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Chapter 3

BPOV

This morning when I woke up I felt a lot better. Like I was finally getting over this obsession I developed over Edward. Last night I didn't dream about Edward, but I did have a really weird dream. In the dream I was running through the forest searching for a specific place. I was desperate to find this place, as if my life depended on it. The weirdest part of the dream is that I had no idea what the place that I was look for was, but I knew that I hadn't found so I kept running, searching for it. I was jumping over tree roots, pushing past branches and getting scratched in the process.

Eventually I saw an opening with a light shining through and I began running towards that light knowing that the place I was searching for was so close, but no matter how fast I ran I could never reach it. The faster I ran towards it the further away it got. Then the light began to shrink and the opening began to close. I pushed myself harder, I had to reach it before it closed, but then I tripped on something and fell to the ground screaming for it to stop, or just wait a little longer until I got there but it didn't it continued to close and left me in darkness in the middle of the woods sobbing. I woke up right after the opening closed. I couldn't understand why I had that dream but I had a strange feeling there was some message behind it, the question was what the message was.

I ran my hand through my hair which was in knots and climbed out of bed. I grabbed my bag of toiletries and headed to the bathroom. As I got ready for school I thought about how to avoid him today, I figured I would stick to what I did the day before since it worked. I finished getting ready and took my time down the stairs so I wouldn't trip. I caught Charlie right as he was about to leave for work.

"Good morning Bella."

"Morning dad."

"I was thinking you could take a break tonight, you know from cooking, I'll bring home pizza, alright." He said as put on his sheriff jacket.

"Okay dad, thanks."

"Alright well, I'll see you tonight"

"See ya later dad" I called out as he walked out the door.

I walked to the kitchen, grabbed a granola bar and walked out the door.

Everyone was already walking into the school when I got there, I saw Angela so I caught up to her and we headed to our first class together. I stuck to the same routine throughout the day. At lunch I paid attention to the conversation at my table, although I didn't say much it kept me from looking over at his table whenever I got tempted. When the bell rang I got up from the table and walked with Mike to History.

All of my teachers seemed to be pleased with my progress so far except for History, I was pretty sure I failed that quiz yesterday. When we walked into the classroom Mr. Banner was not there yet which was a relief because I wasn't ready to see my grade. As I walked to my seat I couldn't help it, I couldn't explain what came over me but I could not resist the urge to look at him, just one quick glance couldn't hurt, I needed to see him. I knew it was a bad idea and would pretty much make all the effort I made yesterday go to wait but I didn't care. I took a quick look at his table and saw him. He was sitting at his table with Tanya rolling a pencil in his fingers and staring down at the table. I could barely see his beautiful green eyes.

Mr. Banner walked into the classroom, I looked away from Edward and went straight to my seat.

"Ok I got your quiz grades back". A lot of the students groaned and sighed because no one wanted their grade back I guessed.

He handed the quizzes back to everyone, when he came to my table he handed Mike his quiz back and I saw Mike pump his fist in the air and whisper "Yes a C!"

Then Mr. Banner turned to me and quietly asked me to stay behind after class before handing me my quiz back which wasn't even graded.

He went to the front of the classroom and continued his lesson on the chapter after stopping by Edward's table to give back their quizzes. I barely paid attention because I couldn't believe that my grade was so poor that he needed to see me after class. And then there was Edward, why did he look so upset, he was just sitting there staring at the table. And why did bother so much to see him sad.

I sat in class and took notes when I could and when the bell rang I felt like running out the classroom like I usually did but I couldn't. I sat in my seat and waited to see the back of Edward's head as he left the classroom but it never came, I saw Tanya leave the room but without Edward, that could only mean one thing. He was still in the room. Suddenly I couldn't stop myself from biting my lip and playing with the strap of my book bag. I felt like I was going to begin hyperventilating. Slowly Mr. Banner made his way to my table.

"Ms. Swan, your grade was quite low, and since this is only your third day and you missed the first week which is when we covered the first chapter, I will drop this score, but you need to catch up in this class, so I'm going to get someone to tutor you."

Then he said exactly what I was afraid he would say.

