When Holly got into her car, she grabbed her phone and called May to come over and watch Will who was already sleeping. She was more than happy to come on over after Holly told her what was going on. She told Holly that Bobby had left an hour ago to go work a case a few miles away.

Holly was headed down the road to the park when she pulled over to the side of the road, "What am I doing?" she said and put her head on the steering wheel. She wasn't sure if she was really ready to let him go. She loved him but was it in the same way she use to? "I have to do this. Get a grip Holly." She said and pulled back onto the road.

When she pulled into the parking lot, she saw him sitting at a picnic table. He looked up at her and she sighed. This was going to be hard but it was something she needed to do. All she ever wanted was to be happy and she knew just how to do that.

Holly walked over to the table and sat down across for him, "Thanks for coming. I didn't wake you did I?"

"No I was already up but I was a little shocked you wanted to meet so late." He said and Holly looked away, trying to fright back the tears, "Something's wrong isn't it?"

Holly looked back at him and bit her lip, "How do you know?"

'I know that look but I have to be honest with you. I think I know what this is all about."

"You do?"

He got up from his side of the table and moved next to her, "Yes but I am hoping I am wrong."

Holly couldn't hold back any longer and tears came falling fast, "I am so sorry."

He nodded his head and looked away only for a second, "Just tell me what going on in that pretty little head of your."

She wiped her eyes and turned her body toward him, "I want you to know that I do love you and you have been a big part of my life," she stopped and looked at him and as much as she wanted to see them happy and together, she couldn't. She only saw one man, "But I have to be honest with you. When I look toward the future, I cant see us married anymore and I want to but I just can't. I love you just not as my husband and I hate myself for feeling this way but.., "She trailed off and he grabbed her hands, "I have always believed that when you marry someone you give them your heart completely and I cant give you mine because.." This was it. There would be no turning back after this, "Because I gave my heart to someone a long time ago. I can't marry you when…when I am still in love with Dean."

Jack just looked at her as she pulled her hands away but he just grabbed them back, "Don't pull away Holly. I told you all I ever wanted was to make you happy and I meant that. Sure I am hoping that you will say you are wrong and want to still marry me but I don't think that will happen but if Dean is what makes you happy then I have to let you go."

"Jack I never meant for this to happen. You have to believe me." Holly said as she sobbed.

"I do Holly and I am not that surprised. I see how you look at him and how he looks at you. It's always been that way between you guys. You are both just too stubborn to admit it."

"So what does this mean for us?"

"Well I guess if we still got married it would be a tad uncomfortable." Jack said trying his best to make her feel better, "But I will always be here for you Holly. You mean so much to me and if letting you go mean making you happy then that's what I am going to do." Holly hugged him tight and cried into his shirt, "but you tell Dean that…that if he hurts you again that well….I will do something very bad to him." Jack said nervously to her.

Holly pulled back and smiled at him, "Thank you." She said and slipped her ring off her finger and handed to him, "I think you may want this back."

"No you keep it. Something to remember me by." Jack kissed her cheek and got up from the table, "Take care of yourself Holly." He said and walked back toward his car.

As Holly watched him go, she thought to herself about what she was going to do next. What id Dean didn't want her back? There was only one way to find out.

Holly drove over to Dean's apartment and walked up the steps to his door. She stood there for a minute before finally knocking, "Dean are you in there? It's me." She continued knocking but there was no answer, "Dean open up." Maybe he didn't want to talk to her or maybe, "Damn it." She said to herself and ran down the stairs to her car. He must have gone with Bobby.

When she got in the car, she called May to see where Bobby had gone. She told her that he went up to Baskerville to take car of a ghost.

Holly drove the 30 miles to Gorman's cemetery and she saw Dean's car, "He's going to kill me for this." She said and got out of the car. She had only been on one hunt with him and she ended up getting him shot, "Why can't he have a normal job." She said and grabbed a flash light from her trunk. She moaned as she walked into the dark cemetery. She knew she couldn't call for him because she didn't want him to get hurt.

After walking half a mile into the cemetery, she saw Sam standing over a grave as Dean was digging. She took a smiled and walked quietly toward them. She was getting closer when she heard something behind her, "This cant be good." She said and turned to see a ghost of a murdered man in front of her and she gasped. She had only seen a ghost this close one and that was enough for her. Before she could scream, the ghost grabbed her by the neck, "De….Dean." she tried to yell but nothing came out.

As Dean reached the coffin, he had a feeling come over him and looked up and saw Holly against a tree, "Shit!" He jumped out of the grave, "Finish this." He told Sam and ran over to her. He eyes were closed, "Holly? Come on baby wake up." He said tapping her on the cheeks. Holly slowly opened her eyes and saw Dean leaning over her, "What the hell are you doing here? Are you crazy?" he yelled.

"I think I may be just a little crazy." She said and stood up as Dean held on to her arm, "I needed to talk to you."

"Where is Will? Please tell me you didn't bring him out here."

"No I didn't and are you using a tone with me?" She said glared at him.

"Yes because what would possess you to come out here?" He yelled once again.

Holly knew that right now with his attitude wasn't the best time to say I love you, "You know what, I should not have came." She said and headed back toward the car.

"Holly wait!" Dean said and ran after her, "You came out here for a reason so what is it? Is Will ok?"

"Will is fine he is with May."

"Ok so why are you here? You hate grave yards and more at night."

"I wanted to talk to you but you keep yelling at me so now I don't think I want to talk to you."

"You scared me Holly."

"Sorry but I'm fine." She said and stood there with her arms crossed. Dean knew something was wrong by the look on her fine.

"What's wrong? Did something happen with Jack?"

"Kind of."

"Well the let me just go big a new hole." Dean said and turned by Holly grabbed him and smiled.

"It's not like that. I told him…I told him I couldn't marry him."

Dean wanted to smile but he didn't want to make her feel that he was insensitive, "Why would you do that?"

Holly's eyes wears locked on Deans, "Because he's perfect and everything I thought I wanted but the more I thought about it, I came to realize I don't want someone who brings me flowers everyday and lets me when fight all the time. I like a challenge and when I do get flowers I would like for it to be totally random and a surprise, Kind of like waking up and finding a lily on my table and it having a meaning behind it. What I am trying to say is…." Holly stopped, "Hell I don't know what I am trying to say I mean I know what I want to say it's just…" Dean shushed her by lowering his lips to hers in a soft kiss.

"I think I know what you are trying to say."

With his hands cupping her face, Holly looked up at him, "Do you because I don't have a clue right now?"

"It ok but just so you know I love you very much and I promise to pay more attention to you."

"Good but Dean what do we do now I mean, we aren't married and haven't been for two years."

"I guess when start over and I am willing to do whatever because my life mean nothing without you and Will."

"We still have a lot of issues Dean."

"What should we do then?" He asked and Holly smiled at him.

"I guess just take it one day at a time and see what happens."

"I think I can deal with that." Dean pulled her closer to him and kissed her passionately. He missed her and the way her lips tasted and felt against his.

Holly pulled away from him, "And don't think I am sleeping with you."

"You say that now but last time we dated it only took a week." He said with a cocky grin.

"I have last three months so far."

"That's because Jack didn't know your sweet spots." Dean said and moved to her neck.

Holly stopped him and back away as Sam and Bobby walked over to them, "about damn time," Bobby said, "Dean don't screw it up."

Holly just smiled at the guys passed, "So….what now?" Dean asked as he held onto her hips.

"Do you want to go home?" she asked him.

Dean just kissed her again and the stood there holding onto each other. Neither really knowing where they went from here but at least they would have a chance to find out.

A/N: so she chose Dean..duh lol. Ok I thought about stopping the story there but I couldnt do that so I am going to keep going from here so we can see what will happen between them. Will it work out this time? Will they get married again? Just have to wait and see. Review Please!