Chapter 11
BPOV
I can't believe that any of that just happened! Jake tastes so good, just like chocolate. Yum! Other then the texts from Phil, I had a good afternoon catchin' up with the girls. I pulled up to my Dad's House. Once I'm inside I go to the kitchen and grab a mountain dew and my snickers ice cream. I take it up to my room. I start to undress taking everything off expect for my panties. I put an oversized of the shoulder red shirt on. I take my phone out of my bag and see that I have 20 MISSED TEXTS AND 10 VOICEMAILS!
Spencer: Are you Okay?
Derek: Sweetheart whats wrong?
Spencer: BELLA WHY ARENT YOU ANSWERING YOUR OHONE? DEREK AND I ARE WORRIED
NO LATER THAN FRIDAY NIGHT SO BE READY!
Those were the calmest of the messages. I decided to call Spencer since he is normally the calmer of the two.
Spencer: WHAT IS WRONG! ARE YOU OKAY? WE ARE GONNA BE THERE SOON
Okay well I guess he isn't so calm after all.
Me: I'm fine I just need you guys to get here. Calm down before you phase.
Yes Spencer and Derek are wolves. They both has phased before I even moved to Atlanta. They were three years older than me and always babied me.
Spencer: Too late. Derek just phased back when you called.
I let out a sigh. I'm not surprised that Derek phased. Although the boys had been wolves for a long time, Derek was still quick tempered.
Spencer: You know we don't mind but why the hurry for us to get to La Push?
I didn't want to tell them but I knew I had to.
Me: I'll tell you but promise me you won't freak till I finish.
Spencer: Sure Darlin'
Me: You know how ya'll never liked Phil and had a bad feelin' about him
Spencer: Yea….
Me: Well ya'll were right to have that feelin'
I could hear Spence trying to calm down. Finally he spoke again.
Spencer: What did he do and for how long?
Me: He... Molested me. Since the end of fifth grade.
Spencer: Darlin'….
Me: Yes Spencer…
Spencer: Are you done?
Me: Yes Spence.
The next thing I hear is a loud and powerful growl and I know that Spencer Phased. I hear somebody picking the phone up.
Derek: Isabella why did Spencer just phase?
Uh oh. He called me Isabella this is serious.
Me: I told him why I need you guys here…
Derek: Which is…?
I'm not going to even try to make Derek stay calm because it's pointless.
Me: because Phil…
He didn't even let me finish before he phased/ I hung up my phone and opened my mountain dew. I turned my radio on. I look at my planner to see my homework. OH SHIT. It's April 29th. My Birthday is less than a month away. My birthday is May 14th. After working on my homework I start to think about my kiss with Jacob. I've never kissed somebody other than Phil, and then I didn't want to. But with Jake, I want to do so much more. Because I can see his thoughts, I know that he won't hurt me so I'm not scared of him at all. I open up my mountain dew and snickers ice cream and turn the radio on. I ate for awhile but when Ke$ha's Love Drug came on I started to dance and sing,
Maybe I need some rehab
Or maybe just need some sleep
I got a sick obsession
I'm seein it in my dreams
I'm lookin down every alley
I'm makin those desperate calls
I'm stayin up all night hopin hitin my head against the wall
What you got boy, is hard to find
I think about it all the time
Im all strung out my heart is fried
I just can't get you off my mind!
Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Wont listen to any advice
Mommas tellin me I should think twice
But look into my own devices, im addicted it's a crisis
My friends think ive gone crazy
My judgments gettin kinda hazy
My steeze is gonna be affected if I keep it up like a love sick crack head
What you got boy, is hard to find
I think about it all the time
Im all strung out my heart is fried
I just can't get you off my mind!
Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
I don't care what people say
The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when your with me
But crash and crave you when you leave
Hey, so I got a question
Do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like an 808 drum
Is my love your drug? Your drug?
Huh, your drug?
Huh, your drug?
Is my love your drug?
Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Because your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Your love your love your love is my drug
Your love your love your love
Hey, hay, sooo
You love, your love your love, is my drug
(She says) I like your beard
As the song comes to an end I have a feeling that somebody is in my room. I pick of my heavy Spanish book and throw it at the person. i cant see his face but the man fall to the floor in order to avoid being hit by my book. The man looks up at me and I see that it is Jacob.
Me: Oh Jake I'm sor… wait why in a monkey's ass are you in my room
He was starting to get off the floor.
Jake: I wanted to make sure you were okay.
Me: *laughing* whats the conclusion?
Jake: I think your good.
Me: so how did you get in here?
Jake: I have a key.
Me: Ahh. And you didn't mention this before, why?
Jake: *shrugging his shoulders* it's no big deal.
