I glanced over at the boy in shock. Then again something within told me that he would know. Before I could reply Pein appeared and glanced over at me with a cruel expression. "What are you still doing down here?!" He asked darkly.
I didn't answer but simply walked up the stairs hoping that no one would notice how much my blank expression had changed to one of interest and slight annoyance. Once I got to my room I walked to my window sill and stared out the window knowing I would only see the dead grey trees and black ground with dead plants and dying creatures.
There is nothing for me here except to have visitors every once in a while and to be the angel of death once a month. That child though… the boy who begged for his life… if I lived a normal life then I probably would have fallen in love with him.
"May I come in?" A voice asked making me get up and open the door. Hidan was there with a smirk. Pein's forbidden him to curse in front of me but the boy still visits often. "The new dude is such a jerk. I hate him already. Deidara and his annoying bombs, all the guy is, is a bright pain in the… well you know."
I smiled at this then glanced at Hidan oddly. "You haven't mentioned the sacrifice and Jashin's reaction." I said knowing how much he seems to love his heartless god. Hidan smirked and held out his hands as though about to tell me just how awesome the torturing technique was and how his god liked it.
"No details." Pein's voice said entering my room from what seemed like nowhere. I noticed Hidan's face go white then come back to normal as he smiled at me.
"I only talk to you about the stuff I love and our stupid leader won't let me tell you the details." Hidan sighed looking disappointed. I smiled softly at his expression and pat his shoulder comfortingly. The boy leaned forward as though about to kiss me then stopped. His face went white with fear.
"If you like me, then you better not do anything. Pein will kill you." I said knowing we were both thinking the same thing. I belong to Pein and no one else. He won't allow anyone to touch me. I wonder why he bothers. The boy is eight years older and holds no attraction towards me.
"Goodbye." Hidan said and left looking pale still but I could tell the boy was still happy. For some reason I'm the only person the members of the Akatsuki here trust. It's odd but true. I care for them all even though I'm the angel of death. If I appear and am loving, gentle, and apologetic towards you then you will die.
"Hello little angel, yeah." A voice said then entered my room just as I had gone back to gazing at the harvest moon. It was the new boy. I stared at him for a moment then decided that it's only right that I accept his company. It's the only thing I can look forward to everyday.
"Hello Deidara." I answered in my normal cruelly angelic tone. He smiled at this and sat on my bed already wearing the Akatsuki uniform of a black trench coat with red clouds on it. For some reason I kept thinking that there should be a full harvest moon in the background.
"You look a little more than bored, un." He smirked laying back on my bed with his eyes lazily trailing up and down my body. I couldn't tell if he'd found what he was looking for but the boy seemed highly amused. "When did they take you, yeah? Probably when you were just a babe."
I smiled gently at this knowing that most of the Akatsuki ignore this, knowing how much I don't care about the subject. It disturbs them that I don't but I can't help it. "Yes. Pein found a baby crying and instead of giving the baby to Hidan he decided to keep it. All because the baby had pink hair." I answered. Deidara glared then.
"Quit talking about yourself as though the baby you is a completely different person, yeah. There's no true difference between the two, except for the baby's innocence, un." He growled and half closed his eyes. His eyes were narrowed but I couldn't bring myself to care.
"That innocence is why I consider that child someone completely different from me."