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I saw you again for the first time
Been a long time
It brought out all these feelings
That I never knew I had inside

Seeing you with another girl
It didnt sit with me too well
And I'm mad at myself 'cause I love you
And with or without you I'm goin' through hell

I don't think that I could shake ya
So baby, can we make up (Yeah)
I know that this is kind of crazy (Baby)
But baby, I wanna make up

I don't think that I could shake ya
So baby, can we make up (I don't think I could shake ya, baby)
I know that this is kind of crazy (Crazy)
But baby (But baby), I wanna make up

I never knew I could love you
How I love you
I thought that I was through with you
So glad that I could be single

Now I'm gone thinkin' 'bout the past
And wish that we could just go back
And I'm mad at myself 'cause I love you
And I really want you to come on back

I don't think that I could shake ya (Yeah)
So baby, can we make up (Oh, I want you to come back to me bad)
I know that this is kind of crazy (Hey, yeah)
But baby, I wanna make up (Hey, yeah)

I don't think that I could shake ya (Ooh...ooh...)
So baby, can we make up
I know that this is kind of crazy (I don't think I could shake ya, baby)
But baby (Hey, yeah), I wanna make up

I don't know if I'm crazy
But all pain and the heartache you gave me
That only made me
Wanna get back with you, oh...oh...oh...

You held her hand the way you held mine
You felt her, uh, the way you felt mine
And all the fightin' that we went through
See, I was already used to it

I don't think that I could shake ya
(Hey...ey...hey...ey...)
So baby, can we make up
I know that this is kind of crazy (Crazy)
But baby (Yeah), I wanna make up (I wanna make up with
you, babe)

I don't think that I could shake ya (I don't think I could shake ya, babe)
So baby, can we make up (Ooh)
I know that this is kind of crazy (Oh, oh, oh)
But baby (Baby), I wanna make up

I don't think that I could shake ya (What did you do)
So baby, can we make up (Ooh, you got me missin' you)
I know that this is kind of crazy
But baby, I wanna make up (Ooh)

I don't think that I could shake ya (Ooh)
So baby (Baby), can we make up (Break up)
I know that this is kind of crazy (Crazy)
But baby (Baby), I wanna make up

Oh...
La-la-la-la-la

I don't know what you did to me, boy
But I want you so
Come back now or I'll go crazy, crazy
Crazy, crazy

Breakup 2 Makeup

ASHANTI


Chapter 5: Breakup 2 Makeup

I woke up in the morning to find Paul sitting on the bed with his back to me. How I got in the bed I had no idea and who left him in here I also had no idea. I yawned because I was still so tired, it caused Paul to turn around and look at me.

"Hey, about time you woke up."

"What time is it?" I looked around the room trying to find a clock.

"About 1130 in the morning."

"What are you doing here?"

"I wanted to tell you I am sorry, look I can't be with out you so please don't stay here."

"Paul, you acted insane. I think you are unfair in how you act around the Cullen's."

"I know but I can't change that they are not aloud on our land."

"Yes you can, you all just let them and don't attack them." Paul ruled his eyes at me.

"You make it sound so much easier then it is. How ever it is not that simple."

"I always thought you was free in the USA but I guess that was also a lie."

"This was our land before..." Paul stopped.

"Before we came along?" He shook his head then turned away from me.

"Well if we didn't come along you wouldn't have imprinted on me, you would be alone and single forever."

"No I would have imprinted like the other guys, on our own kind." I had it now I was freaking pissed, and if I could I would have killed Paul.

"Get out now, if you don't want me because I am different then just get out!" Just then Alice came running in the room.

"Amber don't make him mad!" She yelled pulling me out of the bed away from Paul.

"Paul outside now!" Yelled Edward as Paul took off out the door. No sooner did he get out the door he changed in to his wolf form.

"Amber are you okay?" Alice asked a little freaked out.

"Yeah, why are men such ass holes!" I screamed knowing Paul could hear me.

"Not all are, just some." I shook my head then looked down at the floor.

"So why did fate put me with a ass hole?" Alice looked at me then to Edward.

"Right now things are just hard for both of you, Paul isn't that bad of a guy and when everything gets settled you two will be very happy together."

"Alice, are you smoking some of my stuff?" She started to laugh.

"That wouldn't effect me so even if I did, witch I didn't, it wouldn't work on me."

"Wow, that sucks." She started to laugh then looked at Edward who was still in the room.

"Bella is down stairs eating breakfast, you should go down and join her." Edward said looking over at Alice as if he has something to talk to her about.

"Okay." I walked out of the room and down stairs to find Bella sitting at the table shoving food in her mouth.

