I do not own Chuck.

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Chuck is laying spread eagle on the floor of his padded cell. He has no idea how longs he has been there. There is no way to count the days and they just blur together now. His minds is like a river flowing with thoughts.

He wants to know how Ellie and Devon are doing. Have they gotten over his sudden departure? Did they try to find me in Europe although I am not there? How is Morgan fairing without his best friend? How's the Buymore? Is Jeff and Lester still screwing around? How is Sarah? Has she just moved on like it was nothing? She said she would come back for me, but I feel like that may have just been a ruse to make me feel better. I still hope she is alright. Maybe she is quelling a revolution with a fork?

"Am I allowed to talk to my family at all?" He calls out, knowing that doctors are listening.

"I'm sorry, Chuck," a voice erupts through his room. "It is too dangerous to contact them."

Chuck sighs heavily and stares at the ceiling. "Can I at least play video games or just watch TV?" He doesn't get an answer and he just relaxes in defeat. He just stares with boredom and lets his mind wander.

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Sarah went straight to the address, not wanting to think about how ruined they made Chuck. She hates the guilty feeling she has for letting them take Chuck. She is absolutely fuming because they didn't tell her that Lizzie was successfully apprehended and they didn't have to take Chuck away. They have destroyed him and for no reason really. Hurt his family; possibly even scarred them for life. They don't know how hard it was for her to tell Ellie and Devon about Chuck. Ellie was utterly devastated and Sarah was even allowed to console her. She was forced to ship out the next day and had to make up a lie about her not able to stay in Burbank because it reminds her of Chuck, which wasn't a total lie. She has competing emotions of anger and sorrow.

She walks through the hallways of the facility, wondering how she will approach Chuck. She easily makes her way through all the security and heads to the doctor watching over Chuck to get permission.

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Chuck's mind drifts all around, obviously making its way to Sarah, but he doesn't resist it.

The beautiful, angelic, flowing hair. Those soft, emotional, loving eyes. Filled with a deep ocean of sapphires. Those gentle, luscious lips that always looks perfect. They never make me feel inferior and always make me feel so much better. That smile that can make everything seem alright and light up a room. The soft, delicate skin that is always warm to the touch. The sculpted muscles that show her athleticism without ruining her beautiful physique. Her perfect curves that always mesmerize me and paralyze me for seconds. Her care that always made me felt safe and secure. Those arms that hold me so lovingly that make nothing matter around me.

"Chuck," the doctor's voice blares through the room, "you have a visitor." Chuck cocks his head up at the door to look. He has no idea who it may be. He wasn't aware he was allowed to get visitors. They never announced when a doctor was coming in so he was actually quite intrigued. This is the most anticipated he has felt in ages.

The door opens to reveal a beautiful blonde goddess. Her hair reminds Chuck of a golden angel. He is shocked and frozen in place. His jaw dropped to the ground as the only word that comes out of his mouth is "Sarah."

Sarah cannot help but smile at his stupefied look. She is wearing a blue blouse that hugs her breasts but loose around her stomach. She is wearing jeans that form to her behind with perfection. She slowly approaches him as he is still in shock.

"Chuck?" She whimpers softly. She kneels in front of his face as his eyes follow her intently. As she places her face intimately close to his. She gently places her hand on his cheek. "Chuck…" She whispers as the emotion is building in her. She can feel the tears welling in her eyes as she looks at how broken Chuck looks.

"Sarah?" He asks confused. "Is that you or am I just that delirious?"

"It's me," she whispers as he slowly shakes off the paralysis that she caused.

"This is a dream, isn't it?"

"No, this is real," a lone tear drips down her face.

"No it's not!" He stammers as he gets up and paces around in anger. "This is a dream! This is a dream!" He repeats this to himself over and over. Sarah has never been more fearful in her life. She doesn't know what to do.

"Please," she softly begs by grabbing his arm gently to make him stop moving. "This is real," she says as truthfully as possible and looks straight into his eyes. She can see his eyes just aren't the same. The loving and caring is barely there; it is dimmed. This makes it harder on her.

Chuck looks deep into her boring eyes. He learned to read them and can see the truth in them. He can see the sadness, longing, and truth in them. "You're really here?" He mumbles in hope.

"Yes," she says in exasperation. She grabs onto his arms and reels him close to her. She wraps her arms around him and his arms slowly snake around her back. Sarah feels so much better that Chuck trusts her. She feels so warm in his embrace as he squeezes tighter.

"I'm sorry; my dreams have been very vivid lately. I missed you so much, Sarah," Chuck pleads in exhaustion.

"I missed you too," she whispers as she melts in his embrace.

"I knew you would come back for me," he sensually says before he breaks the hug off in shock. "Oh crap! How is Ellie and Devon and Morgan?" He asks, not sure if he wants to hear the answer.

"They are surviving," Sarah explains genuinely. "I try to check up on them every once in awhile. Ellie was taking it hard at first, but Devon helped her get over it. She still doesn't seem the same."

"I want to see them," he demands.

"You can," she leans in and whispers so the doctors cannot hear, "you just need to act normal and they'll let you out."

"Are you sure?" Her narrows his eyes in fear of betrayal.

"Do you trust me?" She asks confidently.

"They would never let me out because it is too dangerous—" Chuck nervously rambles before she breaks him out of his ramble. "Of course I trust you but—"

"Then believe me when I say they will let you out," she says with liberation.

"Really?" A smile starts to creep on his tired, worn face.

"Yes," she starts to smile, "and the best part is that we can finally be together," she happily confesses while caressing his cheek. His eyes open wide.

"Really?"

"Yes," she grins as he finally realizes what that means.

"So I can kiss your perfect lips right now?"

