I've finally gotten to this point, only now to realize I can't write dirty stories without blushing like a maniac. *pout* And that I've never written this sort of stuff in a serious manner. *sigh* I was a delicate maiden damn it! Now I'll never get married!

*points to the audience* If you made it this far you better review! I'll haunt you if you don't!*gets dragged off* I mean it!!!

This is a true M, so please consider yourself warned.

Kyoko landed on the soft bed. The feather comforter silenced her fall. Ren climbed to her side, and quickly leaned over to capture her lips. She put up no fight anymore, as the actor ran his fingers through her wavy loose hair. Her tongue batted at the edge of his mouth, and he parted his lips in approval. The passionate open-mouthed kiss gave her a small dose of confidence.

She took the initiative, as Kyoko rolled her body to the side. Ren shifted along with her, so that she could take the helm. They managed to keep the kiss going, until their positions were reversed. For the first time this evening, Kyoko looked down at Ren.

His long black hair stood ruffled every which way, and his lips looked just as roughly well-kissed as hers did. His eyes smoldered up at her, and his pressed white shirt had become wrinkled and untucked. His mouth turned into a half smile, one mixed with affection and desire. It was the first time she was truly able to see what so many women found attractive about the mysterious Tsuruga Ren.

She leaned down to kiss him again, but before her lips met his, she averted her path. Ren lightly growled in frustration at Kyoko's sudden teasing nature. He didn't say anything though, as her kisses trailed along his defined cheek. She caught him by surprise as her sweet breath blew across his ear, and he groaned as her cherry lips caught at his bottom lobe.

Ren wrapped his arms around Kyoko and pulled her so that she was fully on top of him. He ran his muscular hands over her mostly bare back, and he groaned again as she mewed her approval directly into his ear.

Every pleasured sound Ren let out correlated directly with Kyoko's confidence. As she nibbled at his earlobe, her clever fingers went to unbuttoning his shirt. By the time his hands brushed her back, she had trailed her lips to the side of his neck. He found the halter hooks that kept Kyoko's dress together, and skillfully unhooked it. The stiff material remained upright however, and Kyoko leaned over to kiss his other ear.

Her bare leg, free from the dress's slit, brushed against the physical proof of his desire. She froze halfway to his ear.

Sensing the awkward pause, he caught her wrist and switched positions. He set the inexperienced girl to lay back on the bed, and kissed her shoulder once again, leaning over her. With the gown unclasped, he caught the top of the dress with his finger and slipped the material down inch by inch. With every new bit of skin exposed, he met it with a caress and a kiss.

Only when he had gotten to the top swell of her cleavage, did Kyoko bring her arms to cover herself, and stop him from going further. He immediately retreated, and trailed his kisses near to the crook of her neck, the most sensitive part he had yet to find on her. His fingertips however stayed near her collarbone, stroking the smooth skin.

Without warning, Ren nipped hard and sucked at Kyoko's neck. She jumped at the soon to be love mark against her skin. Taking the opportunity, he slipped one of his hands beneath her guarding arms, and caught a perk nipple. He rolled the rosy bud between his fingers, and nibbled the crook of her neck.

Slowly, her hesitation eased as pleasure trumped it. Once her uncertainty had calmed, Ren brushed her arms away from her chest. Two small buds shone through the fabric covering them. He pulled the classic evening dress below her petite breasts. It was just enough to fill his cupped hand, and he did such. She writhed in pleasure as he flicked at her nipples with his thumb, and her back arched as he slid a warm appreciative mouth over the left, and than the right.

She felt her breath catch as her lover traded his lips from one breast to the other, although the second was always attended to by his skillful hand. The dress slid against her stomach, and when he made her arch her body again, the dress slipped past her hips and off the edge of the bed.

He gulped as her shaky hand nervously stroked the budge in his dress pants. He tried to keep himself steady as he let her explore his erection by touch, noting her apprehension when she realized it twitched. Biting his tongue to keep any of his frustration from escaping, he caught her virgin hand and guided it to his excited member. He let her hand rest upon it for a short period and when she was ready she gripped it for the first time.

