I tried to get out of the water faster once I saw Jennifer go after him.
"Colin!" I screamed to try and warn him. I knew he would never listen now though.
I jumped out and pulled on Colin's sweatshirt and zipped it up as fast as I could and ran after them.
"Colin?" I asked. All of a sudden he was literally thrown out in front of me with bite marks all over him and was bleeding.
"Kara. Hi." He said as he was dragged back into the forest by nothing. I grabbed his arm and held him back.
"No. You can't have him!" I screamed to the forest.
All the noises stopped and everything that was there before was gone.
"You look sexy like that." He said from the ground, handing me his boxers. I pulled them on rather quickly.
"Thanks." I said. I sighed. "I didn't mean to, Colin, please just trust me when I say this, my emotions took control." I said.
"I trust you Kara, and I believe you." He whispered back.
He held out his arms to me. I lied down next to him and he kissed my cheek.
"Jennifer." I whispered, remembering.
"Shh, she's gone. She ran when I bit her." He said, stroking my hair.
"Thank you, Colin, thank you for everything." I said.
"No prob." He said. I knew that there was something going on in his head, but I didn't really want to know what. He looked sad.
"Kara, I can't stay." He said, letting me go.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
He got up. "I'm going to kill you, I can't be with you." He said, starting to walk away.
"No, Colin…" I whispered, not able to finish my sentence.
"Kara, the truth is screaming off of me!" he yelled.
I shrunk back. He had never yelled at me before.
"See what I'm becoming? Fuck Kara, I'll hurt you." He whispered, moving closer.
I backed off and flinched as he touched my cheek. "If you're going to leave me, just get it over with. I don't want you to, but if you must." I whispered as it started to get dark out.
"I will never forget you." He whispered.
He kissed me one last time as I closed my eyes. I heard him leave.
For the first time there was nothing. Absolute silence. I opened my eyes in realization. I couldn't live without him. I felt nothing now that he was gone. My emotion was always his emotion. Damn. It felt like I was stuck in New Moon. What was I fucking going to do? Run off to Volterra and Marry Alec? The world fucking doesn't work like that!
I got up. I hugged his now dry sweatshirt. I ran to the dock. His clothes, what was left of them, were still there. I unzipped the hoodie and felt the cold air hit me.
My eyes were puffy and red. My face was pale. "Is this what you fucking wanted!?" I screamed out to the night.
I picked up his shirt and smelt it. I might seem crazy, stalkerish, but he was my best friend. I loved him.
I grabbed my bra and put it on and pulled on his shirt and buttoned it up.
Silly of me, to think that I'd loose my virginity to him today. I swear he was close, I could feel him twitching when I rubbed his thighs.
Now I would never get the chance to fuck him.
The bitch bit him and he ran away, I'll get revenge. Even if it takes my life, but not Colin's.
