last time on falling for my best friend:
we better get back inside They are probably looking for us" he sighed
" your right but I really do love you bella" he looked at me. I looked into his eyes and I could tell he was telling the truth
" I know" I smile I pulled his hand and we walked inside the house, that's when we noticed everyone was staring at us
" oh uh" I said I leaned closer to Edward " I think they saw us"…..
End of flashback
BPOV
I looked to Edward and took in a deep breath " hey guys what's everyone standing around for" I asked as innocently as possible
" well miss innocent you have been holding back on me why didn't you tell me you and Edward were together I mean what kind of a friend are you" she said her voice increasing with every word.
" hey Alice that is enough im sure bella has a good enough reason for not telling you" she said with a small smile then she turned her head and looked at Edward and I " you two better be safe im too young for grandchildren" she said with a smile on her face.
I could feel all the blood race to me face. " omg look at bella's face is as red as a tomato" Emmett yelled I put my face into Edwards chest. I think Emmett noticed Edwards arms around me because he seemed really upset all of a sudden. Oh god I know that look he is going into big brother mode. He looked at jasper and gave a silent nod.
" Edward, can me and jasper see you outside" Emmett said in a very controlled voice. Edward nodded and the three of them walked outside together .
" wait em" I yelled breathlessly he turned around
"yeah" he replied in a questioning tone
" be nice please he makes me happy" Emmett seemed to notice my distress
" I will be nice then I would with any other guy ok belly" I nodded my head yes still unsure of how this would turn out. As they walked outside I faced everyone else in the room.
" soo" I said unsure of what to say I sat down on the chair in the living room
" bella when did all of this happen" Rosalie asked I sighed and started to explain
" okay so alice remember how odd me and Edward acted the other morning when you come to wake us up well we were already up." She looked at me with question all over her face. " well me and Edward were kissing like really kissing but it was the first time we really had kissed before and so we didn't know how to handle it. Later at school I saw him with that slut Tanya in a full make out session so I don't know I felt betrayed and kinda used and well very pissed." Everyone looked at me and then I realized my dad was in the room.
" fuck I mean shit I… oh dad im sorry" everyone had an amused look on their faces at my embarsment.
" its okay please continue" he smiled and I nodded
" right so later that day james called me telling me some things that Edward had said and I don't know why but I believed him" rose was about to say something but I raised my hand to stop her. " I know rose again I don't know why I believed him anyways after that I soon got another call from mike asking me to the party I thought what the hell he wasn't gonna wait for me and I must not be that important to Edward if after we kissed he kisses some tramp so I said yes. Then alice interrupted
" and that's when you came to my house to get ready you wanted to make Edward jealous" she accused
" yeah sue me" I said " anyways after that Edward saved me from mike and then I kissed him at the hospital and you guys saw what happened outside so now were together" I said
" and I love every minute of it" Edward said leaning on the side of the front door. I smiled and kissed him as he sat next to me.
" hot damn that's fifty bucks Charlie" Carlisle said smugly
" what why" I asked
"well honey" esme started
" when you were born your dads bet on you and Edward getting together. Your mom told Charlie not to but he did. Your mom didn't let him sleep in the bed for a week" she said laughing. I giggled
" dad is that true" I asked
" yeah and hey that couch was kinda nice" he said I laughed a little.
" alright well I think that is enough of that lets all go eat" esme said
The evening flew buy and everyone was having a great time. There wasn't a big tension because well everyone had bet on when me and Edward would get together
" alright time for bed missy" esme said I just smiled and nodded me em and dad started heading over to our house when esme stopped us.
" hey don't forget we have the big event is tomorrow," she said we all nodded our heads of course the big event. That's what we call the day when we celebrate by moms death. We all knew what that means…..i would be in a slump…I didn't really get to know my mom. She died when I was five. Although I had esme there were times when she would be with Edward or alice and I would feel like something was missing.
When we got home I went to my room and let the tears flow silently. I don't think anyone knew how much I missed my mom, well from what I remembered of her.
When I was five she died of cancer….no one told me until I was 11 and I was asking about her. When I remember her I remember the playing in the park, going to the fair, and reading a story at night before bed. Soon the tears stopped and I fell asleep.
I woke up this morning, and my eyes were a little puffy. I looked at the clock it was is why nobody liked the second week of November. I got out of and pulled the box of memories out of the closet. The box had pictures of me and my mom it also had noted she had written. Basically anything I really had left of her
" hey bells, I just wanted to see how your holding up" Emmett asked. Of course everyone is worried about me because I was the closest to my mom
I sighed " I will be fine, I just have to get through this day and we can go back to our everyday life" I said as I started going through the pictures. The first picture is of me and Emmett. He was six and I was five we where sitting in front of the house with these popsicle grins. I smiled as I looked at the picture.
