Seriously, guys, this chapter is CRAP! I hate it! It's all about "oh, what are we supposed to do! Edward is back, oh my god, blah blah blah...!" :D that's why it took me so long to write it...I trigure to find something more interesting I could add into the chapter, but obviously I wasn't succesfull... :D well, let's just pretend that this poor chapter is at least a little bit interesting and you guys don't read it just because it appeared in your email... :D :D :D :D

BELLA'S POV

I watched behind my window, how the lights of car disappeared, knowing that Carlisle was gone. I realized that I felt angry. Really. He should be here with me, face Edward and tell him, that he is too late, that I am with him now. And what did he do? He ran away like some little schoolboy that is scared that he'll be punished. I clenched my hands into fists and I hit the window pane, causing my left hand to bleed - why the hell did I have to be so aggressive? It hurt like hell.

"Shit!" I cursed. It wasn't the best idea to welcome Edward with a bleeding hand. I enjoyed life to much to let him suck my blood - gosh, when did I become so sarcastic? I hoped down the stairs, which was pretty hard. It seemed to be pretty hard to go down already when my feet were both alright and now with only one of my feet healthy, it seemed impossible. Of course I fell down, hitting the sprained ankle hardly. Tears came to my eyes as I growled in pain.

"Bella!" Charlie quickly came from the living room because he heard me, his face shocked. I didn't have enough power to do anything. I didn't wanted to stand up. I wanted to stay there on the floor.

"I am so sorry…I just wanted to put a plaster on the bleeding hand." I said silently, when he kneeled down to me, helping me sit down. Damn, the ankle was burning.

"Bells, just stay here, I'll go for it, OK?" he said with a worried face and he walked into the living room. I felt bad. It wasn't that bad physically, it was hundred times worse inside of me, psychically. Edward was coming back. What the hell was I supposed to do? What the hell did he expected me to do, to say? "Oh, hi Edward. How are you? I am so glad that you come back, of course I forgive you that you left me in some stupid forest, broken and alone…." ?No. Definitely not. He couldn't expect something like that, could he?

Charlie came soon, plastering my hand and helping me upstairs. He kept asking me if I was alright, if he shouldn't call Carlisle. I on the other hand kept shaking my head. Carlisle didn't want to be here, when Edward was supposed to came. I wasn't going to force him to come. Even thought I knew he would. But I would felt like an idiot, if I called him because I've hurt myself again.

"You can go already, Char-dad." I quickly corrected myself, before he could notice I was going to call him Charlie.

"Are you sure you can do it?" he asked once more.

"Dad? I will just open the door and hop the few meters to my bed. There is no stairs or something. Anything will happen to me, OK?" I assured him. He watched my face worriedly but then, finally, he nodded and he walked away. I sighed and I opened the door. I almost got a heart attack. Edward in all his beauty was sitting on my bed, his face perfectly calm, so I was sure that he didn't know anything. Without a word I hoped into the door, closing the door behind my back, still looking at him.

"Bella…" he whispered. I looked directly into his eyes, trying to look calm and cold. I knew I failed badly. But was it my mistake that we were in situation like this now? No.

"Edward, what are you doing here?" I asked silently, looking away from his face.

"Look, I know that I hurt you and-"

"You know you hurt me…great…now I am feeling much better." I interrupted him and I was shocked when I heard the hard sarcasm that was filling my voice. He raised his eyebrows, shocked, too.

"You are angry at me." that wasn't a question. Fortunately.

"Obviously. Now, when you know it, you still haven't told me, what are you doing here…" was all I said. In a second he was standing in front of me, putting his thumb under my chin, forcing me to look up at him.

"Bella, I am so sorry. I did this just for your own good. I wanted you to find the best for yourself…" he said. Deep inside my mind I was fighting an urge to start to yell at him that I've already had my best before he came again and ruined everything again. I didn't know, where did the feeling come from. Nobody ever said, that what was between me and Carlisle was ruined. But I just felt that Edward's presence wasn't helping the situation at all.

"What do you expect me to say? Honestly." I asked him.

"That you forgive me. That you forgive me and that you will let me make it all the same it was before." he said. My sarcastic mind wanted to smirk. The same it was before? Was he fucking kidding me?

"What if it's not possible to make it all the same again? What if some thing have changed?" I asked, looking into his eyes, fighting the need to look away from them. Their topaz deepness made me drown in it.

"What's that supposed to mean?" he asked, his face suddenly suspicious. I didn't knew, what should I say now. Did I want him to know? Probably yes. But how could I tell him anything without Carlisle knowing it. I'd bet that Carlisle would disagree with telling Edward.

"I don't know. I would just like to know, how can you be so sure, that you just come back and everything will be the same again. You wanted me to find the best for myself. What if I did?" I asked, looking straight into his eyes. He seemed confused.

"Did you?" he asked. Damn.

"Yeah, maybe I did. I am really not sure, if I am able to forgive you, Edward." I said. He nodded.

"I should go. I should let Carlisle know, that I am back…but Alice probably already called him anyway…" I shivered when he talked about Carlisle and I was glad that he obviously didn't notice, "May I come tomorrow?" he asked then calmly.

"Um…I don't really think so... I am coming down to the reservation, I haven't seen Jacob for a few days, you know. I quite miss him." I quickly said. It was the first that came into my mind. Maybe I really could go there. Jacob kept leaving me apologizing messages on the phone. I was sure, that Charlie wouldn't mind to get me there, I didn't think I would be able to drive a car with the ankle.

"Oh…I see. Well, see you at school then." he said and I saw that his jaw tightened. He obviously thought, that I was hanging out with Jacob. I didn't told him I don't. As long as he didn't think about me and Carlisle, it wasn't really that bad.

