Yay. I've wrote 2 chapters in 1 day. Go Leanne, it's your birthday. *Starts dancing*
Anyway... Enjoy this chapter.
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I Still Believe, It's You And Me Until The End Of Time
Because of the fact that Emma didn't get a single wink of sleep the previous night, she, once again, rang the school, telling them she wouldn't be in. Luckily, she could use Will as an excuse this time. Will. Today, she was going to see Will. She was going to tell him how she felt, no interruptions. She didn't eat anything that morning because of the simple fact that every time she looked at food, she felt sick. She didn't understand why she felt so ill. It wasn't the first time she had told a man that she loved him… oh wait. Yes it was.
She watched the television until 10 o'clock, leaving her 2 hours to have a shower, curl her hair, put on her make-up, get dressed and get to the hospital in time for visiting hours. The time went slowly, slower than she had ever known it to pass before. She told herself she was being silly, that Will loved her, too. At least, that was what she thought before she went to the hospital.
She walked out of her apartment, locking the door behind her, at 11:55. She knew that it would take her 20 minutes to get to the hospital, but she didn't mind if she was a bit late. She didn't want to seem eager. That didn't stop her from taking the shortcut though. She felt a mixture of fear and excitement at the pit of her stomach as she pulled into the hospital parking lot. She walked up to the doors and over to the reception, where she was, once again, greeted by Eleanor's smiling face.
"Good morning, Emma." She glanced up at the clock. "Or afternoon. Wow. The morning's flown by."
For you, maybe Emma thought.
"How's Will today?" She asked, after realising they were standing there in silence.
"Good. He's got a visitor in there with him already."
"Really. Who?"
"Err, she was tall and blonde. Didn't quite catch her name."
Oh great, Terri.
"Oh, okay. Better go and see him then." Emma walked down the hall, worried that she wouldn't be able to tell Will how she felt with Terri there. But when she looked through the window of Will's room, she didn't see Terri. She saw Holly. She was smiling and Will was laughing. Then, she stood up, hugged Will and kissed him on the cheek. With that, Emma rushed out of the hospital with tears streaming down her face.
Well he's not one to hang around, is he? She thought, more annoyed, now, than she was upset.
Emma raced up to her apartment, slammed the door behind her and broke down into tears. She walked into the living room, turning on the radio as she sat down on the couch.
I talk to God as much as
I talk to Satan coz
I want to hear both sides
Does that make me cynical?
There are no miracles
And this is no miraculous life
Emma sighed, recognising the song as soon as it came on. Whenever Will had mentioned something about him and Terri during the time he was married to her, Emma would always end up sitting in her room, crying, listening to this song. She felt silly as she looked back at these moments now
I savour hate as much as
I crave love because
I'm just a twisted guy
Is this the pinnacle?
Is this the pinnacle?
The pinnacle of being alive
Now I see the light
Well I look up to God
But I see trouble
Because this aint a miracle
I just want to take my chance
To live through a miracle
I know for certain that
Someone is watching but
Is it from up or down?
I make you miserable
You stick with me
Although you know I'm gonna ruin your life
Well I look up to god
But I see trouble
'Cause this ain't a miracle
I just want to take my chance
To live through a miracle
When the see-saw snaps and splinters your hand
Don't come crying to me
I'll only see your good side
And believe it's a miracle, a miracle
I slap the water and watch the fish dance
To the ripples of us
We're just dull blue duds
Blinking eyes encased in rust
This ain't a miracle
This ain't a miracle
This ain't a miracle
This ain't a miracle
Just as the song finished, Emma's phone began to ring. She wiped away the tears staining her cheeks and walked over to the phone.
"Emma?" Eleanor's voice, not so cheery this time, sounded from the other end of the phone. "Will said that he hasn't seen you today. What happened?"
"Nothing, I just thought that maybe he would want some time with Holly." Emma lied.
"Holly?"
"The blonde woman."
"Oh. Well, he's asking after you again." Emma sighed.
"I'll be right there."
Emma knocked on his door, her hands shaking, and pushed it open after hearing a quiet "come in" from the other side.
"Hi." She said, walking over to the chair next to his bed.
"Hey." He replied.
"Will, we need to talk." Will put down the book he was reading and sat up, facing Emma. She took his hands, sighing, and intertwined their fingers.
"Will, you know how yesterday I told you that I was pleased that you had woken up. I wasn't… I mean, I was, but that's not what I wanted to say. Will, I love you… so much, and when I heard that you had been shot, I didn't realise how lucky I was to have you. I've been so upset for the past few days and then this morning I saw you with Holly and I just thought that maybe you didn't want me and-" Will cut her off by kissing her lips, softly.
"All I want is you. It's always been you." He smiled, looking into her eyes.
"I love you, Will."
"I love you, too, Em."
That's right, they said it. I actually cried as I wrote this chapter. I think it hit me, like, the fact that Emma and Will still aint together. But, I did read somewhere that there might be an episode (I think it said the season 2 finale) called Wemma.
In Furt, Finn & Kurt's parents got married.. So in Wemma.. I think you know where I'm going with this. It might not be true, but you never know.
Anyway, the song I used was God and Satan by Biffy Clyro. I think you realise that I like using songs in my stories.
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Next chapter will hopefully be up tomorrow after I get home from school, if I can be bothered to write anything. I probably will, but for now, enjoy and goodnight.
Leanne xx