" Yes dear?" " I am moving." Sam tried to sound as monotone as she could but her voice broke after only three words. Her eyes filled up with tears and her hands began to shake.
" W…..W…What? HUH wait…like leaving? Forever? " her Gram stuttered tears flowing like the river Sam had just been at. Her Gram sat on the couch one hand over her heart the other wiping her eyes.
But the tears kept on flowing and with every tear that dropped off of her grandmothers face Sam felt like a large knife was stabbing her in the heart.
" Gram I can't keep doing this. I am to much work for you and dad and Brynna. You guys will have a new baby to take care of in a couple of months.
By the time the little kid arrives you will have forgotten I ever even lived here. I am to much work for you guys. I am a grown woman and I need to start helping myself.
I need to start fresh. Dad doesn't even want me here anymore. All he does is drive me around and I am pretty sure he is getting sick of it.
I have already caused you guys so much trouble I would hate to make you any sadder. This is for the best. I think it would be better if dad didn't find out about this until he gets home.
I have to go Gram I am sorry." Sam said tears flowing freely down her face as her eyes rapidly got redder and redder.
" Sam I want you to know that I will never forget you as long as I live and I know that for a fact. You where never a burden to us and you wouldn't have been if you continued to live here either.
Yes there is going to be a new baby here now but it will not be you. No one can ever replace you ok? Your father will always be here for you if you need him I want you to know that.
You will always be his little girl and nothing can change that. If this is really what you want though then there is nothing I can do to stop you.
I will help you pack your bags if you would like tell me where you need to go and I can help you."
Sam got back into her wheel chair and started up to her room. After packing only the necessities she went down to where her grandmother was waiting in the car still crying her eyes out.
" I need you to take me to three ponies please," I said as I hulled myself out of my wheelchair to sit up front.
After about half an hour they finally pulled up into jakes farm. Sam got out of the car without grams help grabbed her stuff from the back seat and gave her Gram one last kiss goodbye.
As she slowly began to wheel herself up the Ely's ramp she thought about what she was going to say. How was Jake going to react.
As Sam lightly knocked on the door she was so scared she began to break out into a heavy sweat.