Later on that day, Holly was cooking dinner when Will walked into the kitchen and sat down on the bar stool, " Hey Mom can I ask you something?"

Holly washed off her hands and walked over to him, "Sure sweetie. What's on your mind?" she asked handing him a glass of chocolate milk.

"Why do you hate dad?" Will asked her with a sad look on his face. Holly was a little shocked by the question and upset that Will would think that she hated Dean in any way, "I mean, why did you not want to be married to him any more?"

"Will I don't hate your Dad. I never have its just sometimes two people just aren't meant to be married." Holly took the seat next to him and thought about how she had a feeling that one day Will would have questions about why things were they way they were.

Will sat there with his head down, stirring his drink, "Is it because you two are different or because he hunted monsters?"

"No Will its not. Truth is we aren't different at all. We were just alike in so many ways that we clashed a lot and I never had a problem with his job," she said and stopped, "Ok that not true but I accepted it before I married your dad."

"Then is it because of me?" she asked sadly.

Holly turned to her son and cupped his little face in her hand, "Listen to me, you never did anything wrong. You are the best thing in our lives." She kissed his forehead and got up to finish cooking dinner before Jack came by on his night off.

"So I have one more questions," he asked and Holly sighed, "You and dad were together for eight, almost nine year so I guess what I am asking is if you didn't love each other and didnt get along then why did you last that long? Was it the sex?" he asked and Holly dropped the pot into the sink.

"William Dean Winchester!" Holly snapped, "Where did you hear something like that?"

"I just heard Dad talking to Uncle Sam when I was younger about…."

"You know what it doesn't surprise me and your father need to watch his mouth around you."

"So is it true?"

"What? No! Look this conversation is over and you don't even really know what that means."

"Yes I do. Dad gave me the talk." Will said with a smile.

"And what talk was that?" she asked with her hands on her hips.

"Come on Mom, you know...The talk."

"When did he tell you about...well about, " Holly couldnt seem to get the right words out no matter how hard she tried, "you know ssss...sex?"

"When I was seven."

"What? Well I am going to talk to him about that later but right now you need to go get cleaned up for dinner and wash your mouth out while your in there." She said.

"For what?"

"For saying what you said."

"About sex?

"Stop saying that. That is one subject you dont need to know about until you are like 40."

Will smiled, "Ok Mom." As Will walked out of the room, Holly just shook her head. Only Dean would think a seven year old need to know the birds and the bees.


It was almost seven when Holly looked out the window and saw Jack pull up in the driveway. She smiled as she walked to the door and opened it, "I was wondering when you would get here." She said and kissed him.

When she pulled away he eyes widened when she saw Dean 'come on sweetheart I wasn't gone that long' "Holly are you ok?" Holly blinked a few times and saw Jack looking at her.

"Yeah….yeah I'm fine just a little tired I guess." She said as he walked inside and she closed the door, "How was your day?"

"It was good just really long."

"Well dinner is almost ready so I hope you are hungry." Holly started to walk away from him but stopped when she heard something, 'the only thing I am hungry for is you'

She turned around and looked at Jack, "What did you just say?"

"I didn't say anything. Are you sure you are feeling ok honey?"

"I am not so sure anymore."

Holly was fixing the plates in the kitchen when her cell phone began to ring. She looked at the I.D. and saw it was Dean and answered, "What Dean!" she snapped but didn't mean to.

"Wow what did I do now?"

"Nothing it's just….never mind. What do you want?"

"I was just calling to see how your day was."

"Fine"

"You have been thinking about me haven't you?"

"What? No why….why would I be thinking about you?"

"I know you. You want me so bad right now you cant stand it."

"Keep telling yourself that Dean and by the way, we need to talk."

"Dirty I hope. I will start. So what are you wearing?"

"Cut it out Dean. We need to talk about the birds and the bees."

"Well ok but I think we are past that don't you think and may I say we perfected it over eight years."

"That's not what I meant. You told our son when he was seven."

"Ok well I have to go."

"Dean don't you dare hang up on…." Holly was cut off when she heard the call drop. "Typical." She said.


Dean hung up the phone and smiled to himself, "What did you do this time?" Sam asked as he walked into the room.

"Nothing but uh, Will told Holly I told him about….well you know."

