I just want to give you a heads up on the bad grammar. Also about posting this so late but my computer broke ~gasp~. You can thank my brother for that but today I got a new one. Yay me and I had to get this out because you waited long enough. The next chapter well be in Paul's point of view.

Disclaimer: I do not own the characters the creative Stephenie Meyer does.

Like I said the guy resembled a sex god. He was a few inches taller than me, which is always a good thing since I am 5'11. He had pale blue eyes, curly brown hair, and a beautiful smile. I had to take a double look at this guy to focus on his features. He was an Italian beauty and he knew it. I really liked the way he took the lead and moved his feet. Holding my waist and pushing my back against his well defined chest. He whispered something in my hear I wasn't sure about half the stuff he was saying. The whole night I just acted as I was paying attention and nodded my head. The music was so loud to my sensitive ears I could only understand have the stuff he was saying. Finally feeling the alcohol take affect and the tiny people becoming blurry. I found out his name was Liam and lived a fews blocks from here. I didn't like the way he felt so confidence in himself that he could get laid by any woman he wanted. But it was sure was funny playing with his balls a little bit to see if he could play his cards right. If he did I just might go the next level with him. He seemed confident of himself giving me compliments and that made me feel wanted. So we went to his place and bumped uglies with each other. The girls already knew what I doing I bet Alice could tell she was the one to chose this place. I think she did on purpose the more I think about it. In the end it's no big deal I'm not saving myself for someone. Woman have needs to and I needed to get rid of my sexual frustrations.

I woke up the next morning with the sun rays blinding my eyes. I signed because I knew what I had to do. I didn't like this part and don't go thinking Im a slut. In college I had my fare share of parties. Having one night stands with random guys helped me relieve my sexual frustrations. I moved on the other side of the bed lifting his arm off of my waist. I turn around and just stare at this beautiful man for a while. I paid attention to every feature and muscles from his face to his toes. Now that every thing wasn't blurry I could actually focus. I always did compare the guy new from the last. If you compare him to the rest he was the most beautiful. I did find a few flaws about him though but that's how were alike. No ones perfect especially me and I could see us together in the future. I can't help but think why couldn't I imprint on him. He is handsome, good dancer, and an amazing lover. Reading my packs mind tells me this is all wrong. Jacob even tired to imprint but you can't force it. I should have a different all together feeling from this. It supposed to a force that draws you towards them before you imprint. The same thing happened to Jared and Quil. It's like you don't know where you're going but your feet know the way. You smell their sweet scene and your stomach feels funny thinking something wrong with you. While all along your just waiting for the moment for them to lock eyes with you and boom. Congratulations my friend you just imprinted say goodbye to being a free man.

When I see my soul-mate aka imprint their should be no flaws. Its like your imprint is a fantasy in real life. The most beautiful person and everyone in your past and present is a blur. Besides feeling protective of them you also feel desperate. You always have the need to be around them to remain sane. That's exactly how my so called alpha Jacob acts when it comes to Nessie. He follows her around like a lost puppy. That's one thing I don't think I can handle feeling weak. Which is what LEAH CLEARWATER does not do. I looked around and the clock and it said 12. I had get my ass up or I was going to be late and I started dress quickly. I had to do it quiet because I didn't want to start a scene. It was a one night stand and should remain that way. Why make something out of nothing you know? If this became something serious both of us would be disappointed. Me not being able to give myself fully and he hurts in the long hall. As much as I suffer why would I do the same to another. That would mean I did the same thing Sam did to me. I saw him turning and reaching out for me so I quickened my pace. Before I left I got a final look at him. I wanted to remember him this way sleeping peacefully.

