. He had a final set of rendered drawings due for his midterm evaluation next week, but he couldn't get his mind off the mess that was his life. He couldn't get his mind off that fucking redhead.

Picking up a new pencil from the drawer, Roxas adjusted his table lamp and started to draw again. His hand was cramping from being at it nearly 6 hours already, but still he drew. His mind was wandering over what had happened at the club. Axel had been drunk, there was no doubt of that, but his words had surprised the blonde. "Give me a chance, and I swear to you I'll never break your heart."

Not paying attention to what he had been doing, Roxas suddenly took a good look at what he'd been absent-mindedly drawing. Well fuck me, He thought. Delicately outlined and shaded under his hand was the redhead. Not adorned with his usual smirk, but in a genuine smile. Roxas looked over the drawing for a moment, admiring the man's slender features, the intelligent eyes, even the superficial details of his facial tattoos and gauged ears.

The blonde smiled bittersweetly. His artwork had always been a reflection of his deepest feelings, the things he couldn't put into words. Even though the cynical side of him would rebel against these feelings, Roxas couldn't deny that they were there. Letting his smile fade, the blonde got up from his chair, rubbing his face. I need a break or I'm never going to get anything done.

Resting his head against the vending machine, the blonde listened to the hum of the mechanical insides. He couldn't forget what Sora had said. Thinking about his cousin made the blonde grit his teeth instinctively. Sora had been with Axel. Sora had probably even loved Axel. Roxas took a deep breath. Was Sora telling the truth? "You can't trust someone like that." His cousin's words rang in his head.

Digging change out of his jeans, the blonde put some coins into the pop machine. He pounded the cherry coke button and waited while the machine whined. Sora needs to mind his own damn business, He thought to himself. There was a loud bang, as the coke hit the bottom of the machine. Roxas quickly grabbed the coke and popped it open. Shutting his eyes, he took a long drink from the can, quickly downing almost half of it. With the caffine in his system, the blonde tried to focus his thoughts. I could sit here thinking about this shit forever, and I still would never figure it out. He took another swig of his coke and headed back to his studio.

"That's a striking likeness, Roxy." An all too familiar voice called. Roxas choked on his pop.

AXEL

The redhead couldn't help but smile as the younger boy tried to hide his embarrassment. "It's okay Roxy, I like knowing I've been on your mind." He assured the blonde. In response, Roxas blushed a shade of crimson. "Axel.. Wh-What are you doing here?" The younger boy stammered. Smirking slightly, Axel turned away from the boy and walked around the studio space, admiring Roxas' work.

"Well," the redhead began. "I didn't have your number, so I figured I'd come see you in person." Axel turned around and smiled a toothy grin. "But, why? and.. how did you know where to find me?" Roxas asked, still looking bewildered. "Oh Roxy, I missed you of course. And after the other night.. well I couldn't just leave things like that could I?" Axel continued. "And as for how I found you, it is a small school... and you're the only cute blonde drawing major around." The redhead winked. "Plus I've got a friend in the student services office."

Looking into Roxas' eyes, Axel felt happy for the first time since that blissful morning they had together. All the worrying, the smoking, the drinking, and the self loathing vanished when he looked into those innocent blue orbs. "Axel.." the blonde began. "I'm sorry about the other night... about Sora that is. He's kind of.. overprotective." Axel looked at the blonde and gave him a half smile. "No- he was right about me really." Turning away from Roxas for a moment, the redhead ran his hands through is hair, wondering what in the hell to say now. Well fuck, this is what i get for being impulsive, and not thinking anything through, He cursed to himself. "Roxas- I meant everything I said that night." He started. "I meant it all. I'm not a good guy, I've used people for fun. Sora was right about that. But I also meant it when I said I wanted to be better for you." He looked up nervously at the blonde.

ROXAS

The redhead was looking at him with an expression he'd never seen before. Axel looked... scared. Wow, Roxas thought, he's really serious about this. The blonde thought back to that first night when he met Axel, when he thought nothing could ever suprise, or frighten the redhead.

"Did you mean it when you said you wouldn't break my heart?" Roxas blurted. Axel looked at him in pure surprise. Oh no, Roxas thought, that must of just been the alcohol talking that night. "Forget it--" Roxas started. "Yes." Axel nearly shouted. "I did Roxas. If you took a chance on me, I'd never make you regret it."