"Edward since you are the only person to get a perfect score on the quiz I'm assigning you to be her tutor. As a reward for doing this your lowest grade in this class will be dropped. So I suggest you two exchange numbers and decide when would be the best time to meet in the library. Okay well that's all you two are dismissed"

I didn't even wait for Edward to say a word to me I got up and walked as quickly as possible out of the classroom. Now there was no avoiding it I had to face him.

I headed straight to Art which I was now late for. I explained to my teacher that Mr. Banner kept me behind and took my seat next to Alice. She had a smile on her face as usual and waved to me as I walked to the desk.

"Hey Bella."

"Hey Alice" I said in the happiest voice I could make but I was unsuccessful.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing I don't really want to talk about it."

"I see, well it's always good to talk about stuff that's bothering you, when you are ready to talk about it I'm here if you need me." She replied with a smile.

"Thanks Alice."

I wanted to talk to Alice about Edward but that would also mean admitting the obsession that I have, I mean had over him. And that would be embarrassing since she knows him personally, I see that she sits at the same lunch table as him. As usual she talked through the entire period, mostly about her anniversary with her boyfriend Jasper. The way she talked about him you would swear they were an old married couple instead of a couple that has only been together for about a year.

After art was over I headed to gym and thank goodness I was finally getting some good luck because today we had a lesson about health so instead of physical activity we were watching a video. I sat through the video all the way on the highest bleacher quietly and thought about the new problem that today's events has brought. Now it really seemed like I had no choice but to face Edward, he was my assigned tutor. Maybe it won't be that bad, maybe just maybe he would be a creep and by learning about him it would turn me off instead of making me like him more. This could be a good thing.

I was brought out of my thoughts by the lights turning by Coach Henson which meant to movie was over. I didn't pay attention to any of it so hopefully there wouldn't be some type of test on it. I grabbed by book bag which was on the bleacher beside and made my way out the gym to the parking lot.

I was ten feet away from my truck when I heard it. The voice was deep but like velvet and I had a feeling who it belonged to.

"Uhh… Bella, can I talk to you for a minute?"

I turned around and came face to face with Edward. I was fooling myself earlier, nothing good could come of this.

E POV

I woke up the next morning in the best mood I've been in a while. I think it had a lot to do with finally coming to a decision on what I was going to do about my relationship and also because I think I finally got over that thing I had over the Bella girl.

After I finished getting ready for school I ran down the stairs to find my entire family already at the kitchen table. I was greeted by my mother first.

"Good morning Edward, I was just about to send Emmett upstairs to get you for breakfast. I decided to make pancakes since I'm off today." If I wasn't full of joy this morning I definitely was now, I loved my mother's chocolate chip pancakes, could this day get any better?

"Good morning!" I said to everyone at the table which made them all look up at me

"Wow you're happy this morning." My dad commented before taking a sip of his coffee.

"Yea, you could give Alice a run for her money." Emmett added on as my Esme put a platter full of pancakes on the table and Emmett helped himself to six.

"No, I disagree no one can keep up with me." Alice stated with a smile while putting two pancakes on her plate.

"Can't I be happy in the morning without everyone commenting over it like its breaking news?" I announced with a chuckle.

"NO." Everyone replied in unison including my moms who brought over a platter with scramble eggs and bacon, which made everyone including me laugh.

We all sat and ate our breakfast. When we were done Alice and I left for school in our own cars while Emmett helped himself with seconds. Alice drove her yellow Porsche to school even though Jasper insisted on picking her up she refused to neglect her baby.

I drove to Tanya's house to pick her up, when I got there she was already outside waiting on me. Wow this day was really going well, I didn't even have to wait on Tanya. She got into the car and leaned over to kiss me.

"Hey Eddie."

"Hey Tanya, look I want to talk to you before we left."

"Okay." She replied with a nervous look on her face.

"Don't worry it's nothing bad. In fact its good, I feel like lately I've been expecting too much of you, like you're supposed to remain the same for you entire life, but that is unfair to you. So I'm going to try to understand and respect the changes about you. And I expect the same from you because that's what love is about right working with each other, and you love me right?"

"Of course I do Eddie." She replied with a smile.

