Alright everyone, for the last chapter I accidently forgot to put up an authors note. So I 'm doing one now, lol. I was very busy with school, so I hadn't had much time to write, and I was also always hanging outside because I get bored just staying in and writing. Plus I go threw a bunch of stages with editing my chapters online and such.

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Everything worked out fine, everything was actually quite perfect. Except when I walked in the door of my house it was seven am, but Carrie and Dan were gone already, it wasn't even time for them to go to work. It left me inquisitive, were they out searching for me?

I paced in the kitchen for ten minutes waiting for them to, hopefully, come home so that I could explain what was going on. They didn't come back though. I lifted my eyebrow when I saw that the fruit bowl on the kitchen table was lacking its normal fullness. That was very unusual, normally it is full, over flowing even. I opened the fridge, and it was vacant too.

I began mumbling to myself while I jaunted towards the staircase, everything was so different. Had they moved some things around while I was out? When I was passing the living room there was nothing in there. No couches, no TV, no coffee table, nothing. I felt my heart shatter, I suddenly felt empty and abandoned.

Like my heart was disintegrating into a million pieces.

Alone, like how I felt when commit suicide and deserted me to live for myself. She didn't even say she loved me that day. I'm not entirely sure how it happened, but the neighbours must have come over to see her in her fetal state.

It instantaneously became hard for me to breath. It felt like my air supplies was getting less and less. I slowly walked up the stairs heading towards my room. I opened the door to see red liquid all over the walls, floor, and my bed. I compressed my eyes shut tightly, rubbing them with my bawled up fists. Heart pounding harshly like it was going to burst out of my chest any moment. I opened one eye at a time to see everything was normal.

Everything was back where it was supposed to, and clean. "What's wrong with you?" Keisha catechized me, marveling observantly. I felt like she was staring right through me while she examined every inch of me.

I didn't answer her, I was too busy gazing around my room questioningly. Words couldn't describe how confused I was. My dresser was on the wrong side of the room now instead of where it originally was. My bed was actually made perfectly except for the dents in it where Keisha sat. "I, uh, I'm fine." I spoke in a delicate voice, stammering as I spoke.

I sat down next to her and fell onto the bed so my head was resting on my fluffy blanket. "Who are you talking to?" I heard a door open.

I shot up from where I was lying, Keisha just walked out of my bathroom with a towel wrapped tightly around her. "I, but." I stopped talking to her to look at where she was just sitting with a frightened look, "You were right there." I squeaked in a high pitched voice.

"Erin, I think that you should stop spending so much time with Mike and start sleeping more." Keisha told me rotating her eyes in a circle, giving me a nasty look afterwards.

"Mike, like Newton?" I queried unconditionally confused, when did I ever even get to hang out with him. I stood up trying to regain my balance, Keisha just leaned against the door pane.

"Yeah, your boyfriend. Duh!" Keisha perceived me like I was lethargic. "You don't even remember him, what kind of girlfriend are you?" She burlesqued antagonistically.

"But, what!" I howled at her cacophonously, causing her to jump in shock. "What about Embry?"

I could feel my heart desisting every second that Keisha spoke to me, this was a nightmare. I just, I didn't want to have to listen to her. It's not that I find Mike repulsive or something, I just. I love Embry with all of my heart, no one in the world could comprehend how I actually felt about him.

"You and Embry broke up forever ago." Keisha told me, surprised at my boisterousness. "You cheated on him with Mike, you expect him to really want to be with you. He's my boyfriend now."

Just when she said that Embry walking out with a towel around his waist. He wrapped his arms around Keisha, my eyes began to water. Infact they were streaming down my face, and I couldn't even stop it. "And you still live here!" I hollered, "Fuck this! Fuck!" I bawled jerking the blankets throwing them off my bed at the both of them.

I could feel my heart beating in my head, I felt faint and weary. I wanted to sleep, sleep sounded good, but not in here. I trekked out of my room then to Jensen's room, only to find a girl I didn't know. Wait. No.

I did know her, I knew who this helpless girl on the bed was. She was young, she was beautiful. She had sparkling brown eyes, but the only reason they were fluorescent was because of the tears that were sliding down her face, and dripping off her chin.

Her brown hair was wavy, you could tell the wind had blown it around a bunch. She had bangs pushed to the side of her face, and I could tell who she was. I knew who she was, I've seen her a lot.

I see her everyday, whenever I look in the mirror there she is.

She's me.

My eyes widened, my teeth began grinding together. I took a step back into the closed door, I turned quickly, crying even harder banging on the wall. "Help me." I whimpered, "Embry."

I felt a pair of arms around my tiny waist, "Hello Erin." Nickson sibilated in my ear.

I didn't want to believe it, I didn't want to look behind me and see the man I feared the most. My teeth were chattering together like when I was cold. "No, please." I whispered helplessly.

It was hopeless, no one could hear me. No one could help me, Embry wouldn't come. I turned my head to see he was pale, very pale. He looked, deathly... kind of like a vampire. I began whispering no please, over and over again concluding that this wasn't going to end well at all.

He was cold, I was freezing, convulsiving. If only Embry were here to save me, and hold me. Never let go, but he's Keisha's now. She has him now, and I'll never get him back, I never will, not with her.

I felt being slammed onto the floor, still with the tears rolling down my face, "No, please."

"Why did you turn me in? I'm going to get you ya know." Nickson whispered in my ear, tugging at my shirt.

"Don't touch me." I hissed at him venomously. I scrambled, and kicked as I became more and more cold as more of my skin was flaunted to the air around me.

"I'm sorry, please stop touching me." I cried boisterously. I watched him pet my hair gently, my jaw chattering against my teeth.

He didn't answer me, I just felt my shorts being pulled from my legs. I cried louder, the more I cried the more I struggled which just pissed Nickson off even more.

His brown eyes were loathful, and filled with lust. Like he's been waiting for this moment for a long time, and there was sweat dripping down from his hair line. "No!" I started screaming repeatedly.

I heard my name. Loud and clear, the sound was brought to my ears.

"ERIN!" I screamed the loudest I've screamed in a while.

I didn't know who was next to me, but I grabbed them and pulled them into a deathening hug. "He almost got me." I bawled into someones shoulder, a mans shoulder.

"Erin." I reconized Keisha's voice, I felt her hand stroking my back comfortingly.

I didn't want her to touch me right now, I just wanted to cry. "It's okay, Honey." I listened to Dan's voice coo in my ear.

I sobbed on his shoulder, "Daddy." I continued crying without thinking of what I said to him at the time.

I must have fallen asleep last night and Embry somehow got me back in my bed without waking anyone up, or Keisha just isn't saying anything right now. I let go of Dan and just sat on my bed rubbing the tears off my cheeks, "You should try to get some more sleep." Carrie told me.

"NO!" I exclaimed vociferously, "No, I'm not going back to bed." I told them breathing distraughtly.

I knew they were going to ask me to tell them about it, but I didn't want to talk about it. Just the thoughts of the dream gave me the chills, and made me paranoid. I would never cheat on Embry, it would be the last thing I would ever do.

Just the thought of Nickson sent chills down my spine, he made me want to run away and far away. It's hard, and it scares me. I would never go near him, I didn't need to go to the trail to put him away, which was good.

I tried to never think about him, and I was doing good up until now. Thing was, he was a tanned guy and he was suddenly pale. The only thing that could explain it was that he was a vampire, so it was my fear for Nickson, and my fear for vampires mixed together.

I didn't know much about vampires, but Embry told me that they were dangerous. When someone says something is dangerous, you listen to them. "Erin?" I heard Carrie mention my voice.

"What?" I looked up at her with exhausted eyes.

"Are you going to tell us about it?" She contemplated nervously at how I would react to the question.

"No, just. I. No." I couldn't even complete a sentence. I heard my door open, but I didn't even as much as glance over because I could care less right now.

"Sissy, are you okay?" Jensen sought looking up at my with big watery eyes, he could see I was sad.

"Yeah, kiddo." I smiled frailly lifting him onto my lap to embrace him in a loving hug.