"Yes," her grin becomes larger and almost turns into a laugh. With that, he gracefully pulls her head towards his and their lips crash in unending passion. She moans into his mouth as his tongue sensually licks her lower lip as she gives his tongue entrance. She missed the infatuation that Chuck gave her. He was the only man who made her feel this way. She cannot describe it, but he is just so sensitive and loving that makes her feel so heart warmed. After the thundering passion relinquishes, they break the kiss off and lean against each other's foreheads to catch their breath with their eyes closed.

"You don't know how badly I wanted to do that," Chuck speaks first, breathlessly. A smile creeps up on his face as he is mesmerized by her trembling chest as she slowly catches her breath. She opens her eyes and realizes Chuck is looking at her breasts. She struggles to stifle a laugh as she overlooks his staring glare. She cannot contain it anymore and has to say something.

"What are you looking at?" She asks innocently. Chuck immediately looks up at her with nervousness present in his body language and voice.

"I, uh, was uh, appreciating your blouse," he asks unconfidently as his voice raises in almost a question.

"Sure," she laughs concurringly. He joins in on the laugh. After she calms down, she turns serious. "Chuck, you and I both know you're not crazy of insane, right?"

"Yea," he anxiously answers.

"You just need to convince the doctors."

"How do I do that?"

"You just need to flash," she says with relief. "I can already tell you are still Chuck," she breathes in as she starts to smile, "my Chuck," she smiles at him and he smiles back, "but a flash will convince them"

"I'll do anything to be with you and get out of this place," he happily admits as he looks at the camera in the room. "How do I go about getting out of this cell?"

"You need to prove you are normal and can flash," Dr. Matthews replies over the sounds system.

"Well," Chuck bellows a laugh, "we all know I'm not normal but I am not crazy."

"Alright, but we need to make sure the Intersect is functional. Can you flash?" The doctor asks merrily. He would like to see Chuck get out because it is just sickening to him to see someone locked up like that.

"Send in some files and lets check!" Chuck demands with a new life and hope.

"I'll have someone hand you some files in a few minutes. Good luck." Matthews informs Chuck. Chuck looks at Sarah as his confident smile turns to nervousness and fear.

"What's wrong?" She asks sincerely.

"What if I can't flash?" He worriedly asks.

"Just relax," she comforts him with her soft hands on his face, "I know you can do this." She smiles as her truthful eyes bore into his mind. He calms his breathing immediately and tries to smile but it just comes out as a lopsided, nervous grin. "Trust me, you can do this," she states with conviction that sends chills down Chuck's back. Chuck stares into Sarah's beautiful eyes as he focuses himself and finds his center.

A doctor walks in, looking nervous, with a folder that has a few files in it. A few are files they know are in the Intersect and a few that they aren't sure about. "Chuck," the doctor gets his attention as he raises the folder up, "here are the files." The doctor speaks in a monotone voice with a smile as he hands the folder to the willingly accepting hands of Chuck.

"I haven't seen you working here before," Chuck comments happily, knowing this is his chance.

"Just got repositioned," the doctor quickly affirms his presence. The doctor stands there with the same gentle smile on as Chuck reads over the files.

Sarah smiles at the doctor for a few seconds and he smiles back.

Chuck is trying his best to flash but it is such a new concept to him again. He hasn't flashed in a long time. He doesn't even know how long he's been in here and he just realized thinking all this is not helping. His first thoughts is how odd it is for a new doctor, but quickly shrugs it off as he thinks of his family. Ellie and Devon walking by his room everyday wishing he would just come out and hug them. He thinks of Morgan sneaking into the Morgan door to see an empty room that is just collecting dust and Morgan leaving in disappointment and depression. He tells himself that this is for them. They need him and this is the only way.

Chuck reassures himself that this is the only way to see them again. The only way he and Sarah could be together. He looks at the picture in front of him of a man with a buzzed cut and a scar across his cheek. Chuck's eyelids slowly start to flutter as his eyes slowly retract to the back of his brain. He instantly knows everything about the person as his knees start to feel weak and his energy is drained. He can feel the pain forming in his head that resembles a headache. He realizes that he just flashed and quickly gets a second wind and looks at the doctor shocked and happy.

"I flashed!" He hollers in excitement. "I just flashed on Colonel Jason Kendrick!" Sarah quickly smiles at Chuck.

"Tell me everything you learned!" The doctor orders trying to be modest..

"He has two brothers that are also in the military. He has won the Purple Heart during battle in the Gulf War!" Chuck cannot believe it himself as he happily explains all he could. "He works as a drill sergeant for the Army! His favorite color is blue!"

"That is enough," the doctor says with a smirk. "How are you feeling?"

"Great! I flashed!" He explains with utter joy as Sarah smiles with relief.

"I mean what are the effects on your body?"

"I feel a little woozy and I can feel a headache starting, but other than that, I'm fine!" He tries to play it off as nothing, because he doesn't want the doctor to have to do extensive tests.

"That should be quite normal. Do you think you can flash again?"

"I think so!" Chuck looks back at the folder to look at the next image.

"No, Chuck," the doctor corrects him, "try to flash on this." He holds up a peculiar, round device and displays it to Chuck. A devilish grin grows on the doctor's face.

Chuck's eyes roll to the back of his brain as his eyelids flicker. This flash happens way faster than the first one. A grimacing, fearful look grows onto Chuck's face. He pushes Sarah back as hard as he can. She didn't expect it and starts to lose her footing as Chuck jumps on top of her and a loud explosion berates the happiness in the air and the sound blares through the room with a bright light.

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I'm sorry for the cliffhanger but it seemed like a good spot to stop. The doctor at the end of this chapter is not Dr. Matthews; just to clarify any confusion. Please review with any ideas or frustration I caused you.