"Okay, that's all I needed to hear, I love you too Tanya." I gave her one more kiss and turned to drive to school.

When we got to school I walked Tanya to her classroom and went to mine. The day pretty much continued that way, things seemed better now. Tanya and I walked through the halls holding hands and smiling at each other, it was like we were back to our old selves. At lunch we talked to each other about ourselves and I felt like she actually paid attention to me when I told her about not knowing whether I should become a doctor or musician, she seemed to favor the doctor idea more than music, she thought it was more stable. I loved the idea of becoming a doctor like my father. I would love to save people's lives for a living, but music was also my passion, I loved composing and playing my piano. This was the most we talked to each other in so long and I was nice.

After lunch we headed to History together. We walked in the classroom and took our seat beside each other. Mr. Banner still hadn't arrived I was staring at the door when Bella walked in with Mike. She was smiling at something he said, he had a beautiful smile and some feeling came over me, I wasn't sure what it was but I didn't like it and I looked down and paid attention to the desk instead of looking up at them. I didn't care about Bella anymore, I loved Tanya. Mr. Banner walked in soon after her and he handed the quizzes back, I wasn't surprised when I got my quiz back and I got a perfect A. Tanya got an A as well although I'm pretty sure it was on her own.

"Cullen sees me after class." Mr. Banner whispered before walking away from out table. Great what could he possibly need to speak to me about?

Class continued after that and it was boring as usual. When the bell rang Tanya left without me to go to her next class. I stayed in my seat and waited for everyone to walk out, to my surprise Bella didn't leave the classroom either.

I watched as Mr. Banner walked over to Bella and spoke softly to her. Then he spoke to me and definitely didn't expect him to say to me what he did.

"Edward since you are the only person to get a perfect score on the quiz I'm assigning you to be her tutor. As a reward for doing this your lowest grade in this class will be dropped. So I suggest you two exchange numbers and decide when would be the best time to meet in the library. Okay well that's all you two are dismissed."

What the hell do I care if he drops my lowest score I could pass all of them anyway? This was unbelievable, I guess my day was too good to be true, now I had no choice but to face her, I was going to do as Mr. Banner said I exchange numbers with her but before I could even get up and talk to her she got up and left the classroom.

This was a bad idea, I couldn't do this, she obviously didn't want to either, so I approached Mr. Banner desk which he was now sitting at to see if I could talk him into to letting me out of this.

"Mr. Banner, can I speak to you about something?"

"Of course Mr. Cullen, what is it?"

"Can you get someone else to tutor Bella?"

"No, I chose you because I feel you are the best one to help her."

"But I'm sure someone else can handle it, someone who could use the extra help in this class by dropping their lowest score, I can easily pass all the exams."

"Mr. Cullen I assure you that's not the only favor I'm doing for you. How would your father feel if he found out his son was suspended for allowing his girlfriend to cheat on a quiz, we both know that cheating is not tolerated in this school at all but somehow, your girlfriend Ms. Denali gets a perfect score on the quiz based on a chapter she hasn't turned any homework assignments in on or answered any questions correct in class for."

No shit, he was blackmailing me into tutoring Bella.

"So I suggest you help her and I expect to see a better grade on her next quiz, is that clear Mr. Cullen?"

"Crystal, Mr. Banner." I replied while I clenched my teeth and walked out the classroom.

It was kind of funny when I thought about what just happened. Tanya unintentionally caused me to get closer to the girl I was trying to stay away from because of her. Now I had absolutely no choice but to get closer to Bella.

I walked out to the parking lot and hopped in my Volvo. I turned the volume up to the fullest and turned on some music, I really needed to think. I was going to face Bella, now that was a definite. All I had to do is make sure kept it strictly about school work and only focus on history, not her. We would avoid anything personal and we wouldn't learn anything more about each other than or first names. This could work it doesn't have to end up in disaster. The time flew buy and before I knew it two periods had passed. And then I saw her walking at a fast pace towards her car, her brown hair moving in the light breeze, I really should get her number and there's no time like the present.

Before she could get to her car, I got out of my car, ran to her and caught up easily.