Roxas stared in disbelief at the older man. "You really mean that?" He asked again. He couldn't help it. He had to hear it again, he had to know that what he heard wasn't just his imagination. "I really mean it. Roxas, I want to be yours, and you to be mine. I've never wanted anything more, and in fact, it still surprises me. You're the only thing I've been thinking about since I first met you. And it drives me insane. I was drinking that night at the bar, because I knew you'd never let me love you." The redhead said, crossing the small space to Roxas and stopping just short. "You have no reason to believe me, I know--" Axel muttered, before Roxas closed the distance and put his finger on the redhead's lips.

"Shh." The smaller boy said. "Stop talking, and just listen for a minute." The redhead nodded his head obediently. The blonde's finger was still on his lips and Axel had to resist the urge to suck on them. Thankfully Roxas pulled them away as he began. "No matter what anyone else has said to me- I can't help but trust what I feel. The truth is, as much as I tried not to, I've fallen for you. I've done my best to fight it, but it hasn't done any good, because I'm standing here with you now, and for the first time in what seems like forever, I can breathe again." Pausing, the blonde looked scrutinizingly into the older man's eyes. "It really doesn't matter now whether you break my heart or cherish it forever, because I've already cashed in all my chips. I want you, and you're worth the risk." With that, Roxas lifted his hand again to the redhead's face, and pulled him into a kiss.

AXEL

Words were completely lost on the redhead as he felt the small blonde reach for his face, and kiss him slowly. He could feel the younger boy twisting his fingers in his red hair, as his pink tongue swirled delicately with the older boy's. Nothing has ever felt this right, Axel thought lazily- enjoying every second of Roxas. The redhead pulled the smaller teen closer, and moved one hand up the small of his back. When they finally broke the kiss, Axel still held Roxas, looking into his eyes with a burning question. "Roxas, Does this mean you'll give me a chance?"

The blonde smiled up at the older boy. "Axel, I'm giving you my heart." Hearing that Axel pulled Roxas back into his arms and nuzzled the boy's neck. "Roxas, you already have mine." He whispered in his ear.

"Um, Axel?" The younger boy asked. Noticing he was still crushing Roxas against his chest, Axel grudgingly released him. "Hmm?" He murmured, ruffling the blonde's hair. God its just so soft, he thought dopily. It would be easy to mistake Roxas for an angel, with that golden hair and innocent blue eyes. My angel, Axel thought. "It's getting late.. I really should get out of here.." Roxas said slowly. Axel smiled at him, thinking up a perfect scheme. "But Roxxy... I just got here..." He purred, a malicious look in his eye. "But I've been in this studio for hours already- and I want to relax." The blonde said pointedly, not giving in to Axel's very convincing pout. "Well then," The older boy countered. "I'll just have to get you home to bed then, wont I?"

"Well.." the blonde paused, obviously fighting with himself. "I don't know, I left my apartment a pretty big mess--" "Fine, my place it is." Axel quickly interjected, grinning ear to ear.

ROXAS

Roxas walked out into the twilight, his hand in Axel's, and took a deep breath for the first time in what seemed like years. Did that all really just happen? He thought to himself. His brain was still doing somersaults trying to figure out how so much changed so quickly and unexpectedly. For now the younger boy was content with ignoring his brain, and enjoying the fluttering feeling in his chest he got every time he looked at his... My what.. boyfriend? Roxas suddenly furrowed his brow in thought. It seemed pointless to worry about something so trivial, but they really hadn't said anything official about that. Were they dating now?

The blonde looked up at the redhead, who smiled back with absolute sincerity. "What's on your mind Roxy?" He asked, showing concern when he realized that Roxas had a somber look on his face. "Is everything okay? Did I do something?" He added quickly, becoming more alarmed every second. Roxas couldn't help but crack a smile at Axel's reaction. "Relax, I'm not mad or anything. Just thinking too hard." He assured the exasperated looking redhead.

But Axel did not seem convinced. "Are you sure?" He asked, the worry still showing in his face. "I'm sure." Roxas replied, and smiled as he curled his hand tighter around Axel's. This seemed to relieve the older boy slightly, because he suddenly spun the blonde around and quickly kissed him.

AXEL

"Honey, I'm home!" Axel yelled as they stepped into the living room. Demyx could be heard squealing in response from somewhere in the house. "Come on," Axel motioned for his blonde angel to stick close to him. "Demyx will be down here in about 5 seconds to tackle me, so let's move to safety." Roxas nodded in agreement, and pressed himself closer to Axel. Ohhh god. The redhead thought to himself, feeling a familiar urge coiling in his body. Roxas had that power over him. One look, one touch, was enough to send the redhead over the edge. Axel fought to get his body under control, at least until they were in the bedroom.

The two boys quickly and stealthily made their way to Axel's bedroom, which as luck would have it, was in the attic. Holding Roxas tight to him, Axel and the smaller boy edged by Demyx's room on the second floor, to the end of the hallway where they reached the narrow stairway leading up to the attic. The redhead breathed a heavy sigh of relief as he shut his bedroom door and locked it. Looking at the blonde in front of him, he smiled again. "So, Roxy, you were saying you wanted to relax right?" Axel inquired, looking far too innocent. "I just need to unwind a little, I was in the studio for way too long today." Roxas replied, running his fingers through his hair. "Well how about this," Axel propsed, admiring the blonde. "I'll go grab us some beers from downstairs, and when I get back, I'll give you a nice relaxing massage. Sound good?"

Roxas looked back at him, smiling wide. "That sounds perfect."

Axel hummed to himself as he wandered downstairs, keeping a careful eye out for glomping Demyxes. Tip-toeing through the second floor hallway, he was baffled by the silence from Demyx's room. Usually the obnoxious teen would be blaring 80's dance music and singing along at the top of his lungs. Axel shook his head and dismissed it, continuing his mission to the kitchen. After all, he thought to himself, Even Demyx has to sleep sometime.

Thinking he was homefree, the red head strided finally to the kitchen, opening the fridge and feeling the cool air. Axel grabbed for the beer when he was startled by someone behind him. "There you are!" Demyx squealed, and proceeded to promptly tackle the redhead. Thank god I didn't have beer in my hands yet, Axel thought resignedly. He quickly pushed the energetic boy off of him and got back up. "So does this mean you don't think I'm a poo head anymore?" Axel chided, helping his roomate up. "No," Demyx declared in a childish voice, brushing himself off. "I always think you're a poo head!" The redhead laughed as he went back to the fridge to grab the beer. "Aw Dem," He laughed. "I still think you're a poo head too."

"I'm just glad you're finally out of your room!" Demyx said, smiling like a goon. "Heh, well actually Dem, I have company at the moment, so I might not be out for a while." Axel replied, winking at his friend. "Hey! Who is it!" The mullet-haired blonde whined after Axel, who was walking away. "If you're nice, maybe later I'll let you meet him!" The redhead called back. At this, Demyx hopped up and down with excitement.

Axel opened his bedroom door after some difficulty, seeing as his arms were full of beer. "When you said, 'some beers' I didn't know you meant a whole case." Roxas laughed as he watched Axel fumble with the door. "What Roxy? I thought you wanted to relax?" Axel smirked, putting down the beer on his coffee table. His bedroom was probably best described as "DIY punk meets art student" chic. His coffee table consisted of a large square 'ROAD WORK" sign and milk crates, while his walls were lined with street punk posters, and unfinished paintings. Scattered around the room were clothes, beer bottles, and jars of various sizes (which either contained paint brushes, mixed paints, metal studs, or other questionable objects).

"So, how about that massage?" Roxas asked sweetly, a puppy dog look on his face. Mmm, Axel thought, as he pictured that innocent face on his knees in front of him. Doing his best to keep his composure, Axel smirked. "Anything you want Roxy." "Sounds good to me." Roxas replied, peeling off his shirt.

Watching the blonde strip sent a shudder of pleasure down Axel's spine, and he felt himself harden. "Axel?" Roxas called from the bed, where he was resting on his stomach, half naked. That tantalizing image was more than enough to entice Axel. He grabbed two beers on his way over to the bed and cracked them open. Handing one to Roxas, he reached for some lotion in his nightstand drawer, and squeezed some into his hands. Soon he was straddled across Roxas' thighs, resting his weight on his knees- the blonde on his stomach beneath him. Axel lightly trailed his fingers down the younger boy's back, slightly tickling him. "Any particularly sore spots?" The red head asked. "All over." Roxas replied, and took a sip of his beer. "Hmm." Axel said, considering. "I think I can fix that."

ROXAS

He felt the older boy's hands caress his back briefly before running his thumbs firmly down the sides of his spine loosening his muscles. "You're wound up tight Roxy." the redhead said, the smirk audible in his voice. The blonde was too far gone to answer back with anything remotely witty though, and mumbled into the bed. Axel was finding all of his sweet spots, sending Roxas into a very pleasurable coma. "Nnnn." Roxas moaned, when the older boy started massaging the base of his skull, and down the back of his neck. "Mmmm. My Roxy likes that does he?" Axel purred from above. Roxas was in bliss, while the redhead's adept fingers worked their magic up and down his spine. The blonde was soon surprised to feel hot kisses being pressed to his skin, and moaned instinctively. "I love hearing you enjoy yourself Roxy." Axel whispered into his ear before delicately sucking on the lobe. Fucccckkk, Roxas thought, feeling himself harden immediately. Axel was whispering in his ear again, his hot breath making the blonde squirm. "Roxy.. What else do you want?" The redhead purred. Apparently taking too long to answer, Roxas felt a sharp teeth bite into his neck, making him moan loudly. "What do you want Roxy?" Axel repeating, more demanding this time.

Roxas rolled over onto his back, while the redhead still straddled him, and sat up on his elbows.

He gave the older boy a mischievous look before he answered. Sitting up further, he leaned forward and licked the skin above Axel's waistband. The blonde looked up to watch the redhead's reaction. "I want," The blonde said innocently, unzipping the older boys jeans. "This."

AXEL

He couldn't suppress a moan as he watched his sweet, innocent angel slip the his jeans lower and start licking his cock, oh so slowly. "Roxas!" He gasped as the younger boy took his entire length in his mouth. My dirty little angel, Axel thought as he threw back his head and let out a low guttural moan. Looking back down, the redhead couldn't keep from watching the blonde at work. Underneath that innocent exterior and cherub look, he's as dirty as I am. Axel contemplated while he kept eye contact with the younger boy. Roxas slowly sucked on the tip of his cock, teasing the older teen. The blonde paused for a second, smiling at Axel. "What do you want Axel?" He asked seductively.

"Mmm, " Axel grinned, taking his time deciding. "First.. I want to face fuck you. Then I want to pound your ass into my mattress, if you're willing to play rough that is." He growled. The blonde laughed and slowly played with the redhead's cock. "I like a man who knows what he wants." Roxas replied, before slowly deepthroating Axel's length.

Axel threw his head back again, almost shouting as he felt the muscles of the blonde's throat closing tight on his dick. "Fuck!" He cried as the last few inches slid in. Axel began to move his hips slowly, concerned for his young lover. But the tightness of the boy's throat combined with the excruciatingly slow pace was making it difficult for Axel to last very long. Grasping Roxas' hair, Axel forced the boy to take his cock deeper. He quickly released and let the blonde breathe. "You okay?" He asked. Roxas took a deep breath. "I like it rough." The younger boy replied with a smirk of his own, and grabbed ahold of Axel's throbbing cock.

The redhead growled and forced the boy's head down on his dick. "Mmmm, my Roxy, my dirty angel." He purred. Axel could feel the tightening in his belly, and he knew he was close. "You know what I want more than anything right now?" Axel asked his lover, pulling out of his mouth. "What's that?" answered a breathless Roxas.

"My cum all over your cute ass."

ROXAS

Roxas was amazed at how quickly his pants were off of him, and how incredibly hard he was. When the older boy's hand caressed his erection, he moaned and bucked his hips forward. "It's such a turn on to see you so hard for me, Roxy." Axel said, sucking on two fingers. Quickly, the older boy flipped Roxas over onto all fours, and dipped one finger into his entrance. "So tight, so perfect." Axel purred. At the first intrusion Roxas gasped, but quickly adjusted. By the time the second and third finger were pushed into his ass, the blonde was impatient. "More.." He moaned, looked back at the redhead, who flashed his teeth. "I like hearing you beg Roxy. Beg me for my cock, and if you're a good boy, you might get it." He said with a fiendish glint in his eye. "Axel.. please.. please fuck me." He moaned, while Axel's fingers worked inside of him. "I don't think you want it bad enough yet Roxy." The redhead snickered. "Please! Axel, Fuck me in the ass!" The younger boy screamed.

AXEL

"If you say so, Roxy." Axel growled almost too low to be understood. He roughly pushed his cock deep into the younger boys entrance. "Fuck! Roxas..." He groaned, burying his dick in the blonde. Soon he was thrusting so hard the bed was knocking loudly against the wall. "Roxas... you're perfect.. and all mine." He repeated, eyes rolling back in his head.

He could feel the young boy shudder every time he slammed his cock in him, and Axel knew that the blonde was close. He roughly grabbed the boy's dick, firmly pumping it in time to his thrusts.

"Axel! Fuck! Yes!" Roxas cried, now bucking his hips to both increase the friction on his cock, and take Axel's in deeper. "Mmm say my name again Roxy." The older boy purred, feeling close to the edge. He pumped harder, hitting the younger boy's prostate. "Axel! God, I'm going to cum.." Roxas groaned.

The blonde's muscles were seizing all over Axel's cock, and the older boy couldn't hold back anymore. "Roxas, ugh, yes!" He cried, as he pulled out of the boy's tight ass. "So fucking perfect." He moaned as he came all over his lover's ass.

ROXAS

Opening a sleepy eye, Roxas looked across the bed at the redhead, who was dead asleep and seemed dangerously close to snoring. Using what little energy he could find in his body, the small teen scooted across the bed to be closer to Axel. Finding the older boy's warmth extremely comfortable, Roxas snuggled up close to him, and laid his head on the redhead's pale chest.

He admired his lover, taking in his graceful porcelain skin, his elegant cheekbones- which were so perfectly framed by that fiery mane of hair. The blonde wondered about the facial tattoos under Axel's beautiful jade eyes. Roxas tried to memorize every detail of the older teen, from the studs in his lower lip, to the tattoo he had never noticed before on the boy's ribcage. It was an intricate celtic knot, with foreign words underneath it. The blonde delicately traced it with his finger.

"Mmmm.. that tickles.." Axel said sleepily, opening his eyes and looking at Roxas. The sleepy glaze quickly disappeared from his eyes and he smiled at the younger boy. "Morning sweetheart." He said, running his hands through the boy's blonde hair. Roxas nearly purred with satisfaction. Is this for real? Roxas wondered, once again his mind clouding with worries.

"Hey now," Axel said, looking at his concerned bedmate. "What's wrong?" Roxas looked up into green eyes, trying to escape from his thoughts. "Nothing, don't worry." Roxas replied unconvincingly. "I don't believe you." The redhead said, looking at the blonde as if he was x-raying his skull. "You don't trust me do you." He finally said, more of a statement than a question.

"No, it's not that.." Roxas said, trying to keep the redhead from turning away. "It's just.. it's almost too good to be true, you know?" He confessed. Suprisingly, Axel smiled at the blonde. "Doesn't the fact that it is so good, mean it has to be true?" He countered. Roxas was miffed for a second, the older teen did have a point after all. "There's something else." Roxas began. "Well, out with it Roxy." Axel said impatiently. "Are we dating then? As in, you're my boyfriend, and I'm yours, exclusively?" The blonde continued worriedly.

Axel had to laugh a little. "Roxy, you worry about the silliest details. But I suppose if there was a fine print to this, it would be that I consider us dating, as in 'in a relationship of a serious nature' and yes, I would love to be called your boyfriend. Does that satisfy your worried mind? Because if you don't stop wrinkling your forehead, it's going to stick like that."

Roxas had to laugh too. I guess I'm a little neurotic. He confessed to himself. "Now can we pllleeassee go back to sleep? I was really enjoying myself until you decided to tickle me!" Axel whined. "Deal." Roxas said, knowing he'd sleep much better now.