The story is basically about Mark & Lexie .

All this takes place about 2 weeks after the shooting , Lexie just had her breakdown & also broke up with Alex.

The first chapter won't be that long, I just wanna see if you guys like my story ( & my way of writing)

I don't own anything

1 Chapter

It was short after the sunset glow. This day it hadn't started to rain once, what's really a rarity here in Seattle.

Lexie Grey looked out of the window of Merediths car. Lexie was allowed to go home now after Mark commited her to psych , she had to stay there 3 days. She slept all three days with the result that she was amazingly better now. If Mark sat beside her bed she didn't knew, she'll need to ask Mer about that later.

So Mer took her home after working at the hospital, what's kinda boring now cause half of the doctors or surgents weren't alowed to enter a OR. There was this guy who had to clear everyone for surgery, and he hadn't cleared Mer yet wha Lexie had to hear the whole drive home now. Lexie had to sepnd the next few days at home or somewhere , she wasn't allowed to work at all yet. Well, never mind.

When they fianlly arrived at Mers house Lexie jumped out of the car, grapped her bag and thanked Mer. She ran to the house, opened the door, ran up the stairs, found her room , smashed her bag somewhere, lay down on her bed and started to cry.

She didn't stop crying till it was deep drak outside.

She heard Meredith or Derek or someone else passing her door from time to time, but the door never opened. They let Lexie alone in the dark, crying her heart out. But Lexie was glad they did. She didn't want to speak to anyone. Except Mark. But he didn't come.

It was about 03:00 am in the morning when Lexie got up from her bed again. It was dark everywhere in the room but she didn't need light anyway.

She had cried all the time because of the shooting, and Alex but mainly she cried because of her lost love. Because of Mark. She knew he carred about her and maybe even loved her. And she loved him to, but what about all the differences between them, and what about all the reason that brought them where they are now. Both alone and unhappy.

Now Lexie was thinking about possibilities. What would happen if she and Mark would be back together ? What would have happend if she hadn't break up with Alex?

What if she and Mark will now be apart forever.

That again was too much to bear. Lexie got back in bed and crawled underneath her blanket and while she was wondering what Mark was doing at the moment,she missed him more than ever before.