I throw a pillow at him.
Me: don't steal my phrase, asshole!
Jake acted like he was hurt my comment.
Jake: that's not very nice.
Me: Neither is walking in on people when they had no idea you were coming over.
Jake: But I did it for a good reason. I wanted to make sure that you were okay. I think you owe mw an apology.
Me: but me calling you an asshole is the truth.
Jake: how could you say that?
Me: it's the truth darlin'.
We sat down on my bed and I grabbed my ice cream.
Jacob: so how was Atlanta?
Me: Warm. * we both laugh at this.* Atlanta was good.
Jacob: Then why did you leave?
Me: Atlanta itself was good but my life with my mom wasn't.
Jacob: you guys didn't get along?
Me: something like that.
Jacob: So did you have a boyfriend there?
Now ya'll may think that what I said next was mean but I had to fuck with Jake.
Me: yea
The look on Jake's face was heartbreaking.
Jacob: what was his name?
He wanted me to give him his name so that he could track him down and kill him.
Me: his name is… Snickers Ice Cream.
It took him a minute to catch on. But once he did his face was priceless. I was rolling on my bed laughing.
Jacob: that was mean Bella.
Me: but it was SO funny.
Then Jacob threw ice cream at me.
Me: THAT'S COLD
Jacob: that what you get. HEY!
I threw ice cream at him and it landed on his neck. It started melting instantly because of how warm he is.
Me: I'm sorry I had to do it.
Jake: Sure, Sure.
Then he
He licked the ice cream off my shoulder. He gave me a smirk when I froze. He thinks that he won. Ha. I crawl over to him and lick the melted ice cream off of his neck slowly, savoring the taste of his skin mixed with the ice cream. I was on his lap and I could feel his member against my ass. He was HUGE! I moved my lips to his mouth. His tongue was asking for entrance to my mouth which I happily gave him. We fought for control but I gave in to him. I pulled his hair roughly but not too hard. He pulled me closer to him. I pulled his shirt off. Now, I have Spencer and Derek shirtless, hell naked, and they are in great shape, but never have I been affected the same as I am with Jacob. When I look at Jacob's eight pack my panties get soaked. Once I look up to his face I see his eyes which are black with lust. He rolled me onto my back. He starts to kiss my neck while his hands roam my body. He gently squeezes my breasts.
Jacob: You're not wearing a bra, honey.
He voice was huskier and deeper than normal.
Me: no.
My voice sounded different even to my own ears. It was filled with lust. I've never been with anybody like this except for…Phil. With this thought I start to freak out. I push Jake off of me. He looked confused and hurt my action.
Me: Jake I'm sorry... I just…. I'm not used to that…
Jacob: its okay, I should be going anyways.
He came over and kissed my cheek. I didn't want him to go. I grabbed his arm.
Me: please don't go. Just stay a little.
Jacob: are you sure?
Me: yes.
Jacob: okay, I'll stay until you fall asleep.
He got into my bed and wrapped his arms around me. We talked for a while, and then I could feel myself drifting into sleep.
JPOV
She looked so peaceful when she slept. She looked a little younger. It reminds me of when she would sleep over at my house when we were younger. I got out of her bed after I made sure she was asleep. I think about what happened tonight. She was so amazing. When she licked my neck, I swear I almost exploded. And that kiss! Oh MY God! I forgot all about how I wanted to kill her pretend boyfriend. As I put my shirt and shoes on I noticed that her phone was sitting by her laptop. I know that I shouldn't go through her phone, especially since she said that she wouldn't go through mine, but I couldn't stop myself. I look through her texts. I've never been so mad and hurt in my life. I know that she is my imprint but after seeing her tell other men that she loves them and flirt with them I don't think I can have anything to do with her.
SPOV (Seth)
Jacob Black is a moron. I was on patrol with Paul and Embry, when Jacob phased and we saw his plan to move on from Bella. Bells is a great girl, so what if some guys were flirting with her.
Jacob: Shut up Seth she flirted with them too.
Me: So? You haven't even told her about the imprint yet. You have no claim on her really.
Jacob: I wouldn't want to claim somebody like her anyways.
Paul, Embry, and I growl at this.
PauL: WHAT DO YOU BEEN SOMEBODY LIKE HER.
Jacob: a girl that is easy,
Embry; wow, you are such an asshole. Why were you going through her phone anyways?
Jacob she was hiding something from me and now I know.
Me: Whatever man. You are an idiot.
Jacob phased back to his human form. I hope that he gets over this soon, before he loses the best thing that ever happened him or this pack.
Hey guys I hoped that you like this chapter. I know that jake overreacted a little but he was just surprised to see the texts. Review please