Okay, this chapter was written the same night as Chapter 2. So once again....I've been drinking lol. Just a warning. Hope you like it. LadyGwenMidas...I'm totally sure that you rock my sox off lol.
I walked into the house with Damon feeling a sense of new belonging. I was going to be one of them and suddenly I couldn't wait another second. I thought back to less than a month ago. I was still pretty involved with high school, my friends and my sweet boyfriend. I saw myself now. My priorities had suddenly changed. Damon was my obsession, my love in the spotlight, with Stefan standing right beside me. I wanted them both, I couldn't live without either one. I felt like the light in me was slipping away and a form of darkness was taking place. I embraced it, I wanted to feel more of it.
I watched Damon toss his jacket to the side and walk into the living room.
"I made arrangements with Jenna, she thinks you took an emergency trip with Stefan to see our dying nameless relative off. He needed your support. So you should be good for a few days." He said
He began to pace to back and forth, lost in his own thoughts. I leaned against the banister that separated the living room and the forger watching my angel pace the floor.
"Damon, you okay?" I asked. He stopped pacing but seemed to freeze in place for almost a minute. I walked up to him and placed a finger under his chin forcing his icy blue eyes to meet mine.
He sighed. "Elena. Before I do this I just want you to understand what your doing." He said.
I smiled. "Not you to." I said.
He placed his hand lightly on my cheek rubbing his thumb softly along it.
"Listen to me. This isn't only an extremely uncomfortable and disorienting experience but this is forever we're talking about Elena." He searched my eyes for any fear or doubt I might have. I smiled.
"Forever....with you?" I answered. "Can't wait."
He looked to the floor with a whole new expression I've never seen on his face. Shyness. He smiled lightly and looked back up to me. He leaned forward and pressed his forehead to mine closing his eyes. After a moment he stepped back.
"I've got something for you." He smiled. He turned and walked to the bureau by the staircase and pulled out a small white cloth. He turned and made his way back to me. He unfolded it revealing a small silver ring with black shining stones. It was beautiful.
"What is this?" I gasped.
"I had it made, it's so you can still be out during the day." He answered pulling the ring out of the cloth. He took my right hand and went to place it on my middle finger. Then suddenly he hesitated. He dropped my hand and lifted my left hand. He flashed his devastating blue eyes at me.
"So, forever right?" He grinned.
"Forever." I whispered. He slipped it on my ring finger and grabbed me intensely into an embrace.
"There's one more thing we need to do before we do this." He whispered in my ear.
"What's that?" I whispered in return.
"Get in one last real human experience." He smiled and his hands tightened into my hair.
He picked me up and had me upstairs in a flash. I knew what was happening, but something very different happened. I thought Damon and I would be making love for the second time as a human parting. But what he did was beyond that. He ran his hands through my hair for a second.
"Take your hair down." He seemed to demand. I pulled it from the loose pony tail I had it in and let it fall around my shoulders.
"Feel this." He said. He ran his hand down my face, along my jaw, down my neck. He reached in and slid my shirt off. He ran his hands across my shoulders and down my arms. Goosebumps prickled my skin and I blushed. The butterflies made their appearance.
"I promise I'll always make you feel good, in every way. It's just going to be different. I want you to feel this. To really feel this." He whispered. He ran his hands over my chest and down my stomach. He gripped the skirt I was wearing and pushed it down. I swayed on my feet a little and he slid me onto the bed.
"There's something I want to share with you before these changes." I whispered in between a gasp. His eyes met mine with question. I looked over to the table next to the bed and saw an old fashioned letter opener. I reached over and grabbed it. He reached out his hand in protest but before he could I ran the blade over my collar bone as hard as I could. As soon as I felt the warmth of blood pool to the surface I smiled. Damon looked slightly terrified but sickeningly intrigued. I touched my fingers to the open cut and held it up to his face. He seemed to tremble from head to toe and his eyes grew dark. I would never forget the way he looked as he ran his mouth over my fingers. My blood staining his lips. His black hair hanging around his face. I felt more alive than ever.
A while later I stood looking out over the balcony from Damon's room. I watched the forest in the back sway with the breeze. I listened to the wind and the birds. I took in the brown and greens and even the spots of yellow from a few wild flowers beginning to grow. I was enjoying my limited senses as Damon had requested I do. I thought about Jeremy. I thought about our life together so far and It left a sore feeling that he was still so upset with me. After this was over I was determined to fix things. I thought about Jenna. I realized I should treat her a little better. I took her too much for granted. It couldn't be easy trying to raise two teenagers that didn't belong to her. It's not like she's the usual age for a mom of teenagers.
I heard the bedroom door open. I walked to the entrance of the bedroom and saw Damon and Stefan walk in.
"Hey love. Come have a seat." Damon said gently. I walked in and sat down on the bed. I looked over at Stefan. His face was somehow guarded of some sort of emotion I couldn't decipher. His eyes were gentle with me but he remained very serious. I saw his eyes flicker around the bedroom and land on the a few articles of my cloths laying by the bed. He then quickly returned his eyes to me with a small load of pain he had picked up along the way.
Damon leaned in and kissed me softly. Stefan turned away flinching.
"Are you ready?" Damon asked.
I took a deep breath. "Yes."
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