The Reason I love him: Komari Version!

Author's Note: Contains hints of spoilers, if you never went through the game, you probably won't understand it.

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Original Game: Little Busters Ecstasy

Original Concept: Key

Written by: wrathie

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Why do I love him?

Is that a question?

Wait, why am I asking myself this?

Or why.. am I telling myself this…

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Why, do I love him?

I can count many different reasons why I would love him.

Perhaps his smile, perhaps the way he speaks.

Perhaps the way he saves me from the many mistakes I make.

Perhaps the way he tells me and encourages me to do even better.

Perhaps, just because he is just a wonderful person.

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The Perfect One.

And I'm the Lucky Girl who has him.

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So, I'm the lucky girl.

Is that why and how he found out my secret place?

The one place I can be alone, doing the things that I want to?

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But, is that really my secret place?

Was it not, a place I just wandered up there… just for the other, most important person in my life?

Was it not that I wanted to remember who he was?

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Perhaps, that is why, that fateful day, where we both met for the first time.

Our fates were not supposed to meet, that's what I wonder sometimes as I reflected back.

He and I, living different lives, not once meeting before this single, turning point in our lives.

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It scares and make me wonder at the same time…

Was it fate? Was it a miracle? Was it just chance?

So I pray, pray with a smile as I remembered how we met…

Whoever gave me the chance to meet him, My Riki, my loving and doting Riki…

My cheerful and understanding Riki…

Thank you.

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For it is you, who gave me the reason to love Riki.

For it is you, who had given me the chance, to love Riki.

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How is it that he knew I was there?

I wonder what he thought of me in his first glance of me?

Was it shock? Was it embarrassment?

Well.. I was embarrassed…

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But enough about that, that is not important.

In that moment, I did not fall in love with him. No, I did not, I woefully admit.

Now that I know who he is… now that he saved me from a fate worse than death…

I know, how lucky I am to have him. To have him make that promise with me.


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Yes, for him to tell me that. He would want to be my happiness, to share and bring me bliss now and in the future.

Taking over the role of my most loved one.

My dearest Onii-chan…

Imagine that!

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Him, telling me that…

Yes, it was me who brought him to the lake.

Yes, it was me who impulsively said I wanted a date with him.

Yes, it was me who trembled, wobbled, shakily asked him out.

Yes, it was me… only me who liked him.

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Somehow, someway… I fell in love with him over time.

Perhaps at the start, I didn't think of it that way.

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But why, why did I allow him to share my 'secret place'?

It is not a 'secret place' if he knew about it..

So did I, selfishly want him to be there with me, all alone?

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I shared everything I loved with him and I found out he loved them too.

Seeing his smile, sharing his happiness and his joy was enough for me.

All I wanted to see, was my friend's smiles and joy.

But when he smiles, when he smiles and looks at me.

My heart, it trembles, it skips a beat… it makes my face flushed and my speech jumbled.

I just, want to see him happy.. to see him enjoy the time we spend together.


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His reason for coming up, was surely something trivial

But that something trivial turned into something big… something enormous.

Something that swallowed me completely and utterly and I could not, would not, will never want to stop it.

So I loved him.

Slowly, without me noticing it… I fell in love with him.

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From the way he speaks, from the way he spoke to me. From the way he looked after me.

Yes, I am repeating myself.

But isn't that the reason I love him?

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Or… was it that way he saved me?

My never ending dream, the eternal dream that I have, of joy, of love, of seeing my friends and me… sharing happiness, spreading our joy to everyone.

Endless repeating itself, endlessly… repeating itself to everyone.

But why must it hurt as well? Why, why must it hurt.. so badly when things goes wrong?

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I know, I am weak.. I know, I am running from the truth.

Even if my eyes can see much more, much more than Riki-kun.

I can see the future and it is bright and sunny and Riki-kun can't

So why, why am I running from the past?

My past, his past… my most precious Onii-chan's past. I am running away from it. Never accepting it

Never, ever accepting and remembering him.

The person I love the most.

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So I pray, am I going to lose, Riki-kun as well?

Am I going to lose the person that I love the most, forget him, forget how he holds my hand, how he hugged me?

No, I do not want that…

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And so, he saved me.

Just like that… by telling me the truth, telling me what happened.

The truth, that I had avoided for so long.

The truth, that my eyes, whom can see more than Riki-kun, refused to see.

And Riki-kun, those eyes who can see so little, so little compared to mine saw the most painful and yet… the most blissful path to take.


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Have you wished upon a star?

What are the wishes that you would want to make?

Remember, you have 3 wishes to make…

So, what would they be?

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We shared the same first wish:

That everyone, everyone that I knew, that Riki knew would continue to be happy and to enjoy themselves…

For our happy days together not to end.

That is, my first wish.

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My second wish, is for me to remember.

For me to remember everything that I had forgotten.

Yes, I Kamitaka Komari had forgotten.

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And my last wish, is for Riki-kun.

Yes, I remember now, I had that wish the time we searched for a shooting star.

He was with me, looking after me even as I fell asleep.

Even if I had tried my best to stay awake. I had fallen in front of him.

How did I look then, I wonder?

Did it made his heart skip a beat as well?

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I would never know, for Riki-kun will never let me know.

But if it did, I am happy, for I skipped a beat when he fell asleep… on me.

That peaceful, adorable face sleeping just inches away from my breathless face.

I… I couldn't help but be intoxicated by his scent…everything of Riki-kun then and there.

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Ahh… it's so embarrassing!

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My final wish, is for Riki-kun.

For those eyes who can see so little, to see more.

To see what I can see, even if it is a little.

For him to share my view, yes… my view of happiness, joy and love every single day.

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After all, If I feel happy by making others feel happy…

Won't the whole world be a better place if everyone does the same?

A happy thing would lead to another happy thing…

Forever and ever.

And endless chain of happiness.

That is my greatest wish of all.

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So, for My Riki-kun.

My gentle and harsh Riki-kun…

Who is a wonderful, wonderful and great person…

Saw what is the path I should take.

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The path to embrace my past, my lost, my sorrows and sadness and then…

And then, together with Riki-kun… we'll find happier things.

We'll go searching, together… for happier things than the sorrow that I had experienced before.

Yes.

That is the path that Riki-kun had shown me.

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Not of denial, not of avoidance…

Not of forgetting, not of giving up.

Not of, clinging on desperately to what can't be held.

No.

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It is to, move forward; with him, with my friends, our friends who worked hard for us. For myself and for him as well.

Searching for my happiness with him and for him as well.

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That is the reason, I love him.

Not for this moment in time.

I will love him, forever and ever… till the end of time.

That is, my promise to my Star.

To the granter of my wishes, those three wishes I had wished, upon the shooting star.

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Yes, Riki-kun is my star, my shooting star.

The star, that made all my three wishes came true.

If it's him, I know… that I love him.


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Author's Note: Waiting for Kud Wafter, even if there is no advancement for her. Surprisingly, Komari is quite mature, even if she looks like a Loli.

Is that wrong? :laughs: