2 weeks later

Dean put the video in the old VCR player. Sam had left earlier to go and help May clean up and talk with Bobby since May insister that he spend the night.

He sat back on the couch and pressed play.

"Hey, gorgeous eyes..."

"Dean seriously, what are you doing?"

He was now sitting on his knees next to her. "Let's just say I want to record our love."

"No!" She put the covers back over her head. She felt a blush appearing on her face. "Put the camera away you perv!"

"Come on baby I want to do it with the camera. It'll be hot. Plus I'll have something to watch when I'm away from home."

"Do I look like Paris Hilton?"

"Mmm...no you're sexier. Come on baby show my some skin."

Just the sight of her made his pants tighten. She was so beautiful and still was after all this time.

Just as Holly laid back onto the bed and was about to spred her legs, there was a knock at the door and Dean jumped up, "Just a second." He called out and ejected the tape.

He went to the door and saw Holly and Will, "Hey…uh, what's up?"

"You are still watching Will today right?" Holly asked and saw that he was sweating, "Is everything ok?"

"Yeah why…why wouldn't it be?"

"You just seem…busy."

"No of course not. Come in." he said and Will and Holly walked inside.

"Nice place." Holly said and looked around and saw something, "Will why don't you go put you bag in the bed room.

"Ok mom."

Holly watched her son walked out of the room and glared at Dean, "What did I do?" he asked and she turned and walked over to the TV, "Sam must have got that."

"Uh huh well I think I will hang onto this for now." She said and pulled the tape out and stuck it into her purse.

"So what are you doing today?" Dean asked her. He wanted her to stay with him and never leave.

"I have to finish up a few wedding detail and pick up my dress." She said and Dean felt his heart break. She was really going to get married, "You can just bring Will home around seven if that's ok."

"Sounds fine." Dean said.

Holly just stood there for a moment and looked at him, "Well I guess I should go."

"Yeah I know you have a lot to do so I will see you later."

Holly bit her lip as she looked at him once more before walking out the door. Dean closed the door and turned around to see Will looking at him with a sad look, "Mom is marring Jack still isn't she."

"Yeah buddy she is."

"Can you not stop her dad?"

"I wish I could Will but your mom is happy and we just have to let her be ok. Don't give her a hard time about this."

"So you are giving up?"

"Will let's not do this ok. How about we go get something to eat, I am starving."

Later that night, Holly was in her bedroom standing in from of the mirror in her wedding dress when May walked in, "There you are." May said and Holly turned around, "You are breath taking Holly."

"You don't think it's too much?"

"It's a beautiful dress."

"It is beautiful and hey at least I am not pregnant this time right?" Holly laughed a little.

"I think you being pregnant made you even more beautiful but what do I know." She said sitting on the bed.

"So when I drove by this morning I saw Bobby's car at the house."

"What can I say, Robert has this way of…."

"Ok stop right there May." Holly said and turned back to the mirror and ran her hands down the front of her dress with a sad look on her face.

"Is everything ok Holly?"

"Why wouldn't everything be ok?"

"I know that look all to well and something is wrong with you."

"It's just…..you don't think I am rushing into this do you?"

May got up and walked over to her niece, "Do you love Jack?"

"Yes but…."

"Then there is nothing else to say is there?"

"I just worry about Will."

"I think you are but also I think you are worried about someone else."

Holly turned to look at her aunt, "I am not worried about Dean. Its over. We had our chance and it just didn't work out for us."

"Is that so? Are you sure that's what is really going on?"

"Yes but what wrong with me just wanting to be happy? Don't you think after all I have been through I deserve it."

"You do Holly and I want more than anyone for you to be happy but I think what you are having trouble with is finding out who makes you happy. Jack is a great guy who takes care of you and worships the ground you walk on and then there is Dean. There where many night where you called me up and cried and cried because he wasn't home. So who when? You love them both and I know you do but something's got to give. You can't have them both. So if you think you can spend the rest of your life with Jack them marry him and be happy but just remember, you will spend the rest of your life with out Dean and one day he will move on without you." May kissed Holly on the cheek and walked out of the bedroom.

Holly lay on her bed with her face in her pillow and cried. She had so many emotions running through her mind and she was scared. Before she knew it she had cried herself to sleep.

Holly heard the door shut and she opened her eyes slowly and saw Dean at her doorway, "Sorry I just didn't know where you were."

"What time is it?" she asked sitting up.

"Almost 9. I tried to call you but never got an answer." Dean said and Holly looked down and saw she was still him her wedding dress, "Did you get tired of sleeping in t-shirts?"

"No I was just trying it on. Well since you are here, how does it look in a guy's opinion? Do I look ok?"

"No?" Dean said and Holly looked sadly at him, "You don't look just ok, you look…amazing. Jack will not know what hit him. I know I didn't."

Holly felt herself start to tear up again, "What do you always have to say that stuff to me Dean."

"Because it's the truth. I just should have told you a long time ago." He said and walked over to her and wiped away her tear, "I didn't mean to upset you and I just wanted you to know that I want you to be happy with Jack. Sure he is a dork but I think he will make you happy. You deserve to be happy." Dean kissed her on the cheek and leaned into her ear, "Don't be scared and don't be afraid to let go." He said and gave her a smile, "Maybe Jack will have better luck getting you out of that thing than I did with mine. Why did I have the get the one with so many damn buttons?" Holly laughed and picked up a pillow and threw it at him.

She watched him walk out her door. Maybe she didn't have to lose him from her life. Maybe they could be friends. After all the shared a great son together. May was wrong; she could have it both ways.

After dinner, Holly was cleaning the living room and knocked a picture off the mantel and it was of her and Jack. She picked it up and it made her smile. He was perfect in everyway. They always had something to talk about and it wasn't all about sex for either of the. After all that's why they stopped having sex three months ago when they got engaged. He was a great man all around. Holly dusted off the picture and sat it on the table and grabbed her cell phone, "Hey it's me. I know you maybe busy right now but I was wondering if you could meet me at our spot."

"Right now? It's late Holly?"

"Please it's really important and it can't wait."

"I will be there in an hour."

Holly hung up the phone and sat on the couch. How could she have been so stupid? The man she loved the most was always right in front of her the whole time.

She grabbed her purse and walked out the door to do something that was going to be hard but she was told by a very smart man that it's ok to let go.

A/N: I know I am mean for leaving it there but I had to do it. Who is she going to talk to and what will she have to say? The wedding bells are getting louder lol. Ok so thank you guys for reviewing that last chapter. You're all awesome! Please review and I will get the next chapter asap. Also the anniversary video chapter is up on my joint page with Dean Winchester Guardian Angel. Its chapter 3 of the store dude you stink like sex.