He left.

He left me to rot, to die without him on my side

He didn't care once so ever, so why was I'm still suffering for some one who did nothing but play with my mind, claming that he loved me.

Beating myself up constantly, remembering what he had said to me in the forest that was placed behind my house.

"You're not good for me"

"I will always love you... in a way but what happened last night made my realise that it is time for a change.

He hurted me over and over with those words, everytime I dream its replaying the scene like a movie part that you love and you keep replaying it. But in this case I hated it and it was nothing to love about it.

Waking up in the middle of the night screaming, then coming face to face with Charlie. Coming home and avoiding music, not watching television or anything, but just looking at the plain dark walls in my room. Haven't reading in months because if it had something to do with romance my mind would automatically think about 'him'.

I seemed like a zombie when I was all alone, but when my bestfriend Jacob Black came around I felt some healed, I can breathe when he's around, making me laugh, smile,joke be like myself almost. Until he would ask me or tell me something about 'him' or his kind. I would shut down and quickly feel tears running down my reddened cheeks.

"Bella, really you need to stop!" he would yell, telling me that he left me, he didn't love me or anything because if he would, he would be by my side. It would be the same routine and I will leave Jacob as he try to get my attention and apologize and that's before I jump in my rusty old truck and go home.

Though somethings he would say is very painful, I would get up the next day and go to see him. It was like a cycle.

Wake up. Sit there. Get Together to go by home from the fight with Jake. Sit there. Cry. Go to of him. Wake up screaming. It was like that all the time until one day I didn't wake at as I usually did because it seemed like I was in a deep sleep. Best sleep in three months. But that's when I realised that something was very wrong and out of place.

I was in a very quite dark shattered, shack. With me already tired from walking up in a deep I mourned to go back to and sat there with no energy to scream, but to whimper.

"Look likes the princess woken up" said an awful, deadly familiar voice.

"Victoria" I whispered as my eyes met her red ones.

"Hello Bella, nice of you to remember my name" she said sweetly to me even though her fire eyes screamed 'Kill!'.

"So I guess your owners abandoned you huh?" she said smiling at me.

I remained quite because it seemed like it wasn't going to make any since if she will kill me even after answering the question.

"Hm so we aren't speaking so I guess they have left their little pet" she said licking her white, razor sharp teeth.

"What do you want,Victoria?" I said my voice cracking. I guess that was her time to snap because she bent down to me and she grabbed my by the neck, hoisting me up in the air.

"Revenge" she growled in my face as my air supply was about to run out.

"Your little Edward isn't here to help you now is her my dear, Isabella" she smiled darkly her eyes blazing staring deeply in mine.

"He would usually be busting in the door with the others of his coven"

"So why did he left" she smiled at me, as I started to wheeze from no breathing. She threw me down on the cold wet ground, I'm on the ground sucking in all the air my body can take, my hand up to my throat rubbing it.

"He left me" I cried out.

"He left me because h-he d-d-didn't love me any m-more"

"Before he left you, did he say anything about changing you?" she said her finger on her chin. eyebrows furrowed,,

"He was against it" I whispered.

She started smiling if you didn't know her like I do you would think she was exetremely happy about something, but no that mean't she had a plan and it wasn't going to be good at all.

Then what happened so me and scared me at the sametime. She had implanted her mouth to her neck, I couldn't remember anything else because all my surrounding was black and my whole body on fire. I screamed and screamed and screamed until I couldn't any more. The darkness had sucked me in and I had no way to get out.

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