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This might be my last chance,
So maybe I should take it.
I just hope your listening,
To everything I'm saying.
I miss the long drives, the car rides,
The bad fights, the good times;
The way you make me feel
will never leave my mind.
-Think of You Later (Empty Room) by Every Avenue
But just then both had sensed another vampire, much more powerful than she was.
"Go back to your room, Harumi." Kaname said with a snarl, glaring at Zero.
"What the hell is your problem?" She snarled, not even bothering to face him. She didn't want to face him. Her defenses were weak against his gaze… those red eyes that contrasted with her blue ones. Oh how she loves and loathes them at the same time. She was weak against him and it greatly frustrated her. The way he is confused her to no end: what he really feels… what he's thinking… his motives. He was a complete mystery to her and it made her insane. She took a deep breath as tears escaped from her eyes.
Zero was a little surprised by her outburst and by the tears flowing from her eyes, making them dull. He doesn't know what was happening between Kaname and the pureblood in front of him, Harumi, and what their relationship was. Though he knew that two purebloods and a tension like this were going to cause him problems. So he's just going to do his job as a prefect and send them back to their dorms before this gets too out of hand.
"I suggest you do the same, Kuran-sama." He said, glaring back at him.
"Harumi" Kaname said, his voice softer, motioning her to come with him. She just stood there, unwavering, for a couple of seconds. She then took a step closer to Zero, tiptoed, and planted a short, chaste kiss on his lips. At the corner of his eye, he could see Kaname glaring at them, jealousy evident on his face.
"Goodnight Zero-kun, oh, and thanks." She whispered with a faint smile on her lips before disdainfully walking towards Kaname who took her wrist. His pace was much faster than hers causing him to drag her quite forcefully. She wasn't sure what he was feeling after all, she was never sure about him anymore. But then again, she was acting like she doesn't love him anymore being rebellious and all. Maybe he was just as confused as she was. She was fully aware that he couldn't reciprocate her love for him… Well, that's what she knew.
Kaname's grip was getting tighter and tighter and it made her wrists ache. She hissed in pain which caused Kaname to stop walking. He had his back to her so she was looking at the back of his head. She didn't glare this time but she was looking at him with sadness, longing, and maybe guilt in her eyes. Kaname didn't say anything nor did he move; he just stood there probably waiting for something to happen or to hear what she had to say. She thought of what she had to say to him. 'I'm sorry?' 'I was wrong?' Or maybe 'You're a jerk' would do. She knew she had to say something but she didn't know how to start.
"I-I'm sorry…" The words just escaped her mouth. Tears threatened to fall down from her eyes as she continued on. "I think that… I'm just so confused right now…" She looked up but saw that he still had his back on her. "Will you just look at me." And he did what she said. He was now looking at her with an unreadable look on his face.
She slowly removed her hand from his grip and instead, intertwined her fingers with his. She took a deep breath before she felt herself being pushed, her back against a wall. Kaname's body was so close to hers and she felt her cheeks heat up. Their hands were still intertwined while his free hand was rested on her waist. She looked up at his face and knew he was serious. She wouldn't really care what he would do to her. She was willing to accept him. She needed him right now. His face was so close to hers that she could feel his breath softly brush her skin. His lips landed on hers in a rough, heated kiss. She immediately responded to his kiss and it soon turned soft and slow.
After a few moments, they broke away from the kiss, their foreheads still touching. Harumi had a smile on her face while Kaname smiled faintly. She laughed, such a melodious laugh.
"Well, I guess we better head back to the dorm." She said, a bit embarrassed.
"And you better change before you catch a cold." He said softly and she giggled at his concern.
They walked back to the dorm with their hands still intertwined.
They both went back to their respective rooms and she took a short, warm shower and a change of clothes. She laid down on her bed looking out her window. She thought of what happened earlier. She still wasn't sure if Kaname really loved her or not but at least they weren't mad at each other anymore. She laughed, she couldn't stay mad at him for too long. Before drifting off to sleep, she softly whispered to herself:
"I love you, Kaname. Always had and maybe… always will."
Zero was sitting down on his desk not bothering to even listen to the teacher. He rested his chin on his hand and found himself looking out the window. She was all he could think about all morning, her depressed face and the dull blue of her eyes and how it would brighten up and turn electric blue when she was happy and all, how pretty she looked like when she was smiling at him. He mentally sighed. He had to stop thinking of her. The thought of him submitting himself to a pureblood like Harumi was disturbing him. He hated them, he wanted to rid this world of purebloods, purebloods that ruined his life; but she was different. He felt a strange magnetic attraction the moment he sensed her aura. He knew he had to stop thinking of her… but to him, she was just too irresistible.
Hahahahaha! Their relationship is really….. um… complicated =)))))
I'm sorry for making everyone wait for so looooooooonnngg and that this chapter's shorter than my um... short chapters! I really am. XD and thank you to everyone who reviewed, you made me so happy. I love you all! X3 I hope I can update sooner next time :] so you should write a review for motivation~! Right? Right! ;)
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