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EVERYTHING BELONGS TO SM
Flashback
" get off of her now" said a smooth velvety voice said
"piss off Cullen this does not concern you" Edward ran up to mike and punched. My eyes started to close and I felt as if I was being pulled into the dark. Edward seemed to notice this
"bella love please stay awake" he said his voice cracking
"Edward" then darkness took over
End of Flashback.
Beep Beep Beep. What is that sound? Where am i? why am I in a bed? i opened my eyes everything was really bright. I waited for a moment and my eyes adjusted.
"OH MY GOD BELLA YOUR AWAKE" I looked to my side to see Alice
" yeah what am I doing here" I asked confused
" bella what do you remember about Friday night" alice asked hesitant to answer
"umm I remember going to your house to get ready for the party and then seeing Edward in the hall way and mike coming to pick me up" I paused " after that everything else is a blur" I said. I looked at alice she had tears in her eyes .
" bella do you remember drinking anything" she asked
" yea mike got me a drink but then I started to feel dizzy" I said and then had a flash back of mike taking me upstairs.
" BELLA" I looked up to see Edward standing in the door way. I looked at him. He looked like he hadn't slept in days by the dark circles under his eyes
" Edward" he came rushing to my bed and hugged me
" oh god bell am so sorry I wish I got there sooner why did you ever even go out with him. You scared the hell out of me." He said I looked at him and he was on the verge of tears. It broke my heart to see him like that.
"umm I'm gonna go get our dads and tell them your awake" and she left the room.
" Edward I don't remember what happened please tell me because its really driving me crazy not knowing."
He sighed " At the party mike slipped something in your drink. I saw him do it and I didn't know what it was so I kept a close eye on him" he paused " I saw him take you upstairs on my way I got stopped by Tanya but I pushed her out of my way. I ran upstairs to find….." he paused and took in a shaky breath.
" what Edward, what did you find". I asked worried about what he was about to tell me
" I found mike trying to rape you. I saw you and you were unconscious and so I picked you up and ali and rose took you to the hospital while Em, Jazz and I beat the shit our of newton."
I sat there shocked and then everything started coming back to me slowly. " we are going to have the night I always dreamed of". His voice echoed in my head.
"Bella" Edward walked over to me hesitant. He came over to me.
"bella are you okay" he asked unsure of what to do next
" Edward thank you…. saved me" I hugged him. But if he didn't care about me why did he save me.
" of course I did bella why wouldn't I you're my best friend and always will be, I love you" i wished that was true I mean i knew he loved me but only as a friend
" knock knock"
I looked up and saw Carlisle he had a small smile o his face.
" how are you feeling bella" he asked
" okay I guess… a little shook up but I think I'll be fine" I said with a small smile I looked over to see Edward and Carlisle exchange glances
" well good now everything looks good on your chart minus the bruises but those should go away soon and you can go home later today but the police want to know if you want to press charges". Did I want to press charges.
" umm well I don't don't to make a big deal about this so im gonna say no bec….."
" bella he tried to rape you" yelled Edward throwing his hands in the air " he drugged you I mean think about it you should throw his ass in jail".
" Edward I know but really i just want all this to be over and to be honest im sure Mrs. Newton won appreciate the town gossiping about her so she will probably leave forks". He sight and rolled his eyes.
" alright well im going to make a phone call to Charlie to let him know your awake . he had to go down to the station and file the report and said he will be back soon and everyone else went back to our houses preparing for your coming home."
" oh great" I rolled my eyes and Edward chuckled
" alright bella get some rest okay I have to go check on some other patients but I will be home later for dinner"
After Carlisle left it got quiet and Edward came and sat on the bed with me again. I looked up at him and I got lost in his eyes I quickly looked away because I remembered last time that happen we ended up kissing and me broken hearted.
" Edward im sorry about you having to leave the party and save me" he looked at me like I had just accused him of murder.
" bella don't ever be sorry about that it was not your fault at all…well maybe the looking to good part but the rest of what happen was not, you couldn't have known what mike did okay so don't feel bad. " I sight and nodded my head yes
" haha I didn't look that great…umm but anyway thanks you know for being there for me and everything" I took a deep breathe 'I also wanted to say sorry for being so mean to you before its just I let someone say something to me and I guess I just believed it too easily."
