Gasp! An update! Yea! Well I am soooo sorry its so short but the next chapter will be out either later today or tomorrow. And there is a big surprise! RUDE GETS HAIR! No I'm kidding! Oh and I don't own anything. Oh and sorry if you hate depressed Reno. I write a lot of depressing things...I'm sad a lot yet happy. Make sense? No? Well why are you wasting time reading this? Go read :D

so put on your best boys, and i'll wear my pearls
what i never did is done
a penny for my thoughts oh no i'll sell em for a dollar
theyre worth so much more after i'm a gonner
and maybe then you'll hear the words that i've been singin'
its funny when your dead how people start listenin'

""I'm sorry but…I'm afraid you friend Elena might be…" A nurse ran up and whispered something in his ear. His eyes went wide and he ran off. But we all knew what he was going to say next.

by a sharp knife of a short life
well I've had just enough time

And it hurt us. Bad. Three different names for one girl. Three different reasons. She was like family to us all. To Tseng a daughter, he calls her Elena. To me a sister, I call her 'Lena. And Reno…a lover. 'Laney. His own personal name for her. No one else ever called her that.

"No…" Reno was just looking at the floor and was now realizing what the doctor was going to say.

"No…I can't be true." He looked up at as with a confused look and started backing away. Tseng nodded.

"It can't be…she's not..." He turned and ran. I turned to go after him but Tseng grabbed my arm to hold me back.

"Let him go." He simply stated. I nodded and we just sat there taking it all in for a couple moments.

"Do you really think…?" I looked at Tseng as I asked him. She couldn't be…could she?

"I really don't know…Do you know what the nurse said to the doctor?" That was his reply to my question. Another question.

"No. I couldn't hear. I'm going to see Reno now." I simply stated and walked out. I wonder how he is…

I found him looking at pictures from past parties of us all together. Right now he was holding one of him, Tseng, Elena, and me at last year's Christmas party. The picture of all of us pointing our guns at the camera.

I smiled at the memory of the party. We all got drunk after that and…

You probably don't want know…

"What are you doing here Rude?" He didn't even look up to talk to me.

"I just came to see how you were." Man…usually he would be saying some perverted joke by now…

"Rude, I am not going to go suicidal…at least not yet." He mumbled the last part but I was still able to hear it.

I walked over and grabbed him by the collar. "If you damn dare commit suicide I will…Would Elena want you to do that?" I regret saying that last part. His face fell and I dropped him.

"It doesn't matter anymore. She lied to me and I don't care anymore." …He blames her?

"Reno…you can't blame 'Lena. She tried Reno…She tried for you." I looked him in the eyes. He dropped the picture he was holding and ran. Again.

And when he ran, he was gone.

I picked up one of his pictures.

It was Elena at the New Year's party. She was wearing a black dress. It was strapless and was mid-thigh. It looks like she had just turned and saw Reno and smiled. It was a great picture.

I looked around at found many more pictures. We were all so happy. But now…

It looked like we may never smile like that again.

She was gone. And so where we.

On the inside.

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

D: So sad. And I have a question, on a scale of 1 to 10 how good am I at writing? I would like to know please~ And tell me what you think of this chapter. Oh and can anyone guess what my big surprise is? Besides me getting a boyfriend? Yea well tell me and remember it will be updater SOON! I love you all 3. Now be a good person and say you love me too.