"Yeah, see you." I nodded neutrally. He sighed, smiled at me and then he disappeared through the window. I shook my head and I hoped into the bathroom. I definitely needed a shower…

CARLISLE'S POV

I started to be pretty nervous, because if Alice told me right, Edward was supposed to be at Bella already. Maybe I should go there…no, that was definitely pretty stupid idea. How could I know, how Bella will react? Especially after that end of our last call. I thought that I helped her to get over Edward, but who knows, what does she feel now when he's back. I knew I should calm down because Edward could come every time.

It didn't take too long for him to come. He seemed to be upset which didn't seem to be good.

"Um…Hello, Carlisle. I guess that here I am again." he said, smiling apologetically at me. That convinced me, that he didn't knew anything…yet. I didn't dare to think about Bella, so I concentrated myself on the thought about how much am I glad that he is back.

"Hi. Guess now it's the time for my 'I told you so' speech, isn't it?" I teased him. He snorted.

"I still think that what I did was right. I just can not do the right things anymore." he said, looking down.

"Did anything happen?" I asked him and I felt really bad asking that.

"I guess it seems, that I ruined everything when I walked away. Maybe things has really changed. I wanted Bella to find another way…but I never thought that she would. I was selfish." he said silently.

"Did she?" I asked him.

"Yeah, I think that she probably did. If you saw how cold she was to me."

"Maybe she is just still mad at you because you left her, you know." I tried to convince him. He shook his head.

"That is what I thought for first, too. But the look in her eyes. She is over me, Carlisle. She is so over me, while I was naively thinking, that I'll come back and everything will be the same. Damn that Jacob Black!" he suddenly said.

"Wait…what?" I asked, surprised. Jacob?

"Yeah, I know. I was surprised just like you are. I would advice him not to hurt her or else I'll hurt him. You didn't know? I thought you would, you live in the same town as she does." he said, looking at me.

"No, I wasn't in a contact with her. She told you she is going out with that Jacob?" I asked, trying to sound absolutely neutral.

"No, not exactly. I asked her, if I can come to her tomorrow and she told me, that she is going down to the reservation, because she haven't seen Jacob for few days." he said. I stared at him. She was going to the reservation?

"Well, I guess I will go hunt. I absolved a long way and I need some relax. Are you going with me, Carlisle?" he asked, giving me quizzing look.

"No, I was hunt just this morning." I smiled at him apologetically. He just shrugged and he walked away. I finally let my thoughts free. Why the hell was Bella going to the reservation? Jacob Black hurt her the last time! Most of the time I agreed that Bella is just trouble magnet, but this seems to me, that she is the one making trouble now. It wasn't fun anymore, when a werewolf has got no self-control, he could easily hurt her more than he did the last time.

Before I realized what I was doing, I found myself in my car on my way to Bella's house. I jumped through her window, making her jump from shock.

"Carlisle…" she exhaled in relief.

"You are going to the reservation?" I asked immediately.

"Yeah, I am. How do you- Edward told you?" she wondered, her face really confused.

"Bella, that is absolutely impossible. It is really dangerous for you to go there." I said, looking right into her eyes.

"Jacob won't hurt me anymore. He left me like thousand apologizing messages. He is my friend and he made a mistake. We all do. It will be alright." she smiled at me warmly. I sighed. I shouldn't let her have this power over me, she convinced me before she even opened her mouth, just with her eyes.

"If anything happens, you will call me and I will come immediately and I won't care about any reservation lines, do you understand?" I said. She nodded, smiling widely. I rolled up my eyes. Why did she always have to do all the things in her own way?

"So, how did it go…with Edward?" she asked silently. I tried to read any expression on her face, but I didn't find any, as usually when we were talking about Edward. I wondered to myself, what does that probably mean.

"He told me, that he notice you have moved on." I said honestly. She smiled at me.

"Did he? Well I suppose I showed it pretty obviously…" she said then.

"So you don't…feel anything for him?" I asked carefully.

"I think that in some way I will always feel something for him." she said silently and I looked down. That hurt. "But right now I feel something stronger and completely different for somebody else." she added, coming to me. I wrapped my arms around her, pulling her closer to my chest.

"Are we going to tell him?" I asked her. She shrugged.

"I don't know. Do you think we should?" she asked. Yeah, be sure that Bella will reply you with a question.

"Maybe. Maybe not." I said.

"Yeah, now you solved the problem." she teased me. I rolled up my eyes, smiling.

"Well, let's just not tell him yet. I would rather stay alive for another few days." I said. She chuckled, looking up at me, but when she saw my serious face, her smile disappeared and her eyes widened with fear.

"Do you think he would…hurt you?" she asked me.

"I don't know, Bella. We will see, when we'll tell him." I said.

"I'll tell him on my own!" she said quickly, causing me to laugh. I kissed the tom of her head.

"Absolutely no way. We're in this together." I said. She wanted to say something, but I silenced her with my kisses.

"Now go to bed, OK?" I commanded her. She grimaced at me, letting go of my hand. I sighed. I didn't wanted to leave her, but what would I tell Edward?

"When will I see you?" she asked.

"Soon." I promised. She smiled a little. I smiled back, going to the window, "Sleep well, my Isabella…" with that words I jumped out of her window. I hoped that a long run through forest will clear my head, because it was now completely filled with Bella. And that wasn't the best since I was living with her ex-boyfriend who was accidentally something like my son, too. I chuckled at that thought before I disappeared in the shadows of the night. Before the clouds could hide the sky, I notice that it was new moon…

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