In the night I hear them talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul,
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so
Cold as the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talking to me yo
You need to watch the way you talking to me yo
I mean after all the things that we been through
I mean after all the things we got into
And yo I know some things you things that you aint told me
Ayo I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna pay me back
You gon' show me
So you walk round like you don't me
You got them new friends
Well I got homeys
But at the end it's still so lonely
In the night I hear them talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul,
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so Dr. Evil
You're bringing out a side of
Me that I don't know,
I decided we wasn't gonna speak so why are up 3 a.m. on the phone,
Why does she be so mad at me for, homey I don't know she hot and cold,
I won't stop and mess my groove up cause I already know how this thing goes,
You run and tell you're friends that you're leavin' me,
They say that they don't see what you see in me,
You wait a couple months then you gone' see,
You'll never find nobody better than me
In the night I hear them talk,
The coldest story ever told,
Somewhere far along this road
He lost his soul,
To a woman so heartless
Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk
Baby lets just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night...
In the night, I hear 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told.
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul.
To a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless? oh... how could you be so heartless.
Heartless
Kanye West
Chapter 8: Heartless
"Amber you are going to become one of us. Blake is going to be the reason you become a vampire."
"What about Paul?"
"I really can't tell you about that, because you stay with our family and I don't see you with Paul at all." I looked up at Edward as the tears started to fall. He took the phone from me saying something to Alice then hanging up the phone.
"The future can always change."
"I'm going to loose Paul. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me."
"You are not going to loose Paul, I promise. Now we need to get out of here before Blake shows up. Sam wants you back at the La Push now so they can protect you." I shook my head and fallowed him out the door. I still had tears down my face as Edward put his cold arm around me. As we walked out of the hotel that girl from before was giving me a smirk like she thought that Edward had just dumped me or something. If I wasn't so upset and afraid of loosing Paul I would have beat the shit out of her. We got in the car and drove back home with out a word said to each other. No sooner we got to the line there was Paul standing with Jacob waiting for us. I got out of the car and Paul walked over to me.
"What the fuck did you do to her." I heard him yell at Edward. Paul was starting to shake causing Jacob to pull Paul away from me.
"I didn't do anything to her."
"Then why is she crying!"
"Paul man calm down."
"Paul." I said witch caused him to stop shaking. He was right in front of me in the matter of seconds.
"What's wrong?"
"Can we not talk about it here please." He shook his head.
"Thanks for taking care of her." Jacob said to Edward as we all got in to Paul's truck. We got to Sam's house in no time.
"Paul, can we go some place alone and talk?" I asked him as he just shook his head.
"I'll tell Sam for you." Jacob said as he walked in to the house. We started to walk to the beach not saying one word. My mind was racing with so many thoughts that I was a wreck. Once we got to the beach Paul sat down and I sat on his lap curling in to his hot body to stay warm.
"You want to tell me what is going on?"
"I am going to loose you." He just started to laugh.
"You are not going to loose me, is that why you are crying?"
"Yes."
"Look at me, no matter what happens I will always be here for you. I promise you that you wont ever loose me."
"Even if I became what you hate the most?"
"What are you talking about?"
"Alice seen me becoming a vampire." Paul tensed up.
"What are you talking about?"
"I just told you Paul, Alice seen me becoming like them. She said my step-father is going to be the reason I do." He started to shake and I jumped up from his lap.
"I'll fucking kill him!" He yelled still shaking as I stepped away from him even more.
"Paul, does this mean you wont be there if I do become one?" He stopped shaking but he wasn't looking at me. He looked zoned out and in another world or deep in thought.
"Paul?" He was still zoned out.
"Paul!" I yelled causing him to finally look at me.
"I don't think I could, I would end up killing you and not meaning to."
"So you can't promise me that you will be with me no matter what happens then."
"I can promise you this." He said stepping close to me putting his hand on my face. "He wont get his teeth in to you, I will make damn sure you stay human."
"Promise?"
"I promise." He leaned down and kissed me.
