When I walked inside the house I couldn't hold onto myself anymore and I sat in the chair. Mike and my other friends were outside playing football, but I was too broken to do anything. Charlie walked in and gasped when he saw my blank eyes. I didn't have any desire to live since he took everything with him.

OCTOBER

I was still an empty shell even as time passes, which for me was impossible.

I heard Charlie come in, and when he got in he sighed and walked right back out.

I knew he hated seeing me in pain, but I couldn't help it, my desire for living was gone.

NOVEMBER

I opened up my email and I typed in Alice's address in the box. I then scrolled down to the part where I type the email, and I began typing.

Alice, you've disappeared, like everything else, but who can I talk to I'm lost.

I sent the email and waited for a reply, useless as it was. When I didn't get any reply, I fell apart in that chair. Charlie walked inside and he ran to me to comfort me.

DECEMBER

I didn't know why I kept trying, all that came back was: message not received. I didn't care though; I knew she would get this eventually.

I kept typing anyway, and I sent yet another email.

Alice, you've disappeared. Along with the rest of you. When he left, he took everything with him, leaving an empty body on its place. It's like a huge hole, has been punched through my chest.

I screamed as memories of him ran through my dreams. I felt Charlie shaking me as a tear hit my skin, so I got ready for school. When I got to lunch I just got a drink and sat in an empty corner by myself with nothing but a drink in front of me.

It was exactly three months after I started hanging out with Jake. I had crashed that damn bike and cut my head pretty bad, and later he had showed me cliff diving. He had promised to take me next week, but I couldn't wait that long, so I got in my truck. I told Charlie I was hanging out with Jake so he told me to go.

I smiled as I pictured what would happen next.

I would walk down to the lower part of the cliff, and I would spread my arms out as I crouched down. I would then jump off the bottom as my hair flew in the wind. I pushed my truck up to fifty-five as I drove past the treaty line, and I stopped near the cliff. I got out of my truck and slammed the door shut due to my anger. I then walked over to the part where I would climb, and I climbed to the top. I then slowly walked to the bottom as I prepared to jump.

"Don't do this." His voice whispered in my head.

"You wanted me to be human. Well, watch me."I said as I took off my jacket.

"Please." he begged as I lowered my height.

"For me." he begged again as I crouched.

"You won't stay with me any other way." I said as I stared at the water below.
"Bella, please." he begged. I ignored him and jumped off.

"NO!"He screamed as I hit the water below. I soon realized that there was a riptide, so I tried swimming parallel to the shore. There was only one problem; I didn't know where the shore was. I put my hand out and found the shore so I came up for air, but when I did a huge wave came straight for me, knocking me underwater. I came up for air again but the tide kept pushing me underwater, so I never got but a second of air.

I tried swimming under the water as I tried seeing something, but then I started to lose air so I started fighting, until I hit my head on a rock. I then began to drown in the water, but I was happy with him.

"Fight!" he screamed as I began to sink in the river.

Why? I wondered as I sank in the water.

He yelled at me again but I was completely out by that time.

As I came to conscious I felt pain in my lungs and felt sand beneath my back. How strange, I thought I had drowned.

"Breathe." A voice begged, and I felt a stab of pain as I realized that the voice was not Edward's.

"Come on Bella, Breathe!"The voice begged again. I could see black spots in the sky as I tried to take a breath. I could not take a breath because I had too much water in my lungs. I felt someone pounding my chest as they tried to force the water out of my lungs. Soon I could breathe again so I woke up gasping and sputtering.

"Bella!" Jacob sighed in relief.

"Jacob?"I asked as I couldn't see anything. He nodded and then he glowered at me.

"What the hell were you thinking?"He asked as he put a warm jacket on me. My vision slowly returned and I saw his worried face.

"I wanted to see him."I admitted. He laughed as he said," Wanted to see him." I glowered at him as I wanted to slap him, but I was much too weak.

"Bella, go home, and tell Charlie I took you swimming. I won't rat on you, if you promise to call me the next time you want to 'see him'." Jacob snapped.

I nodded and walked out of the forest until I realized I wasn't going anywhere.

"GAH!" I screamed as I tried to attack him. Jacob held me down, and pulled my face to him.

"It's me!"Jacob screamed. I realized it was hi m and I calmed down.

"I'm taking you home, you can't drive in your condition." he said.

"Fine, I w-"that was all I could say before I fainted.

When I opened my eyes again I was in a hospital with Jacob and Charlie standing over me.

"What happened?"I asked my memories a little fuzzy.

"You hit your head when you fell in your truck. Jacob rushed you to the hospital, it's funny, and he was just as worried as if he was your father."Charlie explained. A memory flashed through my head as I looked at Jacob.

"I'm taking you home; you can't drive in your condition." Jacob said in a different scene. I then fainted and I snapped out of the memory.

A/N: This is where it's going to become a fanfiction.