His tiny arms wrapped around my waist while he hugged me tightly, his head against my stomach. "Don't cry no more." He told me, still holding me.

"I won't anymore buddie." I told him weakly.

I felt miserable and pathetic, it was just a dream. No a nightmare, but it couldn't get me, and I was no profit otherwise I would have seen all this coming. I did not see any of this coming my way, I thought I was going to be on the streets still. I never thought I would have come to the perfect family I've received.

I was so far from perfection, who knew people like these would actually except me into their lives. Carrie, Dan, Jensen, even Embry and the rest of the pack.

It was hard on me to have to see them all smiling, and going on with their lives when I first arrived. I would always think about how it was when I was by myself, how you could never trust anyone like that.

"You don't have to go to school today." Dan told me, staring at me with a blank expression. He wasn't used to this, you could just tell.

"Am I going to school where Erin does?" Keisha queried abruptly.

"No, you're going to the one here in La Push." Carrie told her, "I will drive you over there."

Keisha nodded getting out of bed, I fell back onto my bed breathing normally now. Jensen crawled next to me, "I might just keep him here with me today." I told Carrie and Dan who only nodded.

Keisha, and Dan left the room. "Honey, I know what it's like to have dreams that frighten you, but it's always better to talk about it sooner or later."

"I just don't want to talk about it right now!" I exclaimed at her, shocking her.

She took a step away and nodded, "I know honey." She whispered, rubbing her temples. "I don't know much about the situation you've been in Honey, but I don't think I would want to talk about it either. You are a very strong woman, and you're an astonishing girl."

I just nodded my head, thinking about what I said to her. I was barbarous and rude, I didn't need to do that. I kelp thinking to myself, why did I yell at her? She didn't disserve it, she was only trying to help, but, I didn't want to talk. I wanted to sleep, but I was scared.

I wanted to be with Embry, I felt so safe when I was around him. I knew that he would keep me safe, and I'm curious about what happened last night. I must have fallen asleep right away, because I remembered nothing. Nothing.

I turned on my side, Jensen was back asleep. Keisha walked out of the bathroom, "You were screaming so loud." She told me, holding up clothes.

I nodded my head, and she started putting on the clothes she picked out.

I didn't really want to talk about this, not even with her. "What was I saying?" I quizzed quaveringly, unable to sit still.

"No, please." She told me, "And you were screaming Embry's name, but not in a sexual way..." She trailed after.

"I wouldn't want anyone to hear that." I muttered, cracking a brief diminutive smile on my face. Trying to at least be a little friendly.

"Erin, you don't have to play happy, and friendly with me. I know what it's like to have dreams like that. They such, and they are horrible." Keisha laughed despairingly, "Feel better, Erin."

She left me alone with all these thoughts running threw my mind. I didn't know what else to think about, I didn't want to wake up Jensen to take him to Emily's.

I dragged myself out of my bed and over to my dresser, I pulled on a pair of track pants, and a tank top. I threw my hair up into the messiest bun I've ever seen, and I've seen some pretty messy things. I looked like a mess, my eyes were still red from crying.

I went to the kitchen and called Emily's house, the number was on the fridge. I didn't know anyones number off by heart. "Hello?" I heard a gentle feminine voice answer the phone.

"Hey Emily." I choked out beginning to think about the dream again, "Is Embry there? Or did he go to school today?"

"Well, he is either there or at his house." Emily replied dimly, "Are you alright, Erin?"

"Uh, yeah." I sobbed this time, "I just want to be with Embry right now."

"Honey," Emily shushed me, "I think that he's at school, if you need anything don't hesitate to come over here."

I nodded my head even though she couldn't see me. "Thanks Emily, what happened last night?"

"Oh, the vampire got away before the pack could catch him or her. Be careful if you are going out though."

"I thought vampires can't go out in the sun." I asked disarrayed.

"They will just glow or something. I'm not one hundred percent sure though."

I nodded my head again. "Could you give me Embry's number?" I questioned.