"Paul, you are needed now!" Yelled Jacob.
"Come on we have to get back now." I fallowed Jacob and Paul back to the house.
Emily stood in the kitchen making something to eat for everyone as I walked out to help her. Leah walked out in the kitchen and stood beside me. "So you are going to become one of them?"
"I don't know Alice seen it, but Edward said the future can always change."
"I promise I wont let them get to you either."
"Thank Leah."
"You know since Paul has meet you he has been a different person. He still gets angry but nothing like he used to. I would hate to see if he lost you what he would be like."
"Me to." We helped Emily finish cooking while the guys all took turns running shifts and coming in to get something to eat.
It was around two am when I heard Paul come in the living room. I was on the couch while Seth was asleep beside me.
"Yo, Seth, get up its your shift." Seth still didn't wake up. The guys were pushed extra hard tonight and I knew how tired they all was. I however couldn't sleep.
"Seth, you have to wake up." I shook his arm some causing him to slowly wake up.
"Your shift so get going so I can spend some time with my girl and get some rest." Paul said as Seth got up then took off out the door. Paul picked me up off the couch as if I was nothing then laid down pulling me on top of him. I always had to sleep with a cover on but with Paul I never had to because he was already so warm.
"You need to sleep."
"So do you." I told him kissing his chin, then down his neck and to his chest but he stopped me.
"None of that now, you need rest." I laughed a little then snuggled in to him and fell right asleep. Paul made me feel safe no matter what. I could sleep for days in his arms. It felt so right but I was scared to loose this. I was so deep in dream land that I never noticed anything going on around me. I never noticed Paul getting up in the morning and leaving me, or Emily even making everyone breakfast. I woke up around lunch time and walked out to see most of the guys sitting down eating. I looked around for Paul to notice he was gone.
"Where's Paul?"
"He's running his shift, he will be in to eat soon as someone here finishes and switches him." Sam said to me as he started putting more food in his mouth. I sat down next to Seth as he handed me a plate with food on it.
"Paul said to make sure you are or he would kill me." I just smiled at him and thanked him then took the plate.
"I am finished so I am going to head out and switch with Paul, hurry up Seth so Embry can come in and eat also. Jared your done so tell Quil to come in and eat." Everyone fallowed orders so well I was shocked. Sometimes it even shocked me when Paul fallowed orders, once in a while. However everyone said since has meet me Sam has had less problems with him listing. Sam headed out the door and no longer then about three minutes Paul came bursting threw the door and over to me.
"Did you sleep okay?" He kissed my forehead.
"Yeah I sleep just fine." He grabbed a heaping plate of food and started to eat.
"You know normal people that eat like you guys do would be extremely fat." Embry started laughing.
"Then we would be ugly and no one would want us."
"True." Paul looked up from his food at me.
"So you are saying that if I was really fat you wouldn't love me?"
"Nope."
"I'd still love you even though your fat." Just then Leah smacked Paul up side the head.
"What was that for?"
"She is skinner then me and you call her fat."
"I was joking Leah, she's not fat." I started to laugh, but stopped the second I realized something. Paul and Leah would be perfect together. That was when Paul's words from before came back in to my mind. 'No I would have imprinted like the other guys, on our own kind.' His words cut me deep as they keep replaying in my mind.
"Excuse me." I got up from the table and took off out the door. I didn't even hear Paul fallow me.
"It isn't safe out here alone." I heard him say to me witch caused me to jump.
"Sorry, I need to get out of here."
"How about we go to my place."
"No, I need to get away from here all together."
"Where do you want to go."
"To the Cullen's."
"Did I do something wrong? I'm sorry, your not fat I was joking." His face looked so hurt.
"Can you take me to the Cullen's please."
"Why?"
"Just never mind Paul I will walk there." I started to walk away when he grabbed me and stopped me.
"Just tell me why and I will take you."
"I just have a lot on my mind and I need to talk to Rosalie."
"Why cant you text her."
"Because I need to talk to her in person."
"Fine get in the truck." He was now angry with me I could tell.
