Chapter 4: Dark clouds

Since that day that Sasu-chan told everyone we were going out, no one thought about how weird it is that he takes too much care of me. Stupid Sasu-chan, he said we were together so he could openly take care of me but this was hurting Naru-chan. Each day he sees us he gets hurts, always, a pang of pain would come from him and I feel so guilty and sorry for him but Sasu-chan strongly warned me not to tell him the truth or HE will tell Naru-chan the truth. Blackmail, how I hate it. Tsk.

"Ne Neko-chan..." Naru-chan started. About five minutes ago Naru-chan climbed over to my side of the window when Sasu-chan went out to the grocery.

"Yes Naru-chan?"

With no words at all Naru-chan kissed me. He put his disgusting tongue inside of my mouth and kissed me. I was ready to sucker punch him but my head acted up. A sharp pain shot through my head and it was unbearable. I pushed Naru-chan aside and rushed to the bathroom and threw up.

'Well, there goes my lunch.' I thought to myself. I was busy washing myself when I thought I felt surprise and shock coming from my room. Crap.

I pulled my hair up in a pony tail as I walked out of my bathroom.

"Sorry about that Naru-chan, it's not because of your kiss so don't worry."

Naru-chan stared at me with his big surprised wide cerulean eyes, or at least I think he was.

"Are you pregnant?" He suddenly exclaimed. A vein popped on my forehead as I threw my shampoo bottle at him.

"Ouch!"

"You deserve it for thinking such things Naru-chan. Ugh. How disgusting!"

"Then why did you..."

"I dunno must be the hotdog I had for lunch." I lied.

"Oh."

"So tell me Naru-chan, why DID you kiss me?"

Naru-chan's face turned different shades of colours, probably red, couldn't really tell anymore.

"I just...I just wanted to know something."

"You could've just asked me."

"Yeah I know but I needed to do that to know exactly if..."

"If?"

"If I'm gay." Naru-chan finally breathed out.

I stared at his embarrassed frame before laughing out so loud.

"Oh you ARE gay there's no doubt about it Naru-chan, you are definitely gay!" I managed to say in between laughter.

Naru-chan hit me with a pillow and told me to shut up. I composed myself and got all excited.

"There is a reason for you thinking like this right? So who's the lucky guy?" I was so excited, Naru-chan was finally gonna tell me.

"Gaara."

My jaw dropped. What the hell, Gaara?

"At first it wasn't him, it was another person I was crushing on and well...we were at this party last weekend. We both got drunk and..."

"YOU HAD SEX WITH PANDA-FACE GAARA?" I shrieked.

Clank. Clank. Thud.

I turned to my door where the sound came from and made out a dark figure who I knew was Sasu-chan. And he was mad, hurt and mad, not a very good mixture.

Naru-chan's heart skipped a beat with panic. He was scared, probably by what Sasu-chan looked like, wasn't able to see it quite well because of my damn eyes.

"Sasu-chan?" I asked.

"Yeah it's me." Sasu-chan answered as I heard him picking up whatever it was he dropped on the floor.

He approached me and sat beside me on the floor beside my bed and faced Naru-chan. He handed me a drink and I guess he threw one at Naru-chan 'cause I heard him say thanks.

"So," Sasu-chan started as I heard him open a bag of chips, "You slept with Gaara. Here I thought you were so traumatized by what your uncle did to you that you wouldn't let anybody touch you. Guess I was wrong."

Pain. Anger.

"Yeah well, you thought wrong. Apparently Gaara's the only person that could cure me of my trauma so now like you two I'm not alone anymore." Naru-chan said defensively.

Pain. Jealousy. Anger.

"Good for you, at least now Kyra and I don't have to worry with you slitting your throat over our relationship." Sasu-chan spat out.

Anger.

"Oh I'm sorry was I ruining your happy lovey dovey relationship with my non-existent suicidal tendencies?"

Anger.

"No, but you're always ruining my chances getting closer to Kyra because she worries about you because you might feel alone and unwanted."

Pain.

"Well I'm SO-ORRY. You don't have to worry about me anymore. I have Gaara to love me now so you two can go on and be happy."

Pain.

"Good."

Naru-chan stood up and left the room the way he came in. He shut his window and closed the curtain. He was hurt and the person beside me was hurt. I grabbed my hard bound copy of 'Kokology' and hit his head with it. What an idot, a total moronic idiot.

"OUCH! What the hell Neko-chan?"

"What the hell was that?"

I could make out his figure rubbing the area where I hit him.

"I was just trying to..."

"To what? To pretend you're not hurt? How stupid Sasu-chan! You may be the top at our class but man, are you as dumb as a nail with these kinds of things. UGH!"

"What was I suppose to say? 'I love you Naruto why the hell did you sleep with panda face?' He would've pummelled me to death. Plus he would ask why we lied."

I sighed and said,

"I think that would've been much better than making him believe that he never had a chance with you. He was really hurt Sasu-chan, I felt his sadness and pain."

Sasu-chan rested his head on my bed and sighed. I tried to reach for his face but suddenly my vision went blank.

"Uhh... Sasu-chan...did you...mmm...did you turn the lights off?"

"No, why?"

"I think it's already happened."