This is bad, but I totally forgot that Keisha wanted to name the baby Kale -.-

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I got out of the car, slamming the door shut with realising how hard I had slammed it. "Erin." Dan's voice sounded irritated, but I didn't care.

I really didn't care.

"I'm going out." I began to walk away from the house.

It was funny, I could have sworn I heard Dan talking to me. Yelling at me, but I couldn't hear. I didn't listen.

I lost another person that I cared about. Another person I loved. Soon, I arrived at my destination. I knocked on the door and heard stomping from in the house. "Why are you here so early? It's nine am."

I jumped at Jacob and hugged him. I didn't feel like going to see Embry right now, I needed a friends. Not my boyfriend. "What's wrong?"

"Everything." I cried, "Everything is all wrong."

Jacob hugged me back in a comforting way, rocking me back and forth while we stood on his porch with the door wide open. "What happened." He whispered.

"She's dead..." I sobbed, "Keisha." I answered his question before he could ask.

Jacob's eyes became wide with shock. He pulled away from the hug, putting his arm around my shoulder and directing me in the house. He took me to his room and I sat on the bed staring at the floor, while he sat in front of me in a chair. "How?" He croaked.

He wasn't sad. I could tell that he felt bad for her, for me loosing her. He didn't know her well enough to be as upset about it as I was. I knew that he was shocked, and surprised. "She was having her babies, it just went all wrong."

"Erin, I'm sorry." Jacob sympathized. "Why... why did you come here?"

"Jake." I looked up at him, my brown eyes filled with tears. "I need a friend right now."

"What's happening with the babies?" Jacob asked, trying to think of what was going to happen to them.

I stared at the wall for a moment, staring blankly right past Jacob. "I get him." My voice cracked, "He's mine..."

"Does that mean your the baby's mom? I thought there was two."

I took a deep breath, "No... only one."

I didn't want to say the part about the baby dieing. I'm sure that Jacob would understand, knowing the state that I was in. Well, he wouldn't understand completely... maybe he would. His mother died... Keisha died too.

"Erin, maybe you should go home and get some sleep." Jacob smiled hopefully, "You looked tired, you need rest."

"I get to pick his name." I continued talking about him. Thinking about his adorable blue eyes, the way they sparkled like he knew he lost someone special. "Want me to call Embry to come get you?"

I looked back up at Jacob, shrugging my shoulders. "I guess."

He wasn't much help, I wish I had a girlfriend to be here. Maria was too far, I couldn't go see her. "Actually Jacob, I'm just going to walk home." I told him standing up quickly.

I left before he could say anything, but I felt a warm hand grab my shoulder. "Erin, please. Be careful... I'm not used to having a girl that's a friend actually needing me to comfort her. It's."

"Jacob." I said sternly, causing him to stop talking. "I get it."

I don't think that he thought that I understood, but I did. "Don't do anything stupid, Erin." It was like he was warning me now, I didn't like this. "People care about you."

"Yeah." Was all I mustered out of my mouth, I was dead with words and couldn't think of anything else to say.

I walked off, ignoring him trying to talk to me now. I didn't exactly know where I was going, I did know my way around La Push. I just could care less at the moment. Names, names, names. Was all that was running through my mind, no other thoughts.

What's a good name? I continued thinking until I tripped over something, toppling to the ground. I just lay in the dirt face down. Slowly, I turned my self onto my back and propped myself up on my forearms. I just glanced around taking in my surroundings, I was just in the middle of the forest.

I closed my eyes, picturing myself in the middle of a room in Satan's Lodge. A nearly empty room, with a broken window, and a noisy bed. I pictured my just sitting there, legs crossed with my fingers running through my brown hair. Suddenly my mental image of myself jumped up and began throwing things around the room. Just anything I could get my hands on, I remembered when that happened.

It was just like what was happening now. I opened my eyes, realising I was sitting with my legs crossed and hands in my hair. "Why the fuck am I going through this." I spoke to myself. "Why? I know what it's like Erin, get through it like you always have. Don't break down now."

