Okay, I know, I'm a bit late, but I had stress in the last…months? Hope there is anyone left, that wants to read that.

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Chapter 5

"So who was that guy today, a friend of yours?", my mum asks me eating her lunch.

I choke a bit on my salad: "Yeah, you can say so I guess…"

"What's wrong? I might be your mum, but I'm not stupid, you know?", she places her hand on mine.

Sighing I put my fork and knife down: "Mum it's okay you now, just have a bad day like usually…"

"Naomi, no, you can't just open up one day and close the other day and lock your heart again like you did the last 16 years", why did I deserve this?, "and don't roll your eyes about it again, you know, how much I hate that"

I roll my eyes again: "Mum everything is fine, okay? I'm just a bit stressed out right now, okay? Got it?", don't wait for an answer though but get up and leave the kitchen, why do parents always get in the business of their kids? That's fuckin' annoying!

I hate that song, why does Emily love it? And why did she chose it to be my ring tone for her? That I want the sound to be over as fast as possible? Anyways…: "Hey Ems, what's wrong?"

"Nothing, just that my mum can't think of any task, that she could give me, so mind if I'll come?"

"No, not at all, my mum is annoying as ever, so I could use a little bit of distraction", I mop around.

She sighs: "Come on she is not that bad, is she? It could have been a lot worse or what happened?"

"Nothing you're right, I'm sorry, just hurry up. I missed you, okay?", I know it was stupid Gina is much, much better than her mum "love you"

"Everybody decent?", I hear Emily's muffled, husky voice through the door, after she knocked.

I roll my eyes half annoyed at the bad joke and half smiling because she is here now: "And even if I wasn't, it wouldn't bother you, would it?"

"Not at all", she steps smiling into my room, it's stupid that it always takes her fuckin' ages to come here, when she is at the Fitch house "hey, everything all right? Your mum looked a bit worried"

I sigh rolling my eyes: "No, I'm fine, you know her, she's always a bit annoying with her worries"

"Yeah sure Nai, anyways, you're right it's impossible, that somebody could be worried about you", yeah I know I'm a prick, you don't have to tell me that…

I roll my eyes: "Anyways, you're alright? Everything okay at home?"

"Guess so, dad tells mum to stop bothering me, so she spends her whole time planning our holidays", what?, "apparently we're going to France this year"

I gulp: "Okay,", she sits down next to me and cuddles into my side "France sounds lovely, doesn't it?" Now, for real: I hate the thought of her not being here with me for the summer, and damn it France is very far away!

"France is okay maybe but I hate the French accent and language", she grins at me, this grin that shows me that she's trying to use sarcasm…again! Somehow she can never use it right. Knowing that I'm not the only one that will miss the other one of use makes me smile, I love her so much.

"I'll miss you, too, Ems", I kiss her head "we have cell-phones don't we?"

She smiles back at me kissing me softly on the lips, we stay like this just enjoying our company.

Sometimes I love this moments more than the one, where we spend the time kissing.

Okay, scratch that part kissing Emily is like heaven, I mean cuddling is indeed cool and stuff but making out is as much good as just spending time with her doing nothing. My gosh her soft skin under my fingers and than her rosy lips and god the things she does with her tongue!

"Nai?", why the hell did she stop?!

I leave my eyes closed: "Mhh? 'something wrong?"

"Naomi, I have to go, my mum will kill me, if I am not at home before midnight", she kisses my cheek and stands up, I really love her and that's why I really hate, that she always has to go so early "don't look like that, Naomi"

"How am I looking than?", I know that it isn't her fault, but what should I do? I mean it's frustrating, if you really want something, have it and than someone rips it out of your hands again!

"You know going home is the last thing I want to do right now, it's just I can't upset her more or other wise we won't see each other for I don't know how long and that would kill me, okay?"

I stand up sighing, that's not what I meant, I know her mum is a even scarier bitch than her eldest daughter, but I know as well that I love Emily to much to let her go because of that: "Ems, I'm sorry okay? You know me, I do before I think to regret it later, we can do this okay, no matter what it takes to let your mum believe that it's okay that we love each other"

"I'm not sure if I can do this, Nai", gosh she looks so sadly down at me with her big, brown eyes, that I love so much.

I shake my head: "No you probably won't, Em, but we'll do this together and I'm sure that we'll be able to do this, because we love each other, don't we?"

"I love you soo much Nai", she smiles softly at me although I can see that she really wants to fight for us I can still see the sadness in her eyes and a little tear escapes her left eye, that I kiss away immediately.

"So you and Emily, I see", oh yeah, Effy is back again, when I saw Emily going home through my window, I also saw Effy smirking up at me from the other side of the pathway "pulled your finger out than, so straight Campbell"

I roll my eyes but can't hide my grin: "Looks like it, doesn't it? And you and the boys?"

"Nothing important", she simply says and looks through my room, she never was up here "so anything interesting except from the two of you?"

I sit down next to her, I mean, I can only bet 'cause it's Effy, but something is not going smoothly here: "Not really, ehm, Panda and Thomas are kind of back together I think, but except of that, don't know"

She nods her head slowly: "That's good…I mean that they are back together and that you don't notice anything around you, means Emily and you are for good?"

I smirk a bit: "Yeah, we are or better I hope so, her mum is not very supportive, but Katie is somehow getting to the idea, I think", gosh, I sound like an lovesick idiot.

So what you think, was the break to long or should I continue, please, please review *pout*