After hearing his first escaped groan, Kyoko firmed her grip and ran her hand up and down his bulge. She peeked an eye opened and looked up at the excited man on top of her. She watched his pleasured face with entrancement as she learned how he preferred to be handled. His eyes didn't have to be open for her to realize that the tip was most sensitive part, and that he was obviously trying to hold himself back. Ren's breath was hot and jagged, and it was only until she had placed both hands on him, did his own hands snap to pull her away.

Purposefully, he placed enough of his body weight on her to keep her still. He brought his mouth to hers to kiss her, as he stroked her inner thigh. Her sounds of surprise were muffled. His fingers trailed up, and before he meant to, his palm cupped at her warm mound. He smiled inwardly at the feeling of her damp panties, and Kyoko turned her head to the side to let out a soft moan.

Unconsciously, she reached out for him again and Ren groaned as her hand caught his erection. Knowing what to do, she had him groaning in her ear as he firmly rubbed his palm over her clothed pleasure center. She pulled her hand away long enough to fumble with his belt, and in a few short moments he was free of the confining pants. Feeling her tiny hand wrap around him again, snapped what little control he had left to take it slow.

He grabbed the edge of the her panties and pulled them down in one quick yank. The sound of tearing material filled the room as Ren climbed fully on top of her, and pressed his hardness against her nude center. They both moaned as they felt the last barrier between them. The silk boxers pulled his desire back just enough to not rush into anything, but he felt his control slip as he looked down at her face.

Ren bit his lip, and brought his hand to her wet core. Her body shifted beneath his in vague expectation, but she gasped as he actually dipped his finger into her. He kept his eyes firmly shut, trying to focus on answering his question rather her writhing into his erection, and the tight slick walls she contained.

His finger hit the soft fleshy barrier, confirming his suspicions. Slowly, he redrew. His mind reeled, torn between his desire and her potential regret.

Kyoko reached up and stroked Ren's cheek, catching him off guard. Her eyes look sad, and unsure. Her voice returned to the Kyoko he remembered, compassionate, and always worried about others.

"I'm sorry…we don't have to do this…"

Ren smiled, and caught her lips in sudden, affirming, deep kiss. Meanwhile, his brought his hand to her wet core, and rubbed the small bundle of nerves above the moist entrance. Her hips bucked, and she moaned his name in a greater ecstasy she'd ever experienced before. He returned his mouth to all the her responsive places, and made sure she was as ready as she could be for him.

Her mouth gaped lightly as she caught her breath, feeling his hands withdraw from her slick body. She glanced at him bringing his hand to his waistband. Realizing what he was doing, she looked away as he remove the last barrier between them.

He lightly kissed her cheek, as he positioned himself at her entrance. The heat and warmth radiated from her, and he held himself back for one more moment from her heaven. Ren nuzzled her lovingly, and whispered in her ear.

"I promise, after this, I'll never hurt you again…"

Kyoko felt him enter her suddenly, tearing at the fold of skin she didn't know was there. She yanked at the sheets as she cried out in pain. Her body gave into the foreign invasion, the few droplets of blood proof that she was no longer an innocent girl.

He kept his head bent down as he felt the tepid environment give into him. He bit into his cheek hard, holding back any sound of the immense pleasure he felt buried within her. Her body squirmed beneath him, and he hugged her tight to keep her from moving. She whined that it hurt, and he kissed her ear.

"It's okay…it'll go away…try to let your body relax and don't move until you feel you're ready…"

Ren held himself up as her arms wrapped around his chest, holding him. The tears ran down her cheeks and to the pillow. He kissed her head, and kept as still as possible, the only things he could do for her now.

Kyoko felt the painful part of the sensation ebb away, but knew that her body was still tender. In an experiment, she pulled her hips away from her lover. He slowly exited her, and for the first time she knew how it felt to feel physically empty. It still was lightly sore, but what caught her attention was the tattered breathing Ren had.

Committing herself to the strange sensation, Kyoko began to roll her hips beneath him. His manhood twitched deep within her, and in response she moved more. The more she stirred, the more shaky he became. The hint of something behind the strange sensation began to emerge.

