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I ran into someone. "sorry" I said but when I looked up I saw Edward.

" wow bella you look hot" he said

" well good , then my date will like it" I said and his face went pail.

End of Flashback


" y-you have a date." He said more as a statement then a question.

" yes I do and I am going to be late so excuse me" I said with a hint of anger in my voice.

He grabed my arm and turned me to face me," who do you have a date with " he asked

" Mike Newton" I said letting my voice drop a little because what I really want is to be dating him. No

bell shut up remember the stuff he said about you. He doesn't care about you.

" what the hell, why are you going on a date with that creeper huh I thought you were against dating

him because he followed you around like a love sick puppy".

" well I changed my mind and I'm single so if I want to date someone I can" I said with anger in my voice.

He looked down and whispered something but I couldn't understand what it was. "well I have to go" I

started to leave.

" Bella wait I have to talk to you" he said with desperation in his voice

" what do you want Edward" I looked at him and I could feel my heart breaking all over again.

He looked at me and opened his mouth then closed it again " have fun" was all he said

I just stared at him. I was definitely not anticipating that answer. I was speechless so I turned around and walked out of their house. I guess this just clears up that he doesn't like me.

When I walked back into the house I saw Emmett and rose in the living room sitting on the couch. " well you look much better then you did earlier" Emmett said.

" yea he's right bella you look hot"

" hey I never said she looked hot she is my little sister jeez". Emmett said I burst into laughter. Rose and Emmett looked at me like I was crazy.

" Sorry" I said "its been a weird and very long day"

" hey so why are you all hot and sexed up tonight" rose asked " I thought you were staying home" she asked confused

" yeah well I decided to go to the party" I said

" cool but that still doesn't explain why your dressed up. You make up is done" she paused

"so is your hair and your wearing heals" her eyes widened and she smiled . I already knew what she was thinking but to confirm I shook my head yes

" oh my god you have a date" Emmett snapped his head. I guess this got his attention

" you have a date?" he asked and seemed to emphasize you. I rolled my eyes

"yes Emmett even I can get a date" I said

" no I didn't mean it like that all im saying it that im surprised because it seems like you were saving yourself for someone a little closer to home" . I narrowed my eyes.

" I'm not saving myself for some backstabbing man-whore who can't see what's right in front of him" I yelled. As soon as I said it I felt stupid he didn't know I liked Edward so he

has no idea what im talking about.

"bella what are you talking about" Emmett said. Example a I said to myself. " hey and who are you going on a date with" he asked

" ummmm just this guy I know." I said just trying not to like to him but also not tell him the truth I could only imagine what he would to.

" bella you better tell l me who you are going on a date right now or"

" or what em your gonna tell me I can't go" I said he stood there for a second

"Nope…I'll just beat the shit out of him" he said with a smile in an effort to lighten the mood.

" very funny em and you know the guy but your not too fond of him" I said with a small smile

" bella please just tell me who It is" he asked and as he did he looked like a little kid

" its mike newton" I whispered

" who I didn't hear it the first time" he said

"MIKE NEWTON" I yelled

"WHAT" both him and rose yelled together.

" well I was in a bad mood today and then found out something today and decided why the hell not I mean what's the point of saying no if the person you really want just doesn't seem to notice you" I said in a rush

" bella who is this guy you keep talking about" I forgot that I was even in a room with people.

" no one just forget it ok, mike will be here any minute" I said

In that moment the door opened " Emmett are you" I stopped dead cold what the hell this is the worst day ever. Here in my house in my living room was standing my ex- boyfriend Jacob Black.

EPOV

What was up with bella. Why was she so bad at me . I sat in my room going over and over thinking what I might have done.

"Edward are you okay" I turned around to see alice standing in my door way

" No, No im not okay" I said. I looked up and she was just staring at me

" It has to do with bella doesn't it" she said. How the hell did she know that

" yes but how did you know that" I asked. I couldn't wait to hear the answer to that

" because you haven't been able to focus all day and the last time I saw you this upset was when you and bella had that really big fight in seventh grade" she said

" yea" I said. I thought about it for a second and decided that I should tell alice about the kiss this morning between me and bella. Alice and I have always been close and can tell each other anything.

" alice I have to tell you something but you have to promise not to tell anyone" I said. She came and sat on my bed

" okay Edward you know I will no matter what" she gave me a small smile. I took a deep breath

" I kissed bella" she jumped up and squealed

" finally" she said. I looked up at her with a confused look and she rolled her eyes.