"Hey Amber, how are you?"

"Fine, you?"

"Great." Just then Rosalie walked in the room.

"Amber I got you this... uh your hear again." She said to Bella then looked back at me.

"Got me what?"

"Check this out, I got you a phone so no matter what you can keep contact with me. It has a key bored and all. I programmed my number in already, everyone else put in theirs also. Its the LG enV3 and I got you this sweet cover that I knew you would love!" She handed me a cell phone with a black skull cover on it holding a rose in its mouth.

"Wow, I love it. Thanks so much!"

"Yeah so when you go back to mutts house to live make sure you text me a lot everyday!" Rosalie was becoming my best friend. She was like a older sister and best friend all in one. I started to laugh.

"Who said I was going back?" She looked at me and smiled.

"Emmett and I are moving away here soon, everyone thinks we are going to college but we take off for a while, you can come with us." I should have known that Rosalie would be leaving Forks.

"I will think about it, hey we should take my car and go out driving around for a while to get out of this place." I said holding up my keys.

"Sure, but eat something first. After all you are still human."

"Right, sometimes I forget." Rosalie started to laugh.

"That explains why you are so skinny."

"I am not." Bella started to laugh witched caused Rosalie to shoot her dirty looks.

"How about we stop some place and get you something to eat." Rosalie said pulling me away from the kitchen.

"Bye Bella!" I shouted as I was being pulled away. Once we got out to the car Rosalie got in the driver side holding out her hand for my keys.

"I really can't stand her!" She said as I got in the car and gave her the keys.

"Why?"

"It's like annoying! She is human and she wants to give that up, give up having children and a real life!" I now understood why Rosalie hated Bella.

"So you want kids?"

"Yes, so bad but vampires can't have children."

"What about adopting?"

"That would be against the rules in a way, how would I hide from my human child that I am a vampire."

"So humans are not to know that you are a vampire?"

"No, your life is at risk for knowing as is all of ours."

"Wow, so are you saying I have to become one?" She started to laugh.

"No, you don't have to. Don't tell me you want to become one also?" She seemed rather pissed off now.

"No, I eventually want kids, and I do want to die someday. It's not that I'm afraid to die. I just don't want to be there when it happens." Rosalie looked at me in shock.

"How are you not afraid of death?"

"I figure it this way, if I am dead no one could ever hurt me again. I wouldn't suffer and wouldn't have to put up with my step-father." She shook her head as if she understood.

"I just wish you could have been Edwards singer, and Bella could go make mutts with Paul or Jacob." I started to laugh.

"Edward is not my type."

"Right, you have a thing for Paul because of his tattoo?"

"No, Edward seems to good to me. I mean Paul says things, stupid things but even I say things I don't mean when I am angry. I like bad boys, always have."

"I am sure Edward could be that for you if you really wanted."

"Are you trying to hook me up with your brother?" Rosalie started to laugh.

"If I could, trust me I would. However Paul has imprinted on you and Bella is Edwards singer. Even I can't change that, its as you call fate." I looked at the dinner that we pulled up to as Rosalie got out of the car. I got out and fallowed her in.

"Well no matter what we can always be friends." I said smiling at Rosalie.

"Yeah, that is always a plus. Well we won't always after all you are human and you will eventually die, but I am stuck here forever. Maybe I will have to change you so I will always have you." She said laughing.

"At least let me have my life wait till I am older." She sat down at a table and I did the same.

"What if you was dyeing right now? Would you hate me if I wanted you to become like me so I would always have a best friend?"

"Maybe, all depends really. However I am not, so that is something we wont have to worry about." Just then she let out a growl.

"What?"

"The mutt is here looking for you." I looked up to see Paul looking at me.

"I will be right back." I got up from the table then walked past him and out the door. I didn't want people to hear, or see us if we got in a fight.

"Amber, look I am sorry."

"Really Paul are you?"

"Yes please forgive me."

"I don't think I should." He pushed me against my car.

"Look what I said to you was really stupid, and I know this. I was just so angry, and things come out I don't mean."

"So what are you saying, it don't bother you that I am different?" He shook his head.

"No, I am glad you are different. That is what I wanted, you are everything I wanted."

"I don't know if I believe you Paul."

"Fine! Don't, there are plenty of girls out there that want a piece of this!" He screamed at me stepping away from me.

"Fine! Then go out with them and let me alone!" I screamed back.

"You are such a fucking bitch!" Paul said walking away from me. I just shook my head then went back in to find Rosalie had already had food for me.

"Everything okay?"

"Perfect!"

"I heard, you really shouldn't piss him off. You could get hurt or even killed."

