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I have pos-i-lute-ly no idea what this is.
But you asked, and I delievered.
I think...
I've never written Sakura's POV before, and hot damn if it come out completely different than the way I thought it would.
It's so damn ANGSTY I don't know what I was thinking.
Well, I had good inspiration.
i.e. The song Last to Know by Three Days Grace.
Plus, I just wrote the completely random oneshot REGRET.
Go read it.
Erm...so I've got angst coming out the ears, but that's ok.
Read. Review. Luv ya.
She didn't mean for this to happen. (But she knew it would.)
She watched as her only teammate (former secret lover, more like it) withered away like a flower without sunshine (SHE was HIS 'sunny place', of course).
But the sun was only shining in Suna, it seemed (would it ever come back?)
SHE had made HIM leave, said SHE needed time to think (she didn't think time was needed, HE belonged with her, end of story.)
Her friends couldn't pretend anymore (they had tried that earlier, look what had happened).
It was just her luck it was Ino who did the abortion (she couldn't hide the horror, what had she done?).
It was just her luck she was reassigned to HER team (the only reason they wouldn't leave her behind, they said, was because they weren't trash like her.) with HIM on temporary medical leave for stress cardiomyopathy (also known as "broken heart" syndrome).
It was just her luck that Shikamaru was in Suna half the time visiting his girlfriend, he could see the total extent of the damage she had done (she could sense his hands twitching, begging to form the handseals for the Shadow Neck Bind.).
It was just her luck that her next patient was Neji, and she felt his eyes on her the whole time she was healing his wounds (his cold eyes, supposedly nearly identical to HERS, staring straight into her soul, staring so deep it scared her shitless.).
It was just her luck that Tsunade developed a guilt complex, keeping her as far away from Suna as possible and out of the village as much as possible (hadn't she done it to HER in the first place?)
It was just her luck that her new genin team included Hanabi (who worshipped HER and took every chance to crush the woman who had forced HER away, she was more of a prodigy than Neji.).
It was just her luck that Hiashi suddenly felt bad about his behavior toward his eldest (all the upper class establishments treated her like dirt now).
It was just her luck that SHE came back after a month (SHE had lost weight, but not ragged, not like she did.).
It was just her luck that they all went crying to HER, begging for forgiveness (ha, they weren't innocent in this either, stupid bastards, all of them.)
It was just her luck that SHE had to be all kind and smile and say hello all sweet like that and force her to smile back (and in that instant, she knew that she would never be accepted fully back into the group again.)
It was just her luck that HE wouldn't look at her, even spare a glance any more (couldn't HE see that she needed HIM, more than SHE did? SHE had family, had faithful, had everything, could she just have HIM?)
It was just her luck that karma was in fact, a bitch.
And so one night while Hinata was undoubtedly sleeping soundly at Naruto's side, knowing he would be forever faithful from now on, Sakura cried herself to sleep.
(But no one deserves her tears.)
Writing Sakura is WEIRD. I need to keep practicing to get her personality straight, I think.
Tell me what you think.
Anyway, this was completely unbetaed. In case you were wondering.
This will probably be it unless you guys want me to continue the POVs. I've got some ideas for Kiba, Tsuande, Shikamaru, Neji, Hiashi, Kurenai, Shino, Ino, Hanabi, Iruka, you name it...
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~Ree-chan
