In the last chapter I said that I would update soon, because I had most of it written out already, well then I was talking to my friend (CullenGirl1901) on msn and she suggested that I do preparing for the date in Seth's POV- which I thought was actually a really good idea. So that's basically what I did.
I know it's a bit pathetic having a really short chap after all this time- but I promise the next chapter will come faster than this one did.
Chapter 3: Butterflies In My Stomach & A Love Like No Other
Seth POV.
I wasn't really sure what to do then. I left the white walls enclosing the bus station; I broke into a brisk jog into the forest. I had to tell the others. Jake would understand obviously, I just wanted to follow her. Guide her along. I just couldn't be absolutely certain that she was OK if I wasn't watching her all the time. She couldn't even see if she was about to walk onto a busy road, right in front of a bus. Her dog could, but what if it was distracted... for just 5 seconds.
I didn't want to think about that at all. My heart stammered. Damn. I should have followed her just to make sure she was fine. There are too many scary, dangerous things out there for someone who can't see them. I shook off all the thoughts I was having. I guess she didn't live too far away. No. She'd be fine. Blind dogs are trained very well, I'm sure there's no other animal that could make sure of her safety any more than a dog, apart from a human of course.
I took off my jeans and top and phased.
Jake, Jake are you there? I need to tell you something. Hello?
He was just back from the Cullens and his thoughts were on Nessie Carlie Cullen as usual. I had just brought him back down the rest of us.
Oh, Hey Seth. What's wrong?
Wrong? Who said there's something wrong with me?
...
Well, anyway. I know I've done it now. I know for certain, I've imprinted. And- Jake... I'm so glad!
Well, I guess some poor unfortunate soul is going to have to see you everyday from now on. *:P*
I guess before I'd met Rose I would thought that would have made me feel really, really mad, I guess Jake knows how I feel. I feel like I'm floating on a cloud, since I'd saw her. The blood in my veins felt warmer and more adrenaline pumped from just being able to talk about her to someone.
Ha-ha. You're so funny. I mean it. But there's something different about her Jake. Unfortunately, she can't see.
Oh My Gosh, I'm so sorry. I really am.
It's fine. Feel bad for her; she has to deal with it. I'm so angry that she can't see, but I feel like my place on earth or something was to protect her from now. To be her eyes when hers don't work.
Well I guess you just got to be there for her. What's she like.
I could hear Jake's thoughts indicating for him to say that. He knows that I would love to talk about Rose now. There's nothing Jake likes better, apart from being with Renesmee, than talking about her. Boasting about things she had achieved and how much she had enjoyed something. It's just like being proud of something. You want to talk about it, to tell the whole world what you had achieved. Talking about her was just making me like her more.
She has light brown hair and bright blue eyes and exotic skin, although she's from Forks. She's amazing. I met her at the bonfire, but I only got to talk to her after that in the forest. She seems really nice. She honestly doesn't know how beautiful she is, but I guess how could she? But the best bit is - I have a date with her tomorrow! I'm really nervous. I have no idea what to say. I was thinking of telling her about the shape-shifting thing because I think she might gettit-
NO! You can't tell her about it first date you'll freak her out- what the HELL were you considering- you could ruin your relationship with her for ever.
Well maybe I guess so. I just thought...
Just build a bridge a get over it, Seth. Sorry, just trying to be there for you.
I was actually quite glad Jake had given me that advice; in hindsight what I was thinking was dumb, how could I scare her like that? Sometimes I just don't know what I was thinking. I ran miles and miles through the forest. My sandy fur was being swept back in the wind. I relished the feeling. Though I still felt the strings attached to my true soul mate.
Thanks. I think I'm going to go home now.
K, see you later. Good luck with tomorrow. Mental hug.
Mental hug back. See you!
I phased round, back into my normal, human self now I was outside my house. It was not to far from Leah's. She'd helped my buy it. It wasn't that bug either but I guess it was fine, and I liked it.
It had an old feel to it, yet at the same time it was quite modern, but it was a cosy home. Easy to come back to after a day of patrols and running out wild. I had a shower first thing as soon as I got home, it really helped me relax all of my muscles after all that intense running. I dried myself with my Incredible Hulk towel (what?) and went into my wardrobe to see if there was anything good I could wear tomorrow.
I went through like my whole wardrobe, making a big mess by throwing all my clothes on the floor. I'd tidy that later.
I eventually picked out an outfit for myself- but I still wasn't sure so I got Leah to make sure I got it 100%.
Of course when she came she changed like half of it- whenever I ask her opinion she suddenly goes all Alice-like and make's me into her own personal life-sized male Barbie. Personally I think she just picks whatever she would like a boy she was going out with wear- 'cause she think that's what most girls would then want I guess.
Well in the end I guess I do like what my sister picked out for me.
Leah then made tea for me, which I was completely glad of because I just felt like I wanted to lie down on the sofa and not move all night. Tea was amazing as ever. Leah is a great cook. Sometimes I am too, when I can be bothered. It was the kinda food mom would make for a family night in with all four of us, including Dad. Homey, filling, hot and good.
I slept straight after dinner, on the couch.
My only inspiration for getting up early was Rose. I need to do loads of stuff. I had so much trouble keeping it all in my head without any chances of it blowing up, I wrote it all done and ticked off as I went. I didn't know why I didn't plan out all my days like this. It was an easy system.
I had another long shower, and I cleaned my room. I tidied up the rest of my small house as well. I shaved off the stubble that had been forming on my chin, and checked my pockets for things like my phone. I also spent a while in search, looking for a decent amount of cash to put in my wallet. Now that I was ready to go, I grabbed my keys and headed towards the same bus station as yesterday.
A.N/ I am not 100% happy with this but I was in a hurry to update (considering it was already really late) but I hope it was OK, sorry if some of it doesn't make sense and my next chapter should be longer.
Oh and for links to all the clothes Seth was wearing, please go to my profile and tell me what you think of them! ;)
