Chapter two Lost

Bella POV

Where was he? He said he would come back! I want to see my daddy!

I was looking out the window at my grandparents house hoping to see any sign of my father returning, but no sign. Had he been killed? I started to panic as my thoughts carried on getting worse and worse.

It has been three days now and he still hasn't returned, I was getting seriously worried.

I walked down to the living room sitting down on a free chair sighing loudly enough for my grandparents to hear me.

"No sign?" Grandma Marie asked looking just as deeply worried as I was as she did her sowing and Grandpa Charles read a book. Grandma Marie was very kind and always my favourite to Grandma Catherine who was very devoted to religion just like my father's father (Grandpa Henry).

"None at all Grandma" I mumbled.

"Well, done worry dear I am sure he will return" Grandpa Charles sighed when there was a knock on the door. "I'll get that shall I" he walked out of the room hearing the door opening and closing then whispering and footsteps back into the silent living room.

Grandpa Charles returned and along with him a tall man I hadn't seen before.

"I am very sorry, but we have not found Mr Carlisle Cullen yet. We are expecting that he had died but we have not found the body"

Daddy? Never coming back. It felt like everything had cashed under my feet, the whole world seem to spin. Then everything went black.

7 years later

I sat with Grandma Marie as the funeral went on. The death of my grandfather, Grandpa Charles. I had lost someone else. I was now seventeen, I was dealing with things a whole lot easier than I used to but it still hurt inside. I wasn't my happy self any more, I hardly ever laughed or smiled except when told or in a conversation. I felt broken.

Four men in black suits lifted the coffin that my grandpa lay and gently put it down in the whole where it will stay. I put one arm around Marie and pulled out the graveyard when the ceremony was over. I comforted her as she silently cried.

"Grandma, I am going for a walk. I shall be back in an hour" I promised, she sniffed and nodded at the same time then walked off down a street to where our house was.

I watched her walk down the street her dress trailing behind her getting smaller and smaller by the distance then finally turning a corner.

I took the opposite direction down a street that I have never been down before thinking things throw. I needed to be alone.

Minutes went by and I was still walking around the streets when I realised I was lost. I couldn't remember the turns I took, I stopped on the street looking back and forth wondering round in circles.

"Can I help you young one?" A man said from down a alley, he was in shade his pale skin corps white, his eyes a deadly red, but inhumanly beautiful which made me drawn to him, his perfect features wanting me to come closer to trust him.

"Yes I am lost" I spoke up "I live in Nottingham street?"

"Oh dear you are very lost. Come with me I can show you back home" the beautiful man said.

"Thank you sir." I walked towards him down the alley when I felt a knock forwards tripping me onto the ground, I turned round on the ground. The man was staring at me his once where red eyes turned a black tinge. He was going to kill me.

"I shouldn't be doing this, but I have taken a liking to you a very big liking. I am going to change you into one of me."

"W-W-What's that?" I shuttered feeling more and more terrified by the second.

"Vampire" he whispered. I shuffled backwards with my hands dragging my feet till a felt my back hit a wall, a dead end. "Yes young one"

Just then in that second he lunged on putting his razor sharp teeth into my neck infecting me with his venom.

100 years later

The hospital was quiet as I was doing my shifts in Manchester hospital. I had been training to be a doctor to control my thirst for the past hundred years and I couldn't be happier that I could stand the sight of blood.

I could help people when they needed it, I had the power to save them. I did not want to be a monster that I am, because I found a new way of living drinking animals instead of humans.

I was walking throw a forest, I was incredibly thirsty when a passing mountain lion court my eye.

I walked into one of my patients ward to check up on her, I looked at her results. Her name was Vanessa Longford she was sixteen and dyeing of Spanish influenza. Vanessa was too young to die.

"Vanessa, how are you feeling?" I asked.

"Not good. Everything hurts" her cracked voice spoke.

I walked over to her and put my cold hands to her forehead, she had about a day to live.

"Dr Cullen, can you be honest with me?" her bright blue eyes stared into mine I nodded. "I don't have long do I?"

I considered weather I should tell her but the truth was the best choice "No. I am so very sorry"

"I know what you are. I want you to change me" I stood frozen to the spot "I know you are a vampire" she whispered.

"Even if you where right, how could you want this. I am a monster"

"Your not a monster, defiantly not. I don't want to die, please" she pleaded. I couldn't let her die she was way to young.

"OK. I have to get you out this hospital now, you don't have to long" I walked round to her and picked her up bridal style "Hold on to me now and close your eyes" she put her frail arms around me and I ran down the corridors luckily no one was around and out the doors running back to my house.

When safely in my house I put her on the couch in the living room.

"Are you sure this is what you want?" she nodded. "OK. What I will do will bring a lot of pain, it feels like burning" I shuddered at the thought.

I leant forward to her neck and bit in. The taste was better than anything I could image, I wanted more. Bella! Stop control yourself. I stoped then she started screaming as the venom ran throw her body.