"Uhh… Bella, can I talk to you for a minute?" I called out to her. She stopped but didn't turn around. I continued walking until I was standing in front of her.

"Mr. Banner said we're supposed to exchange numbers but that's not necessary, I was thinking we could meet in the library tomorrow if you're free?"

"Sure whatever." She replied before walking past me and heading straight towards this old red truck.

What the hell? Here I was doing a favor for her, of course I was being forced but of course she doesn't know that, she didn't have to be so rude. I was about to turn around and walk back to my car when I realized that I didn't know what time she would be there tomorrow.

"Hey, would you mind telling me what time you'll be there tomorrow?" I yelled out to her, she was already in the truck but I knew she heard me. Instead of answering she pulled out of her parking spot pulled up right beside me, and then she leaned over to the passenger door and lowered the window.

"After seventh period okay." She said with an annoyed tone and drove off.

What a bitch, she was beautiful yes but a beautiful bitch. She didn't know anything about me but she acted like she hated me, I don't understand what's her problem but I honestly just want to get this tutoring thing over with.

I went back into my car and sat there waiting for Tanya to come back. I actually smiled when she came out of the building and she smiled back at me, things were so much better between us now. She got in the car, kissed me and I drove to her house.

"Hey Eddie do you want to spend some time over by my house, no one's home?" Tanya asked me as we turned on to her street.

"Sure Tanya." It was like old times, I used to spend every day by Tanya house afterschool whether her parents or sisters were home or not, they just didn't know I was here when they weren't here.

We got out of the car, Tanya in front and walked to her house. Tanya's house was not nearly as big as mine but I was a decent size. Her mother owned her own boutique in Port Angeles and her father was a psychologist, sometimes when I was around him, I honestly felt like he paid attention to every little thing I said or did for a sign of insanity or a reason that would label me as being unsuitable for his precious Tanya. Of course no man wanted a crazy person for their daughter but he really creep me out.

Tanya and I headed straight towards her bedroom as soon as we were in the house. Once we were in her bedroom I took off my coat and plopped myself on her bed, while took off her earrings, necklaces, bracelets and shoes leaving her in her shirt and jeans. She still had a lot of make up on but I liked her like this, with just a shirt in jeans, all the other flashy stuff was unnecessary.

When she was done taking off everything she walked over to where I was on the bed and climbed on the bed beside me. She put her right leg on top of me and started moving her fingers up and down my chest over my shirt. I put my arm around her and started to rub her shoulder.

Slowly she began unbuttoning the buttons on my shirt and kissing the skin that was revealed. When all the button were undone she climbed on top of me and straddled me. She bent down and kissed me while she undid my pants buckle. I pulled off the shirt she was wearing and unclasped her bra. She climbed off of me, stood at the foot of the bed and pulled me jeans off long with my shoes and then pulled off her own jeans and underwear.

She moved back onto the bed and started to kiss me right underneath my chin and moved down lower to my neck while moved my hands up and down her back. She started to kiss me again while reaching in her nightstand for a condom. She broke the kiss to open the condom and put it on me herself.

I moved up on the bed so that my back was against the headboard. There were no words spoken at all after that point, Tanya did everything. She positioned herself on top of me and lowered herself so that I was inside her. She let out a loud moan when all of me was inside her. I already knew that my size was better than average even if I've only been with Tanya because not only does she brag about my size to all of her friends at school but I've even caught other guys in school staring in the shower and when I caught them, they would cover their junk and walk away in shame not because they were staring but because they had nothing on me.

Tanya had begun to move up and down and was moving so fast that it hurt a little when she came back down. I grabbed her hips and tried to guide her, and it helped a little. This continued for the next couple of minutes until I heard her let out a loud moan, which meant she had reached climax. She climbed off me to move beside me and intertwined her legs with mine. I pulled the covers up to our waist not even bothering to remove the condom yet. I knew I was going to suffer a case of blue balls but I would deal with it, I didn't want to mess up the day by getting in an argument.

Half an hour later I got up and began dressing because I knew her sisters would be home soon. Irina and Kate was Tanya two sisters who were twins, they were in junior high and always giggled when they saw me.

