When Dean and Holly got back to the house, Holly opened the door and they went inside. Dean kicked the door closed with his foot and spun Holly around and crashed his lips into hers. He ran his fingers through her hair as she wrapped her arms around him to deepen the kiss. Dean felt like he had been waiting for this moment for two years. The feeling of having her back in his arms and knowing that she was his and only his. He slid his hands down her back to her ass and lifted her up. Holly wrapped her arms around him and held on tight as he carried her up the stair and into the bed room.

Once inside the room, Dean carried her over to the bed and laid her down. He moved from her mouth and started to kiss down her neck. The way she tasted and smelled always sent him over the edge. He loved everything about this woman. Dean pulled the straps to her dress down as he began to leave soft kisses on her shoulder. Holly bit her lip and closed her eyes. She wanted nothing more to have him inside her once again but she wanted thing to be different this time around and she knew she had to stop him, "Dean…Dean wait." She said and he looked up at her with a confused look on his face. "Is everything ok? Bad timing or something?"

"No it's not that it's just... "She sighed and looked at the beautiful man on top of her and knew she may regret saying this, "I just think maybe we should wait. You know so when we get married it will be perfect." She said and felt a little embarrassed by her request.

"It will still be perfect then Holly."

"I know its just that the last time we got married I was pregnant and although I loved out weeding and wedding night, "She said and Dean just smiled, "I just think maybe it would be nice to have our kind of first time after we are married."

"I thinks it's far from our first time Holly."

"I know that but you know what I mean. I would love to do this right now but I just want things to be perfect this time around."

Dean just rested his head on her shoulder, "You are killing me here Holly."

"I know and I am sorry Dean. I mean if you really want to then lets go for it I just wanted to run the idea by you." She asked in a soft tone.

Dean looked up at her and smiled, "When did you want to get married?"

"I dint know. Maybe in a few weeks. I was thinking of going back to the small church where we first got married. I don't want a big wedding or anything. What do you think?"

"I think that sounds perfect." Dean said and kissed her soft on the lips, "But there is something else I can do for you." He said and winked at her.

"What?" she asked and Dean climbed off the bed.

"Just relax and enjoy the ride." Dean said and Holly bit her lip and knew exactly what he was going to do. It was something that he had only done when they were younger. Having Will took ever bit of foreplay out of their sex lives.

Dean pulled to the edge of the bed and got on his knees. He slowly spread her legs open. He looks up at her briefly before he used his tongue and teeth to remove her underwear, darting his tongue into her briefly; causing Holly to sigh in pleasure.

He opens her legs more and began kissing her ankle softly and moving up to her knee. Dean reached her inner thigh and smiles watching her lovely face for her reactions. He opens her lips and makes one long slow sweep from her opening, up. Holly's back arched high off the bed, as she clutches at the bed sheets. "Dean..." She whispers his name, with a sense of urgency. He started increasing the pressure going faster, nibbling softly on her sensitive bud. He inserted one finger inside and stroked gentle as he licked and nibbled. Dean increased the pace of his finger adding another finger as he does. Holly arched her back higher. "DEAN!" She screams his name as she came hard against his mouth.

Dean kissed his way back to her mouth, holding her as she came down from her high. Holly just smiled at him, "That…wow that was amazing."

"Just a little preview." Dean smirked and kissed her on the lips, "I plan on doing a lot more in a few weeks."

"I feel like I should repay you somehow." Holly said and looked over at him.

Dean raised his eyebrow at her and smirked, "Oh really? Well I am up for that anytime baby."

"Great then I will go cook dinner." Holly said and watched the expression on his face change really face and she couldn't help but let out a soft laugh, "Oh Dean you never change do you." She said.

"Maybe that's why you love me so much." Dean rolled over beside her and wrapped his arms around her.

"Maybe it is." Holly had her back to Dean and placed her hands on top of his, "Dean can I ask you something?"

"Sure."

"Do you think we can really make it work this time? I mean we aren't the same people we once were."

"I know we can make it work this time. I agree we aren't the same people but there is one thing that is the same."

"And what that?" Holly asked and turned her head to look at him.

"That I love you just as much as I did ten years ago. Maybe even a little more."

A single tear rolled down her cheek, "When did you get so sweet?"

"Hmmm, about the same time I realized I lost you. I knew I had to change if I ever wanted you back."

"Dean you never lost me. I have always been yours and I will always be yours."

Dean smiled at her as he moved in and kissed her with suck passion. He knew that he was never going to let her get away again. He was going to make things right this time around.

The next morning, Holly was down stairs in the robe making breakfast when Dean walked into the kitchen, "I was beginning to think you were going to sleep all day." She said and never turned around.

"Maybe I though you would still be next to me when I woke up." Dean stood there in the doorway with a smile on his face.

"Well breakfast is ready …" When Holly turned around, she dropped the plate, "Dean! What the hell are you doing?" she yelled as she looked at her naked ex husband/future husband standing in the doorway.

"Just though I would surprise you." Dean said to her and walked around the island in the kitchen.

"Well you did a good job but still, why the hell are you naked…..and in the kitchen?"

Dean wrapped his arms around her and pulled her against him, "Oh I just wanted to see if you still wanted to wait until we got married." Dean moved in and started to kiss her neck, "because I think I may be able to change your mind."

Holly bit her lip as she let out a soft moan. She new she needed to stay strong but she wanted him so bad at the moment.

"Maybe we can just…." Before she could finish her sentence, she heard the slamming of the front door, "Mom, Dad?"

Holly pushed Dean away from her, "Dean what are you going to do?"

"Well kill Sam from bringing him home so damn early."

"No Dean you're still naked." Holly knew she had to think fast.

Sam and Will walked through the house and there was no sign of Holly or Dean, "Mom?" Will called out.

"Maybe they are in the kitchen." Sam said and they walked that way. When they got in there, they saw Holly leaning against the counted with a smiled on her face.

"Hey baby you are back early." She said. Will didn't hear a word his mother was say because the sight of his dad caught his eye.

"Uh dad?"

"Yeah." He said as he took a sip of his coffee.

"What the hell….excuse me, heck are you wearing?" Will said as he looked at his father standing in their kitchen wearing a pink, silk bathrobe.

"Oh well you know….just trying something new." Dean said and ran his hand over the robe, "I kinda like it."

Holly stood there and shook her head 'only Dean'

"Ok well dad I have to be honest with you….pink is really not your color and you are kind of freaking me out a little."

"Right, well I will go and change and then me and you will hang out while your mom does…well mom stuff."

"Mom stuff?" Holly asked him.

"You know, baking cookies and making sweaters and stuff like that." Holly picked up the dish towel and threw it at Dean, "Go change." As he walked out Holly just shook her head. There first marriage was far from perfect but one thing that stayed the same was Dean always knew how to make her laugh. She was beginning to believe more and more that Dean truly was her soul mate.

A/N: so so so sorry for the long wait. Major computer issues that I believe to have finally fixed. Thanks to every one of you that reviewed that last chapter and helped me reach over 100. I am just so freakin excited. Ok I am not crazy about the chapter but after this being the 3rd time I wrote it I just had to go with it. And yes I will be doing the wedding for you guys. Any way, please review!