I wrote down Embry's house phone number. I called, but his mom said that he was at school. I argued with myself mentally. I didn't know if I should wake up Jensen, or leave him here. Maybe I could lift him to Emily's house, that would probably hurt my back.

It didn't take me long to decide to let him sleep, but carry him to Emily's. When I got there I just roamed right in, Paul and Jacob were both there. "Why aren't you at school today?" Paul questioned lifting an eyebrow.

"Why aren't you at school?" I shot back, copying his eyebrow lift.

He laughed at me, "Are you looking for Embry?"

I nodded my head, "He's at school today. He didn't have patrol so he decided to go." Jacob informed me.

I handed Jensen to Jacob, "Don't wake him up please, I'm going to get Embry."

"You're going to walk to school just to go see Embry?" Jacob contemplated, "Is everything okay?"

"Yeah, I, uh, I just want to see him right now." I insisted them that nothing was wrong, but I think that they could tell something was up.

"Well... okay." Jacob and Paul remarked in unison giving each other weird looks. "I could drive you to the school so you'll get there for when his period ends."

Paul burst out laughing on the couch, I gave him a bizarre look, "I don't understand?"

"Embry," He laughed, "Period."

I shook my head, and rolled my eyes. I jumped when I felt some ones hand on my shoulder, "What!" I turned quickly, holding my hand on my chest to see it was only Emily.

"Hon, are you sure you're okay?"

I nodded, and sighed. Jensen was up now form all the commotion. "Hi Emily." Jensen waved happily at her.

"What's wrong with your sister Jensen?" Paul questioned jokingly.

I gave him a depressed look, I could tell he instantly regretted asking because Jensen actually answered. "She had a bad dream, and she was screaming and crying really loud." Jensen had a pout on his face.

"Oh." Paul bit his lip feeling like he made a mistake asking.

I was glad that he wasn't his normally enraged hostile self, but I didn't want him to be getting into my business. "Jacob, are you going to drive me?" I asked in a hard tone.

I walked to the door before he could answer. I heard Paul mutter 'Oops' when I stood outside.

Jacob walked outside, when I was about to walk away he wrapped his arms around me into a friendly hug. "Why?" I wondered, slowly putting my arms around him.

It was a friendly hug, nothing more. Anyone could tell, "You seemed like you needed a friend." He said in a gentle tone.

I just nodded my head and continued hugging him for a minute more before getting in the car. Jacob drove me to the school, right when I walked in the school the bell rang. I waited in front of Embry's locker, and waited.

"Erin?" I heard his voice.

I turned to face him, my eyes were watery again. Just hearing him say my name was the best I've felt today. "Erin." He recited softer, "Are you crying? What's wrong baby?"

He asked me with a pet name. I just ran to him and hugged him tightly, "What's wrong?" He whispered in my ear sending chills up my spine feeling his hot breath on my ear.

"Come over." I told him. "I'll tell you."

Embry carried me on his back to my house. When we sat down on my couch, I stared up into his dark eyes. He put his hand on my cheek, "What's wrong? You can tell me anything."

"I know." I sobbed, and clung to him. "You didn't like me, you were with Keisha and Nickson... oh my god. It was like a replay of when we were back in Satan's Lodge... it was horrible, people... I, no one could save me."

"I will always be there to save you, I promise I will be Erin." Embry whispered in my ear comfortingly. "Always, I will never hurt you, and I would never break up with you for Keisha."

I nodded my head, "I know... it was just so weird."

"What was he trying to do to you?" Embry asked distraughtly.

"Well, he..." I didn't want to answer and I shook my head, then looked into his eyes and he knew. "He's never going to touch you."

I hugged him to myself tightly, "I love you, so much." I whispered to him.

"I love you too Erin, you wouldn't believe how much." He told me caressing my cheek, "You are the best thing that ever happened to me."

I just cuddled against Embry and closed my eyes.

I knew I wouldn't have any bad dreams with Embry. "One more thing." I told him.

"Mhmm." Embry grumbled tiredly, "I think he was a vampire."

"He isn't going to get you Erin," Embry cooed in my ear. "Never."

I cuddled closer to him until I fell into a finally peaceful sleep next to him on the couch.