Johans moms POV

The blade faced me with merciless pleasure; the owner of the butcher knife was crying his eyes out while muttering something incoherent

'what do you think you're doing?' a voice whispered harshly, a hand shot out and grabbed Judais wrist, there stood my brave little Johan glaring at his adopted brother.

'Ending what I began' he didn't look at Johan 'ending my pain along with yours. When Haou and I came here you knew you were going to die. So why are you stopping me?'

'Because whenever did anything to deserve this. Judai, your being misled! The pain will only get worse with every drop of blood you splatter'

'how would you know?" his voice softened a bit

'Because up until now you've been feeling more and more pain haven't you? The guilt is weighing you down and you're ready to break. Please Judai… you know what's right… so why do you insist on doing what's wrong' Judai dropped the knife

I sat up abruptly; sweat covered my face as I panted. The glisining silver from my nightmares engraved itself in my mind. Looking around I noted that I was home and that no blood lay about my bed. After sighing a breath of relief I stood only to feel a piercing pain run through my foot. I bit my lip and fell back into a sitting position. I looked down curiously to see the blade from my nightmares lying; some of my blood lined the edge from me stepping on it. I held in my screech but a gasp made it past my lips.

It was real…

It was real

Judai tried to kill me an 11 year old almost murdered me.

It wasn't safe to keep him in my house. It wasn't safe to keep him here. It wasn't safe for anyone to keep him!

"I have to get rid of him" I murmured sliding out of bed "he has to go" I walked to his room to find that he wasn't there.

I knew my hair was messed up and my eyes were wide but getting rid of that little demon was the most important things. I walked in a zombie like fashion into my sons' room where he lay sound asleep, Judai resting at his side. The brunette gave off the appearance of an angel while he was asleep but I knew better. I violently ripped the boy from Johans grasp not waking my son but yanking the brunette out of his dreams. I dragged him out of the room muffling his cries with my hand; I closed the door and left Johan to his sleep.

"You tried to kill me you little shit" I hissed. He gasped a bit and struggled to gain freedom from my grip.

"l-lemme go!" I harshly slapped the 11 year old across his face

"Be quiet" I hissed pushing him down the stairs of my house, his small body thumped its way down the steps giving me plenty of time to walk down them. He groaned when he reached the bottom and tried to move staring at me with scared brown eyes. Tears began to build up in them. A small flash of guilt ran through me but I dispersed it

"Get the hell out of my house you son of a bitch" I pointed at the door "if I ever see you again you better hope you can stand prison." He pulled himself to his feet and bolted out the front door. I stood there for a long time before a small sigh of relief slithered past my lips. I made my way back up the stairs and got ready for another day in the Anderson household

~meet your new brother~

Johan and Jehu stumbled down the stairs, Johan was yawning loudly and Jehu was rubbing his eye.

Johan frowned, "hey mom where's Judai? He slept in my room last night and he wasn't there this morning

"He was dangerous so I got rid of him" I said happily Jehu blinked

"You what?"

"It's impolite to raise your voice inside Jehu"

"How did you know?" Johan whispered

"Last night I dreamed he tried to kill me, in the morning I found the knife on the ground" my twin boys exchanged a shocked glance

"Mom!" they yelled together

"We just talked him out of killing people!" Johan growled

"Now haou's gonna come back and murder us!" I frowned at the name, it had come up a few times and I still didn't know who it was

"Whose 'Haou'" I looked idly over my shoulder at them.

"Judais alter ego" Jehu muttered biting his lip

"Haou is who tells Judai to kill" Johan added

"Don't worry about him. I'll just call the police and they'll put him in an asylum and help him with this 'Haou" Johan growled.

"Jehu, I'm going to look for him" he turned and started towards the door

"You will not go get that demon Johan" I hissed, but I was too late, the door slammed shut and Jehu stood guard in front of me

Johans POV

I'd never run so fast in my life, I looked down every alleyway and every street I could think of, I checked all our friends houses but every time I got the same answer

"Judais gone? Do you want help looking for him?" id said no to everyone who asked, I didn't want anyone to help. I had to do this alone.

Felling a small amount of desperation I sped up. I'd already been looking for him for three hours and id checked the entire town at least three times by now. My legs began to slow, hot tears built up in my eyes as my knees gave out. I punched the ground with all the force I could muster.

"Damn it!" I hissed punching the concrete again "damnit! Where are you Judai!" I looked to the blue sky, clouds passed carelessly, oblivious to my pain.

"Judai…" I whispered "ill be damned if I ever forget you. Well met again, you better count on it"

~author notes~

The end!

Haruka: kinda

Chara: there will be a sequel!

Haruka: co-written by wills!

Chara: aka: yaoi boy lover 55!

Haruka: well post it soon! It'll probably be on his account!

Chara: *nods*

Judai: damn Johan your moms a bitch

Johan: I know!

Judai: review corner?

Johan: review corner.

Luving randomness: sorry Haou didn't get to kill anyone yet ^^'

Yuri n' chuka: Judai: I agree! Hane kuriboh is nothing like a piece of crap!

Jehu: thank you! Someone listens to me!

Chrisandersenyuki: Judai: but I thought Haou was the most dangerous one?

Ari-Chan and ReNA: Haou: *Growls at ReNA and gives the closest thing to a smile he's capable of* damn right

Jehu: yes I would like that!

Haou: no.

Jehu: I haven't even asked yet!

Haou: but I know what you're thinking

Oak-Chan: Chara: what's with you and bazookas?

Haou: hey! Let the nice girl give out bazookas

Chara: your just saying that cause you haven't been dodging one all day!

Yaoi boy lover 55: thank you thank you thank you! I'm so happy you gave me the idea! I can't wait to start writing the sequel with you!