"you and bella are meant to be Edward please tell me you already know that" she just stared at me

" umm alice what are you talking about this is the first time bella and I have done anything outside of the friendship we have"

" yea yea I know that but u guys have all the other qualities of a relationship. Just because you guys aren't together doesn't mean that you don't look together "

"whatever alice I'm so confused right now" all of a sudden the door bell rang

" I'll get that, you mister just think of a way to sort whatever problem your having with bella because you two love each other and there's nothing that will change that and beside" she paused then smiled " I know you two will be together soon"

" oh jeez" I said and with that she left I don't know how long I sat there but after about and hour I decided bathroom break. After I finished I walked back to my room.

All of a sudden I ran into someone.

" sorry" they said. And it took me a moment to realize It was bella. I looked at her and my mouth went dry she looked amazing.

" bella you look hot" I said stupid why would you say that when she's pissed at you.

" good then my date will like it" I froze date what date. Bella is going on a date.

"y-you have a date" I said I just couldn't comprehend this

" yes I do and I am going to be late so excuse me" she started to walk away and I grabbed her arm and she faced me.

" who do you have a date with" I asked wondering who she said yes to

" mike newton" she said and her voice dropped.

What how could she do out with him, all he wanted was to get in her pants I know that for a fact. He doesn't really like her

" what the hell why are you going on a date with that creeper huh I thought you were agaist going out with him because he followed you around like a love sick puppy" I yelled I really didn't mean to but I could help it he was so wrong for her

"I wanted to and I'm single so if I want to date someone I can" I could tell she was angry

I looked down and whispered " why not me" but it was too low I don't think she heard it

She started to leave" bella wait I want to talk to you"

"what do you want Edward" it hurt when she said that because she had so much hate and anger behind those words. I opened and closed my mouth I didn't know what to say so I did the right thing any best friend would do.

" have fun" I whispered she looked at me strangely then left.

What am I going to to. I need to get to the bottom of this I need to figure out why she's upset with me and I need to know why she would date that vile mike newton.

Bpov

what the hell was he doing here. I thought he left.

" what the fuck are you doing here" I said in a voice that didn't even sound like me

" Bella I" I stopped him

" Emmett what the hell is he doing here" I said my voice slightly rising. I looked at Emmett and he stared at the ground

" EMMETT" I yelled

" sorry I didn't think you were gonna be here"

" so you invited the guy you said you were going to kill if he ever came back here Here. The guy who cheated on me with a skank" I yelled. I could feel the tears stinging my eyes.

" bella he invited me here so I can apologize to you" I stared at him

" shut up I don't care what you have to say get the fuck out" I yelled

"bella wait please" I took the pillow off the chair and started to hit him with it. Then the door bell rang

" really" I yelled. I answered the door and It was mike

" hi mike give me one minute okay I will meet you in the car"

He smiled " okay" I closed the door behind him

" emmett I want this shit head out of my house right now" with that I left

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Mike and I arrived to the party and it was in full swing. There were people passed out on the lawn. You could hear the music outside. Mike put his arm around me and to say I was a little uncomfortable would be an understatement I turned to mike

" could you go get me a drink, I will wait here" I said

"okay" he then left

I stood there not really knowing what to do because I wasn't really a party person like rose and alice.

" here you go" mike said. I gave him a small smile. I wasn't really in the mood to smile because of well Edward and jake. I took a small drink and almost choked. It was almost all vodka with just a little bit of coke.

"hey do you wanna dance" he asked

"sure" I turned around for a second and regretted it. As I turned around I saw Edward kissing Tanya

"shit" I said I could not believe this. Even I thought he wouldn't be coming to this party

"what" mike asked and I realized i said it out loud. I shook my head

"nothing I said I gulped down my drink and grabbed the drink out of someones hand and gulped it down.

Mike and I started dancing and after half an hour my sight got fuzzy and I started feeling dizzy

"let's go up stairs" mike whispered. I tried to pull away but I could. I felt as if I wasn't In control.

" mike let go" I said. He acted as if he didn't hear me. Once we got upstairs he pulled me into a room.

" no we are going to have the night I've wanted since junior high" he said he started lifting up my shirt I tried to move but couldn't. that's when the door flew open.

" get off of her now" said a smooth velvety voice said

"piss off Cullen this does not concern you" Edward ran up to mike and punched. My eyes started to close and I felt as if I was being pulled into the dark. Edward seemed to notice this

"bella love please stay awake" he said his voice cracking

"Edward" then darkness took over