A/N: No. Your eyes have not deceived you. The rating has changed. I have gone to the dark side and I have written smut. I'm a little self conscious about it so feedback is VERY appreciated.
To my fildos: without you, this never would have been written. Thank you for giving me the courage to write and for being there when I need you the most. I love you guys sfm.
Dedicated to my beta and fellow fildo egyouppt who I promised Pregnant!Finchel sex.
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Finn couldn't believe the words that were just spoken through the phone.
Three. Months.
Three months he hadn't heard from her and now she wants his help? He didn't know whether to be angry with her or ready to leap at her every whim. Screw it. He wanted her back.
His thoughts were interrupted with the sound of her voice.
"Look, I could understand if you don't want—"
"I'm on my way."
He burst through the door and startled her at his abrupt entrance. His eyes never left hers as he walked towards her. He felt like he was in one of those cheesy chick flicks where you were the only one moving in slow motion. But he didn't really care. He missed her terribly.
As he reached her, he grabbed her face and kissed her hard. He rubbed away the silent tears that were rolling down her cheeks with his thumbs, and didn't notice that he himself had tears flowing down his face.
"I missed you so much," he whispered against her lips as they parted.
"I missed you too," she said as she wrapped her arms around his neck and squeezed him tightly. He lifted her off the ground and breathed in her scent. She giggled slightly at his actions; it was music to his ears.
He set her back down carefully and took her hand. "Lead the way." His lips turned up into a lop-sided grin and she melted right there. God she had missed him. She broke from her reverie and tugged his hand toward the class.
"Alright everyone now that—oh." