1.
Some dog's bite.
Like me when I'm hungry.
So don't piss me off!

2.
There is a girl
and her life was a mess
she can't see eyes
But still she's not blind
she can't talk
But still she has a voice
She can't cry
But still she has a sound
She doesn't know what to do, but still she tries.
She tries every day, as hard as she can, to function.
To function, in a normal society, around people.
It's a school, every moment of every day.
She strains so very hard to exist.
Sometimes she feels like she's loosing.
She might be losing the battle.
But she never gives up, not anymore.
She learns how to feel
She learns how to act
Even if it takes forever.
She will learn, no matter what.

3.
Sometimes I may ask for a break.
But that's not really what I want.
It's just easier.
Sometimes I get really quiet.
That usually means that I want to talk.
I wish I could talk.
But I don't know how to talk.
Sometimes I manage to translate my thoughts into words.
When I do, I do not understand the words.
My thoughts and feelings have a foreign language.
I do not know that language.
I try, try real hard, but I fail.
Eye-contact is dangerous, or it feels dangerous.
It feels as if people can see my soul.
See my feelings and hear my mind.
Sometimes I wish certain people could,
could see the truth in my eyes.
Sometimes it's easier to lie, to lie with my face.
I don't think my eyes know how to lie.
My face gets away with the lies.
That is because people don't know.
They don't know that I want to talk.
Most think that my face speaks the truth.
But they're wrong.
My face lies all the time.
My face is a pathological liar.
Sometimes I make eye-contact.
But only with people I really trust.
I make eye-contact so that maybe,
if I try hard enough, people will see
see what my face lies about but my eyes don't.
Why don't people see?
Are they blind?
Some people say that the eyes are the window to the soul.
If that's true, then why do they not see
Why do they not see the truth in my eyes.

4.
I want some peace.
Some peace in my mind and peace in my sleep.
Where is my peace?
Please give me peace.

5.
I want to sleep, forever and ever.
I am so exhausted so please let me sleep.
Why don't you please let me sleep.
Please let me sleep forever and ever.
For I want to sleep in a peace.

6.
I wanted to talk, so I put up my hand.
I wasn't chosen.
Nobody would listen.
Five times nobody would listen.
I gave up.
I gave up because I couldn't handle more rejection.
I took my hand down.
I took it down forever for nobody would listen.
Am I poisonous?
Why wasn't I chosen?
My head was spinning and I thought I was dreaming.
In my dream I saw my sponsor.
He said, "hey why don't you meet me"
"Tomorrow evening, why don't you meet me."
I said okay, but this is a dream.
Isn't it a dream?
No this isn't a dream, for I am not sleeping.
I wish I was sleeping, because I am so tired.