" I remember that, we were going to the zoo that day and mom really wanted a picture, she just had to have a picture of every second of our lives he said. We kept this on until about four or five by then Edward and alice had both joined us. When I took notice of the time I decided that we better start getting ready for dinner.
Before Edward left he gave me a kiss. Instead of a simple kiss it turned into a full on make-out session. It was about ten minutes until alice walked in.
" oh my god get a room" alice said
" we are in a room" Edward said as I laughed. Alice rolled her eyes
" here wear this and get dressed we are meeting at my hour in 15 min." I nodded
" alright Edward get out so I can get dressed" I said he looked sad
" but I wanna see my girlfriend naked" he said with a small pout. I slapped his arm and pointed to the door. He understood .
As I got dressed I couldn't help but wish that my mom could be here , she always said she hoped me and Edward would get together some day. And look we did but she's not here to see it. I finished getting ready and walked over to Edward house. Using the front door of course, I don't think our parents would appreciate it much if they saw me and Edward both walking down from his room.
Dinner was great we just told memories about mom, of course our favorites were before we were born….all I have to say it that she was wild. Charlie decided to go home and sleep and I decided to stay the night.
" hey bella guess what" alice asked
" what"
" movie night in the den and yes you have to watch whatever movie we put in"
" umm okay" I said wondering what would be so bad about it when I got into the living room I snuggled into Edward
" so what are we watching" I asked alice
" watchmen" she said and my mouth dropped to the floor
" umm ok I've never seen it before sooo" I said she just smiled but the smile said yeah I have something planned
"that's alright babe it's a decent movie" Edward said I just nodded
" yeah not to mention the HOT sex scene in" Emmett said my mouth dropped
"EXCUSE ME" I yelled what the….that means a movie with sex while Edward is next to me…..this movie doesn't seem like such a good Idea anymore
" damn it Emmett I didn't want her to know" alice yelled she then ran over to me " Bella please don't leave I really want movie night and I really like this movie please" she said giving me the eyes
"UGH FINE" I said I know I will regret this. We watched the movie and nothing else interesting happened of course I got a little worked up when the sex part did come up because Edward would stop touching the outside of my thighs but I just didn't let him know how much it affected me. Soon the credits rolled.
"guys im tired im going to bed" I said getting up I headed upstairs grabbed my clothes and went to the bathroom. When I came back out Edward was laying in the bed and I smiled at him.
" so what did you think of the movie" he asked
" it was alright" of course not that you were paying attention because your mind was on your super hot boyfriend
" I'm glad you liked it" he smiled I sat on the bed and leaned in to kiss him. of course this led to the make out session. I loved the taste of his mouth. God I could die now and be happy but I soon ran out of air and I think Edward noticed and pulled away. I smiled
" well that was…unexpected" I laughed
" you don't say" I then yawned again
" sleep bella we can pick this up in the morning" I just nodded i laid there for a few minutes but couldn't fall asleep.
" edward" I asked quietly
"hmmm" he asked
" I miss her" he looked at me
" who baby" he whispered
" my mom" my voice broke. No matter how hard I try I always end up crying….thank god this was Edward
" I know baby, I know" I just snuggled into his chest as the silent tears fell down my face I soon fell asleep.
"bella wake up" I kept my eyes closed.
" bella" Edward sang. I still didn't say anything. I then felt Edward start kissing my neck and I moaned.
" see now you're up go get dressed for school or we are gonna be late" I got out of bed and went to the bathroom
Epov
As bella left I realized how lucky I am. But I couldn't stop thinking about last night. All night bella kept calling for her mom and I got really worried she hasn't really dreamed of her mom since she was little. I decided to go downstairs and get some water.
" hey honey how did you sleep" my mom asked
" not very well i…." then I stopped I know I should tell my mom in case something more might be going on with bella
" bella didn't sleep well, she was restless all night . she kept calling for her mom and I don't know I got worried" I said
" oh Edward bella probably just missed her mom, I mean think of all that has happened with mike and her gaining a boyfriend. I think maybe she just wishes she could have someone to talk to."
" but you here why doesn't she just talk to you" I asked confused she sighed
" well sure I may be a mother figure to her but im not HER mother." She said I nodded in agreement
" you'll always be my mother no matter what esme" I turned around and there was bella with tears in her eyes she looked at me and gave me a small smile and walked to my mom and hugged her.
" it true I do miss my mom but your still my mom too" she smiled
" thank you dear" she said as she dried some tears
" now enough of this it is time for breakfast and you two will be late" I lent down and gave my mom a kiss and told bella I would be back In a minute. I ran upstairs and got dressed.
While we were in the car Bella started talking
" do you think people will stare at me, I mean because of the whole mike thing" she asked. I turned to look at he and she had a nervous look on her face.
" probably but I will be with you so don't worry your night and shining armor is here" she giggled and rolled her eyes .
When we got to the school I opened the door for bella. We were walking when I heard someone yelling
" what the fuck are you doing with that whore"