Hey guys I'm so sorry it has taken me so long to write my computer crashed and I really couldn't get this chapter out until it was fix I just got it back up and working so I figured I better get going before I have a mob coming after me for it. Thanks for reading here you go.
Great now I hurt both of them and I'm hurt too. I didn't mean to go off like I did but I just hated to see them act like this. I had seen it so many times. I heard footsteps in the woods that detracted me from my thinking. Damon was coming. My heart would have sped up if it would have been able to. Even when I was mad at him I could never hate him. He slowly emerged from the trees.
"Damon I -" I started before Damon stopped me by putting a finger to his lips.
"Shh." He hushed me. "Don't worry about it just let me hold you." Damon whispered as he came over until he was in front of me and sat down. I got down and let him pull me slowly into his strong arms. I closed my eyes and just let myself relax in his arms. "Just relax. I'm here." Damon whispered in my ear as his fingers traced over my face. Before I knew it I was asleep. I drempt of Damon Salvatore which was normal lately.
"Elena I'm right here." Damon whispered as I felt a hand brushing my hair away from my face.
"Damon?" I asked in my sleepy voice. I tried to open my eyes but my eye lids were too heavy.
"Yeah it's me." Damon confirmed as he helped me open my eyes. "Tired?" Damon asked with a smile.
"Yes actually I was very tired. Thanks for helping me sleep. If it wasn't for you I would have been up all day.
"Don't worry about it. Actually its night time right now." Damon explained it felt good. It was a nice cool night but it wasn't too cold.
"Damon I'm sorry." I whispered as I closed my eyes. I couldn't look at him right now. I didn't want to see that flash of anger on his face made for me.
"Elena open your eyes, please." Damon begged. "I know that hurt you every time my brother and I fought but I was stupid and just kept it up. I should have put you first. I would never hurt you and I want you to know that." Damon explained. All while he was talking I was shaking my head. How could her think that this was his fault? Damon was just being Damon.
"Damon this is not your fault. Don't you ever say that it is. Of course I know that you would never hurt me. You are just doing what is instinct to you. Your brother attacks you fight." I explained my views of the whole thing.
"Elena-" Damon began then paused.
"What is it Damon?" I asked. He still had this look of thoughtfulness on his face. His eyes looked straight into mine. It felt like I could feel his dark eyes seeing every secret I had ever kept.
"Elena...I love you." Damon whispered. Warmth flooded into Damon's dark eyes. Damon wrapped his arms around me and pulled me up to him. I let my body relax in Damon's arms. His head dropped slightly so that our faces were only inches apart.
"I love you Damon." I responded before I lifted my head the last few inches until our lips met. Damon's kisses were so sweet and gentle he held me as though I was a feather and he was afraid I would fly away but didn't want to hold me too tight so that I would break. I had never seen Damon this way before. It was nice.
Stefan's POV
I knew I would never fight Damon again. It hurt her. She loved him and not me. I was making this harder for her than I ever should have. All I could do was leave them. I sat in the woods watching them kiss and watching them just stare into each others eyes. This made my heart break. We used to do that now that is a thing only for her and Damon. She was made for me but than she was re-molded to be Damon's.
Could I really hate them though. Elena had already proven the point that you couldn't choose who you love that person just came around. You soon found out who was good for you and I guess I just wasn't the one for Elena. I could stand to watch this anymore. Got up grabbed my back pack and and ran. I ran as far as I could. I ran until my legs gave out. Until I was far enough away from them. I would let them have their happy ending but I would not have my own. I always told Elena I would die for her and I still would. I would rather die by her hand but I knew that she would never hurt me. Until now.
Why did I keep thinking like that?! I am going to let her go. I am going to let her go. I repeated over and over in my head. How could I be mad at her.
Damon's POV
I could feel my brother was hurting. I had taken his girl. But she was the one I really loved the one that I felt really cared for me back. This was the first time I had ever felt this. Even with Kathrine I never felt this strongly. If it came down to it I would always choose Elena but could I pick her over my own brother? Could I hurt him this way? So deep to the point that he would rather die than be without her?
The next thing I did was probably the thing I never thought I would do. I pulled back from Elena's kiss. When she opened her eyes she looked at me with confusion.
"Elena I can't. I need to go speak to Stefan. He is hurting and I at least owe him enough to go talk to him." I explained. I could feel my features go down until it almost made me cry. I hadn't cried since I was a child and now I was about to cry over the love of my life.
"Damon, no. Let me go talk to him. This is between Stefan and I. I need to talk to him." Elena said as she walked past me and into the woods.
Elena's POV
'Stefan where are you?' I thought as strongly as I could. No answer.
'Stefan please I'm begging just talk to me.' I thought again. This time even my telepathic voice cracked. I couldn't stand this anymore. I loved both brothers. They both loved me and I had no idea what was going on. First I was sure that I loved Stefan but then I love Damon but I- OH MY GOODNESS!
'Elena I'm fine leave me alone.' Stefan thought back quickly.
'But I'm not.' I thought back. This was the truth. I just wanted to sit down curl up in a ball and cry. I loved them both so much it hurt. My chest ached. Unable to fight it anymore tears rolled down my cheeks. My body shook with sobs and I soon fell to my knees and just gave up. The pain consumed me and there was no way to fight it off. Stefan was my sweet loving vampire that would call me his little angel. Than I have Damon who is my dangerous vampire that would call me his princess of darkness. AND THEY BOTH LOVE ME! HOW I AM SUPPOSED TO CHOOSE????
Good stopping point I think. Lol. Who will she choose? She loves them both and they both love her. So how does she choose? I will try to update again soon. Thanks for reading. And as always comments are always welcome. I love to hear what you guys think. I don't mind constructive critism actually I welcome it. Thanks again!
~Vampchick95 ^_^
