I was sitting at the window sill again thinking of the strange light this morning hoping the topic will distract me from the blood all over my sheets. Before I could look up Deidara burst into my room and stared at my bed with wide eyes. "Who died, yeah?" He asked looking nervous.
"Kakuza." I answered making him turn to me with a strange expression. "You were joking and also trying to find the answer? Oh then I'm sorry. I should have said it much lighter with an explanation." I said blankly and leaned against the wall.
"So why did Pein kill him, un?" Deidara asked looking curious as I stared at him in wonder. This boy is very strange.
"Why do you assume it was Pein? Wouldn't it make much more sense if it was me that killed Kakuza? You only just got here. You don't know anything about Pein or Kakuza let alone who was it that killed him." I said softly remembering Kakuza's face as he died. The boy had looked so… happy.
"You have pure eyes. It's proof that you have never kill anyone before, un." He murmured and sat down on my bed keeping away from the blood.
"You have tainted eyes proving that you've killed." I answered then sighed as the boy examined my room with interest. I don't get him. Why does this boy care so much about me?
"Why did Pein kill Kakuza, yeah?" Deidara asked gently staring at me with his big dark eyes full of curiosity.
"Kakuza kissed me then pressed me down against the bed. He wanted me to know what it felt like to have someone love you so much that they were willing to give you their entire being. Then he died with that happy look still in his face knowing he'd given me a glimpse of the world." I explained feeling the stab in my heart but I was able to keep an expressionless face.
"He was a good guy then, un." Deidara said casually then glanced over at me with a smirk and sly expression. "I can be a nice guy too if you wanted me to be, yeah." Deidara flirted making me stare at him with slightly narrowed eyes.
"Don't even try it." I said with slight annoyance as Deidara burst out laughing. The jerk was just messing with me.
"Why are you always so serious? Do you know how to joke or have fun?" Deidara asked making me look at him curiously. He's not making any sense.
"What does joke or have fun mean?" I asked slowly thinking hard about the words. Joke sounds like a sort of weapon and fun… sounds like a form of food. Is he talking about me using some sort of weapon to eat a meal?
"What do you think it means, yeah?" He asked with a smile and curious look. I glared and smirked confidently.
"Your statement seems to mean that you were wondering if I've ever used a specific weapon to eat some sort of meal." I told him making the boy stare at me in shock then laugh so hard that tears poured down his face.
"To joke is to say something funny and fun is something that can make you smile and feel warm inside. Funny is something that makes you laugh. Do you understand now?" He asked making sure I got everything. I blushed and glared at the ground feeling like an idiot. Then I remembered the light I had seen.
"Deidara… this morning when I woke up there was some sort of light in the sky before it turned to twilight. It was some sort of ball that burned my eyes… could you tell me what it was?" I asked feeling a rush of excitement fill me.
"Sakura… that was the sun." He smiled and left the room.