"I'll see you tomorrow morning, right Eddie?" Tanya asked as I button my jeans and threw on my coat. I turned around to see Tanya looking at me with a huge grin on her face.

"Yea, see ya tomorrow." I replied kissing her and walking out the door.

Once I was in my Volvo I laughed to myself. Tanya was oblivious to fact that I didn't enjoy the sex. It wasn't always bad though. When I really need to get off I could by having sex with Tanya but it was never more than sex. It was never making love, expressing that love for each other, it was always just about getting off. She did give a decent blow job though. Our relationship seems to be improving, emotionally maybe when it gets even we would get better physically as well, hopefully.

I drove towards my house, still laughing at the sex I just had with Tanya. I turned into the trail that led to my house and pulled into my spot in the garage. When I entered the house I realized that no one else was home. Esme or Carlisle would probably be home soon and Emmett and Alice were probably with Jasper and Rosalie so I decided to play my piano.

When I sat at the piano I was going to try and compose something new, but nothing came to me. I ran my fingers across the keys but it was like there was a block there or no inspiration so I closed the cover on the keys and went upstairs to my bed room. I sat on my bed and flipped on the TV. I had nothing to do really since I've done all the homework that was assigned already. Then my mind went to Bella, I wanted to make tomorrow as quick as possible. So I got up and went to my desk, grabbed my history text book and started an outline on the first chapter we did in class, writing down all the key points, so that she could get all the important information which would help her understand what was going on in the following chapters. When I was done with the entire chapter I put the paper in a folder and then threw it in my messenger bag. I could hear noises coming from downstairs so I guess it was safe to assume that someone was home. I ran downstairs and found my mom and dad coming in with Chinese takeout.

"Hey mom, dad."

"Hey you father and I decided to get Chinese, hope you don't mind."

"No, that's fine, did you go to the hospital today? I asked while taking some of her bags and helping her and my dad take the food to the kitchen.

"Yea, she decided to come surprise me with lunch which was really nice of her." My dad answered while he leaned over and kissed my mother on the cheek, which made her giggle.

I chuckled and admired the love between my mother and father. It was unconditional and you could see they would sacrifice anything for each other. Twenty five years of marriage and they were just as much in love now as they were now. I wanted to find a love just like theirs. Could I really get that type of love with Tanya, I'm sure it could develop into a love like that someday, couldn't it?

"Hey Edward could you call your brother and sister down to eat?" my dad asked me. I didn't even realize that they were home.

"Yea dad no problem."

I ran upstairs to the second floor where both Alice's and Emmett's bedroom were located, I had the only bedroom that was upstairs on the third floor, Fortunately when we moved here Emmett chose the room on the second floor because it was the closet bedroom to the kitchen and Alice this bedroom initially but changed her mind as soon as she saw a spider when she was walking through it.

I didn't even reach the top of the stairs before Emmett's door swung open.

"FOOD!" he yelled as he ran past me straight to the kitchen.

I laughed and continued walking to Alice's bedroom.

"Hey, Alice, mom and dad brought home Chinese food." I called to her through the door.

"I'll be there in a minute." Her voice rang through the door.

I turned away from the door and made my way back downstairs to the kitchen to eat. Dinner went well with my family, tonight I talked about my day and even mentioned the tutoring. My parents were happy to know I was helping someone, if only they do that I was being forced by Mr. Banner against my will.

When dinner was over Emmett and I played Rock Band for about an hour and then headed upstairs to our rooms. I was lucky to have my own bathroom in my room while Alice and Emmett shared one. I stripped off my clothes and turned on the shower. After it was warm enough I got in and just let the water beat down my back relaxing all my muscles. I was ready for the tutoring session tomorrow with Bella, I would have to tell Tanya she has to find a ride home because I wouldn't be able to give her one.

I jumped out of the shower and dried myself all with my towel. Then I went in the bedroom, threw on some boxers and went in bed. I would make the best effort to tutor Bella tomorrow, the quicker she learns everything the sooner I wouldn't have to tutor her anymore. I just hope we could get through the session peacefully because if she's as rude tomorrow as she was today, I'm going to tell her stupid ass off and to take her attitude down a notch.