I went striaght back to school after Sav had felt so sorry for knew how much I loved bestfriends were Sam and Lauren and bestest friends I could wish helped me through it.I was still living at home but Mum or dad werent talking to did get of them wanted me so I just move around whenever their sick of me.I know right my life is so complicated.I go see Sav whenever im sad and is quite life once so happy now sometimes unbearable.

Its been a year but it seems so much pain in my heart has never even started to after Sav's death I had coucelling no one thought I could were right.

At the moment im at my Dads 's always out with his new girl doesnt really give a dam what happens to give me money,food, why I had no other choice but to start stealing.I hated it so much but what else was I suppose to do.

It is the start of the new term tommorow not even got a new I will have to make do with the old .I stayed at Sams that night before lets me stay whenever I want she knows its hard at first morning came new term here we got into our skirt so short my shirt so tight around that area and my tie still got last terms gravey down it and well I couldnt even find my didnt even have a spare set of clothes she was much thinner than me and well she had really started growing around the cest ate breakfast I was so hungary I was really thankful to Ms Kelly,Sams Mum worked in the canteen at kind of knew how I felt she used to have a hard life till they came to Waterloo this school really does help change your its started the wrong way for ,Sam and Densil all got a lift from Ms insisted I called her rose but I respected her to met up with Lauren and soon had to make our way our in 9g this year and our form teacher is Mr are so lucky he's so walked in and sat in our new told me to take my hoodie off thats when everyone started or Sam hadnt noticed this morning that my sleeves on the shirt had been cut and writing on the back reading 'SCUM'. Dad must have done was laughing apart from me my friends and Mr Mead who tried to get everyone to shut could tell I was hurt by it.I tried to keep my emotians to myself but it was really Mead let me and Sam go we left he said something to the class.I really hated being me why did I deserve held be in her arms and helped me put my hoodie back Mead came out of the classroom. "Hannah who did this to you?"He asked coming over to me and Sam.

"It doesnt matter."I said letting even more tears looked at me then at Mr Mead.I think she wanted to say something but she didnt.

"Well i'll get Mrs Fisher to ring your dad to bring you another shirt and where's your blazor?"He asked.

"Dont bother I dont have any other shirts and I havent got a blazor at my dads it was at my mums but her Boyfriend did the same as on my shirt wrote 'SCUM' because thats what I am and thats what both my Mums boyfriend thinks and my Dads girlfriend thinks so just leave me alone."I said and I went in the toliets.

"Sam is this true is that what her family thinks of her."He asked Sam.

"Yes thats why she stays at mine sometimes to escape her life to pretend everythings all right but then her dad comes around takes her home then shes back to will be back at home tonight,I wish I could help her sometimes."Sam said.

"Okay well you go and make sure shes ok i'll go get Mrs Fisher."Mr Mead said to came into the toliets and walked over to me.

"Babe come here."Sam Said to me.

"I just really want to escape this life because of one mistake everyone hates me."I cryed.

"It was not your fault you cant blame yourself anymore it was a trgic accident."Sam held me for a while then I heard Mrs Fisher's voice.

"Hannah come with me."She said sorftly.I let go of sam and I walked towards the Fisher led me to her office. Sam went back into was some sly comments when she went back in.

"Wheres 'Scum' gone."Someone yelled everyone bursted out laughing.