"I know but he just makes me so freaking angry that I want to stab him." She started to laugh.

"That wouldn't really do any good." I started to eat my food as we talked about stuff we had in common then we talked about where to go shopping.

On our way back to the house I knew it was best if Paul and I would at least talk it over and not be so angry at each other. I called Sam to make sure that Paul was going to be home before I went over. "Hey Rosalie, do you mind if I drop you off then head over to Paul's house."

"Not at all, I understand it is the imprint working on you that you don't want to be away from him or fight with him. It is the same with Emmett, no matter what he does I still just have to be near him."

"Thanks, for understanding." We pulled in to the Cullen's house and Rosalie got out. I felt like my world was crashing with out Paul for some reason. It was like there was a hole in my heart and it hurt. To me I would rather him be screaming at me then be away from him. I got out of the car then walked over to the driver side.

"Text me or call if you need me." Rosalie said then took off in the house. I turned the car around and headed over to Paul's. Sam was right, his truck was in the drive way and the lights were on. Then again there was also another car in the drive way. I started to wonder who was here but I figured it was most likely one of the guys. I walked to the door then knocked lightly waiting for a answer. I was about to knock again when a girl opened the door.

"Can I help you?" She asked giving me dirty looks.

"Is Paul here?"

"He is in the shower, we are getting ready to leave for our date." Them words just about killed me. I was about to cry. I wasn't for real when I told Paul to get some other girl, and I didn't think he would have a girl this fast.

"Well I still really need to talk to him."

"Look, Paul is my boyfriend so why don't you leave." The girl said to me. Just then Paul came down and stopped dead in his tracks hearing what she had just said to me.

"Amber, is everything alright?" I looked at him as I could feel tears coming down my face.

"Yeah, I came to tell you I was sorry. That I didn't mean what I said earlier. I wanted to talk to you and work things out but I guess it is to late." He looked at the girl then back to me.

"Come in, so we can talk."

"Paul we have a date!" The girl shouted a little angry.

"Shut up Jess!" This girl was ugly, she was a want to be gothic and it was sick looking. I really didn't get why Paul was even thinking about a date with her.

This Jess girl, was a slutty looking thin gothic want to be that it made me want to throw up. She had on thick black glasses, as if it would make her look smart witch it didn't. Dark purple lip stick that made her look like a skank. So much black eye liner and shadow, it looked like someone gave her two black eyes. Her fake black hair was pulled up in a bun and spiked out everywhere that looked like she hadnt brushed it in days, let alone even washed it. Her bangs were in her face covering her eye. She was down right a poser. I knew for one thing, the gothic's wouldn't be proud of her, they would be insulted. I walked in the house trying not to look at the train wreck skank who was giving me dirty looks. I knew one thing, if Rosalie was here she would have beat the hell out of that girl. I wanted to beat the shit out of her but I really wanted to talk to Paul. He must have noticed the tears because he put his hand on my face getting rid of all the tears even though new ones where starting to fall.

"Are you alright?" He asked me, looking like he was in pain.

"Yeah, Paul look I really am sorry about everything I said and I didn't mean it but I can see you did."

"I thought you really did mean it." I shook my head and looked down at the floor.

"I guess I will go now, I just wanted to tell you I was sorry." I started to walk away when Paul grabbed my arm and pulled me back to him. It happened so fast that the next thing I knew his lips were on mine and he was kissing me. We pulled apart when Jess screamed at us. Paul looked up at her shaking with anger, and I knew this wouldn't be good.

"I think you should leave." I told her nicely. She started walking up to me as if she was going to kick my ass when Paul stepped in fount of me.

"Leave Jess, leave now!" He yelled casuing her to back away and stomp out the door yelling he mostly likely had a small dick and didn't know how to use it.

"Paul." I said causing him to turn around.

"Yeah?"

"You was going to date, and fuck that thing." He started to laugh.

"She was easy, everyone fucked that."

"Come on Paul you could have done better then that." I said laughing.

"I have, because I have you."

"You could have got a STD messing around with her."

"I didn't fuck her so I am safe." He said leaning down and kissing me again.

"Good." I kissed him back.

"So we are making up?" He asked pulling away from me.

"Yes, I am sorry."

"Me to." He pulled me close to him and kissed me again then picked me up as we made our way to the living room couch.

I know, I just had to end there. Sorry lol but let me know what you think. What also made me write this was the rape part was a personal part of me. Only it was my step-uncle and my aunt said my mother and I was just making it up to cause trouble. However he is now in jail for what he done and I am grown up dating a wonderful guy. No it's not Paul lol but I wish! lol