Sam smiled as he grabbed a beer from the fridge, "I told you she would find out sooner or later."

"Yeah I know but I am glad she just now found out. I can use this."

"Excuse me?"

"Keep up Sammy. Now we will just have to get together so she call yell at me about watching what I say around Will and I will tell her he is my son and blah blah. Then she will yell and scream and you know what….I like it." Dean said and got up from the couch. "Fighting always worked for us in more ways than one."

Sam just shook his head, "I think you have lost it haven't you. You want to go see your ex-wife so you can fight with her and possibly sleep with her? How is that getting her back again because you lost me some where?"

"Its shocking how little you know about woman." Dean said and looked at his brother, "No I don't want to sleep with her….ok not just sleep with her but I know Holly and I am going to do something I have never done."

"And what is that Dean?"

"Let her win the fight. I will just tell her she is absolutely right and I should have never told Will about sex at such a young age and bingo."

Sam tried to hold it in but her couldn't. He began to laugh as he looked at Dean, "You have really lost it this time. One it's not going to work and two Holly always wins the argument and you always end up kissing her ass for a week."

"Well aren't you just a glass half full." Dean said and walked down the hallway to his bedroom as Sam followed.

"I'm not trying to bust your happy bubble Dean but if you want her back then you need to be the man she fell in love with."

Dean stopped and turned to his brother, "Do you realize how gay that just sounded?"

"Ha-ha Dean. I am trying to help you out here and you're making jokes."

"I'm sorry. So what do you suggest Oprah?" Sam just threw his hands up and walked out of the bedroom, "Oh come on Sam I am just joking. Seriously what do you think I should do?"

"Remind her of what you guys had. Make her remember the good days and why you were together to begin with."

"How should I do that?" Dean asked.

"I have an idea or two and I think Will's party will be the perfect place." Sam said with a smile on his face and Dean was just wondering how having a birthday party for their son was going to prove anything but at this point her was willing to try a different approach. Holly and Jack were getting married in one month and he had to do something before it was really too late and he lost her forever.


After dinner, Holly cleared the table and began to wash the dishes. She was humming to herself when she felt a pair of arms around her waist and lips on her neck. She closed her eyes and sighed: "I missed you so much Holly."

"I miss you too Dean. You were gone for over a month." Holly said and reached behind her, placing her hand on the back of his head, "I was worried."

"Well I am here now baby and I am not going anywhere."

"Do you promise?"

"I promise Holly. I won't ever leave you."

"What are you thinking about honey?" Jack asked sapping her back to reality as he moved to the other side of her neck, "You seem like something is on your mind tonight."

Holly turned around and faced him, "I have been just busy with wedding stuff that's all. Just getting excited." She said and kissed him, "Everything is fine oh and Will is having a party Saturday at May's house."

Jack smiled, "Sounds like fun. I was hoping he would have one."

Holly crossed her arms and looked at him, "I though you backed me up on the no party thing?"

Jack back away from her a little and smiled nervously, "Is there are right answer to this?" he said and she just turned away from him, "I just think that if May wants to give him a party I say let her."

"It's actually Dean." Holly said and looked back at him.

"Well then that's even better. He is Dean's son after all so why not give him a party."

Holly smiled once again and walked over to him, kissing him on the cheek, "You have got to be the most understanding person I know Jack Gram."

"Well I try and I know that Dean is always going to be around and I am ok with that but can I ask you to do me a favor?"

"Sure"

"If you could maybe ask him to stop saying he is going to kill me that would be great because I have to be honest, he scares me just a little."

Holly laughed, "You don't have to worry about him but he does tend to have that effect on people."

After spending a little more time with Jack, he headed home and Holly went to bed. She rolled over and ran her hand over the empty space next to her. Even though they had been apart for two year, Holly never slept on Dean's side of the bed but she knew that in a month someone else would be lying next to her and even though she loved Jack, it was hard for her to imagine rolling over and seeing someone else next to her. It was something she was going to have to get use to doing sooner or later.


A/n ok bad place to stop I know but it's been awhile and I wanted to get you guys a chapter posted. I am doing the party next and should be lets say more revealing and also what does good ole Sam have planned? Reviews are greatly loved!