He smiled " as long as we are good then don't be sorry for anything." I smiled.
" hey bella please tell me and don't hold back the truth for my sake. Are you really ok" I rolled my eyes
" Edward im fine didn't you hear dad only a few bruises and that's all duh" he looked at me
" only if you sure" he said slowly he said " yes I am" but the truth was I felt like I wanted to crawl into a hole and stay there forever. I wanted to cry right then but I don't want what happen to me affect my life so for now I will just have to push those feeling down and use a lock and key on them.
We sat there in silence for a few minutes not knowing what to say. I could feel myself growing more tired….i started to yawn.
" well I better go so you can get some sleep"
" wait" I yelled " don't go will u sleep with me" I asked in a little baby voice because I really didn't want him to leave I had missed him a lot since I decided to listen to james.
" well bella I don't think that would be appropriate considering what just ha.."
"I don't mean like that you idiot I ment like actual sleeping " he laughed
" sure swan I will sleep with you" we both laughed at how odd that sounded. I scooted over so Edward could have some room he took me in his arms and we feel asleep. The last thing I thought was this is how it should be.
one week later
everything has been going good lately turns out mike got shipped away to a boring school in England and mrs. Newton decided they should move to L.A.
since I had gotten out of the hospital everyone had been really overprotective….i always see alice, rose, and the rest of the family watch me out of the corner of my eye. A few time alice and rose have asked me why I haven't cried yet. I keep telling them I have no reason to cry because nothing had happened to me. And Edward he just hasent let me out of his sight at first it was nice but now its just annoying I cant even go to the bathroom without him sitting outside it waiting for me to finish.
" bella would you hurry up in there we are going to be late for my moms dinner and I don't want her to kill me" I laughed and rolled my eyes.
" good maybe that will get me some damn privacy around here" I opened my bedroom door and ran right into his chest. Looked up and got lost in his eyes he cleared his throut clearly amused.
" don't worry babe that wont ever happen" I laughed
" come on Edward lets go".
We arrived and everyone was having a good time.
I decided to go side outside in esmes garden to just think. Because being inside with Edward so close but so out of reach was hard. We still hadn't talked about the kiss and to be honest I want to do it again. And I started to think maybe I should tell him how I feel
" hey what are you doing out here" I turned around and Edward was standing behind me.
Now or never I thought
" just thinking"I said
" about" he asked
" you" I said he looked confused as he sat by me
" why" he asked I looked at him I know I wouldn't be able to tell him so I decided to not use words. I crashed my lips to his. He sat there shocked. I pulled aways
" sorry i…ugh I better go…" I started to walk away. He didn't feel the same. He didn't kiss me back oh my god.
" bella wait" I stoped but I didn't face him.
" Edward im so sorry I didn't mean to do that..it just ugh I don't know" I stutterd
" bella kiss me" he said
" yeah Edward im sorry I kissed you I didn't mean to" I said
"bella" Edward said I looked at him
" shut up and kiss me" I stared at him
" what " I asked confused
" shut up and kiss me' he leaned down and pressed his lips to me . is started out slow and sweet but then turned into a deeper and more passionate kiss. I moaned into his mouth. I pressed my body he wraped his arms ouround me.
I pulled back and smiled. " that was wow" I said
" yes that's a wow"
" bella I love you" I smiled . I looked up to see Edward a little nervious
" hey Edward guess what I love too". I smiled I picked me up and I wraped my legs around his waits.
He smile but hesitated. " bella will you be my girlfriend " I stared up at him shocked.
" yes Edward I would love to be your girlfriend" he kissed me I started to deppen the kiss and he moaned. My hand went up to his hair.
I could feel Edward getting harder under me. I started grinding into him we both moaned.
" bella you need to stop before I take you right her in the garden" I continued to grined and him I kissed him one last time then I jumped down.
" we better get back insideThey are probably looking for us" he sighed
" your right but I really do love you bella" he looked at me. I looked into his eyes and I could tell he was telling the truth
" I know" I smile I pulled his hand and we walked inside the house that's when we noticed everyone was staring at us
" oh uh" I said I leaned closer to Edward " I think they saw us"…..