I remember when I was in the room, throwing everything. That was right after my parents died and I was in my new home. Satan's Lodge. I don't think I would ever forget it there.

People considered me crazy for a bit after that, but I slowly shelled my emotions inside of me becoming the person I once used to be, but now... now I was put into a place, a home, where I couldn't have just one emotion. I couldn't be angry, or just emotionless.

The rock over my heart fell, and it all came pouring out. Every since emotion I could think of. Sadness being the greatest.

But, I couldn't just go back to that. I was in love with Embry, I loved my new family, I loved what I had of friends, and I was overly grateful for what they were all doing for me. For me. I wouldn't have done that for anyone, these people are amazing.

Amazing.

I took a deep, relaxing breath. I was trying to calm myself down, and I believe that it was working. What were some ways that I could calm myself? Maybe if I started off with admitting things to myself, maybe.

"I'm sad that Keisha is dead." I whispered out loud, "It's just like when my parents died, it was heart breaking to have another person close to me gone. Even if Keisha wasn't that close, she's been around for a long time."

I continued to babble to myself, slowly the sick feeling in my stomach was fading and I didn't feel as depressed as before.

I was there, in this same spot for what felt like forever just talking to myself about every single problem I could think of. The seconds were ticking, and they turned into minutes, then to hours. Just sitting there in the beautiful surroundings of the forest, the so called dangerous forest.

Nothing bad has happened to be in this forest, I felt like this forest was pure. Like amazing things happened in here. I could find myself believing that maybe a miricale could happen here.

To my surprise I was easily pulled out of my own thoughts when I heard a loud howl coming from the distance. I didn't know which one of the guys it was, they all sounded the same to me. It was dark out, and I was starving, but I didn't want to stand up.

Soon a wolf with gray fur and dark spots on its back came up to me and nuzzled my arm. Embry. "Hi Embry." I muttered petting his head.

He licked my hand, then walked away. Not even a minute later Embry was out with a pair of shorts on, he picked my up, sat down and put me on his lap without saying a word to me. I just rested my head against his chest closing my eyes picturing how we looked to other people.

"How are you feeling?" I felt Embry kiss the top of my head, I was happy he didn't come until now.

I shrugged my shoulders, still sitting there with my head against his hard chest. "I was going to come earlier, but I had to patrol and I, -"

"Embry, it's fine." I had my eyes opened now.

I had my head tilted up so I could look him in the eyes. "I'm happy you didn't come right away, I would have freaked out." I admitted to him. I think he knew how I would have reacted.

"Well, what are you going to name him?"

I knew exactly who Embry was talking about, and I felt fine about talking about it. Sure, I was still sad, very sad, but I can't be scared to talk about something like this. "Kale."

"Kale, that's nice." Embry nodded, "Where did you get that from."

"Well, I forgot that Keisha wanted to name him that... so, just for her, his name is Kale." I explained to him in a soft voice, I was calm. Still relaxed. "Kale Caleb Broits."

"How about Kale Caleb Call." Embry whispered, poking me in the stomach.

I giggled, and squirmed a bit. "What's that supposed to mean?" I smirked up at him, my tired eyes looking in his.

"Well, you're the mommy. I'm the daddy, I'm not asking you to marry me or anything." Embry smiled down me.

I closed my eyes for a moment, thinking. Kale Caleb Call.Just the thought of the name made me laugh a little, it kind of rolls off the tongue right? I didn't know if I was able to change it though, well his birth certificate wasn't even made yet.

I'll see what I can do anyways, because I'm sure one day Embry will ask me to marry him. I honestly, don't really know what I would say. I consider myself much too young to get married, but I also think I'm much to young to take care of a kid, but I'm still doing it.

Only time can tell what will happen in the future. "I want to go home." I murmured.

Embry nodded and picked my up. "I'll take you home."

When I got home I went right into my room with Embry and I fell straight asleep having another dreamless sleep.