I ran all the way home in about 10 minutes flat. The first thing I noticed was Charlie's car wasn't in the drive way. Must mean mom and Charlie already left. While I was in college they got married a few months ago. He's a nice guy but could never compare to my father. I went in the bathroom and took a hot shower because the water helps me remain at peace. So I could have a clear head without feeling guilty and like a filthy slut. I really wanted to remove his scent. There is nothing worst than being a room with werewolf's smelling like sex. I got dressed in a simple pear of jeans and a tank top. Today was one of those rear occasion it was hot outside. Since I didn't own a car of my own I had to go running again. No biggie his house was only a few blocks away about a 10 minute run. They lived next to first beach and the majority of their was made of sand. Today was Minnie my niece's birthday party. She was turning three today and reminds me so much of Seth. Michelle has her mothers looks but Seth's tan skin complextion and a joyful personality. Every time I see the little angle I get this soft spot. I just hoped when she became older she wouldn't make the same mistakes I made. I knocked on the door and I could hear Minnie walking towards the door with Michelle following behind her. Minnie opened the door with one hand holding Michelle on top of her hip. My baby girl was dressed in a Snow White look alike dress. A true princess with her head held high in her tiara. She looked so adorable with the biggest smile on her face. Looking like Seth and it melted my heart.

"Hey aunt leah," said Michelle

"Hey baby girl don't you look nice." She giggled with a beautiful smile missing her two front teeth.

"Yeah daddy said I was his princess and should look like one," she said.

"Yeah the theme is princess

"Has she been a good girl,'' I asked Minnie.

"Yeah right mommy haven't I." Michelle answered interrupting Minnie begging with her eyes.

"Yeah she has cause she knows otherwise no presents. Alright come in everybody's in the backyard where the food is."

"Okay do you need any help feeding the wolfs.''

"No, you're a guest go and enjoy.''

"You sure."

"Yeah I got Leah so talk to Seth."

I went in the backyard and saw just about everyone. I saw some of my pack brothers and some unfamiliar faces. Who I guessed was Minnie's part of the family and the new were-wolfs. The only ones missing were the Sam and his crew. I helped myself a plate and sat on a bench in front of Seth and Quil. From the distanced it sounded like they were talking the joy of children and imprints. Seth is twenty has one daughter and he wants two more kids. Claire is eleven years old and at the stage of best friend with Quil. As soon as I sat down he conversation ended quickly.

"Leah glad to see you."

Yeah off vacation don't think I was going to miss my only niece birthday."

"Of course not I just really miss you."

"Yeah Leah I missed that fiesta attitude of yours Leah.''

"You know I missed those sweet vibe of yours."

"Are you trying to be funny.''

"No, I'm just saying the facts."

"See I missed that everyone one else around is boring."

"Oh okay enough looks here comes the alphas.''

He didn't have to tell me I could smell them walking toward us. Jacob went to talk to Michelle and Sam walked towards us with someone new. As soon as they arrived I felt different like deja vue. I could tell their was Jared whispering sweet nothings in Kim's ear. Embry wasn't here and I knew Paul's smell so who was the mystery man. I sat in front of Seth and Quil so Sam and the stranger could only see my back. The guy smelled familiar and I could tell I knew him. His scent was woodsy and sweet at the same time. I inhaled deeply trying to figure out what type of fruit it was I could taste it on my tongue. I exhaled deeply never wanting to breathe out. As I kept breathing deeply Seth and Quil eyed me funny. I gave them the bug out face starting at me like I was some weirdo. Finally feeling like years they walked up to our table. I didn't know if I should walk away but my curiosity was getting the best of me. After a minute of arguing the pros and cons of staying in my head I decided to leave. I needed to walk away and get some fresh air away from this smell. I needed to get away then maybe I could think straight. I started walking off slow as more people passed I got faster. Then I could hear footsteps following me and calling my name. I immedately stopped knowing my mstery question was answered. I gasped because their voice was rough and sexy. I knew exactly who this person was and I couldn't look him in the face. I was afraid because I knew what was going to happen.

"Leah slow down why are you running."

"Just leave me alone Paul."

Come on I'll come with you."

"No, I need to think," I explained.

"Leah turn around and talk to me like a person."

I hesitated. "Paul just go."

"Leah let's turn around and let's go to the beach and talk like old times"

"Paul," I signed.

"Were friends right then let's make up for lost time just turn around

I turned around slowly for the suspense and for the first time I actually saw him. I saw the natural beauty that I never recorized was their before. I couldn't answer his question because my mouth became dry and I was at a lost of words. He was so beautiful from his pink plum lips and his straight nose. His hair was messy and i fought the urge to play with it. I wanted to jump on him because I knew he could caught me and claim. I wanted to kiss him by the Did I do what I think I just did or is it all in my mind. If I just imprinted dear lord shoot me now.