He couldn't hold himself back much more. He withdrew from her core, and slipped back into her. He went very slowly, and let out an long deep breath. He kept at the snail's pace, until he noticed she was stirring. Her body coming to meet his encouraged him to go faster.

It caught her by surprise. The pleasure came deep from within her body, but she couldn't pinpoint where. At first the sensation had been painful, than just odd, but now each stroke he delivered within her had left her wanting a bit more. She heard her own voice telling him so, and he had responded. He kept a steadily increasing rhythm, and her body kept growing to heights she never thought could happen.

He rested his sweaty forehead on her shoulder as he thrusted in. He kept his eyes closed and his teeth gritted, holding back. His whole body felt alight, and her small frame fit beneath him like a glove. Every time he slipped himself inside of her, she'd whimper or moan near his ear. If he slowed, she would drag his name out like a plea. When he went faster, she would scratch at his back, and his name would escape her with punctuated squeaks.

Her legs wrapped around him and she clung on to him tightly. Her nails drew angry red lines on his back, and she had given up on trying to speak. Her breaths were nothing more than intakes of sharp breath as her body writhed beneath him. Kyoko brought her hips up to meet his.

He pulled away and looked down at damp, pleasured face. She bit her lip, trying to keep silent, but instead Ren brought his lips to hers in a crushing last kiss. She moaned into his mouth as her body began to shook, reaching its peak. He wrapped his arms around her tightly and buried himself into her. In response, she hid her head against his firm body and muffled her scream, reaching ecstasy for the first time.

Ren held himself back as best he could, as she rode out her pleasure. As her waves started to subside, he started driving himself into her again. The warm slick folds around him got to be too much, and he lost track of his control and tempo. He clenched the sheets with his hands as his climax approached. Kyoko wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled his head to her shoulder.

Her voice was soothing, yet fervent as she nuzzled him. Her fingers ran through the back of his hair. Her voice sounded like sweet permission, although it only said one thing. "Ren"

His voice hitched. "Kyoko…" That was enough. Using the last of his energy he pulled out, and pushed inside her up to his limit. He collapsed over her as he found his climax. His eyes clamped shut, and he silently let his body drain and fill her. She whimpered at each small twitch he made inside her, and in result his pleasure lengthened.

Eventually, he rolled off and laid to the side of her, looking at his kohai. Her hair fanned around her face, and tickled his nose. Kyoko's face was flushed, and she stared straight at the ceiling. He couldn't read her emotions, and he wondered if he had pushed her into the situation. She had been a virgin. He knew she had always dreamed of giving her first kiss to her prince on her wedding day. Here he was, deflowering her without so much as a real date. In fact, technically he had dragged her to his room and in his bed against her will.

"Tsuruga-san?" Her voice cut him like a knife. She returned to the formal way of addressing him, and he found himself regretting ever coming back to Japan. Ren turned to face her, but he didn't see anger, like he expected. Instead, she was silently crying. He felt furious and ill at himself.

"Tsuruga-san, why didn't you keep in touch?" Her question surprised him. Ren expected her to say something with the words "force", "hate", and "I'll never forgive you" in it. "Did I do something wrong? What did I do wrong?"

Ren pulled her into a firm hug. "Nothing, Kyoko." She rested her cheek on his chest, but continued despite his answer.

"First my father, then my mother, Corn, Sho, then you…there must be something wrong with me…."

He started petting her hair, and brought his lips to the top of her head. He tried to sound soothing, but in truth he was furious with himself. He was so blind. Ren decided to tell her everything.

"I have a sordid past…. Things I didn't want anyone to know about. I didn't want to ruin anyone's opinion of me. Especially yours..." He paused, and swallowed his nerves. "I want to tell you now. Before I do though…" Ren kissed the top of her hair again. "…know that I missed you. I never wanted to hurt you, and I left because I was afraid I would."

"..and you'll never do it again?" Kyoko asked, with a light sniffle.

"Never…unless you wish it." Ren assured her. She climbed in closer against his chest. "The story starts with a fairy king…"

FIN

*Feels the writing spirit escape from her corpse* No more M fics…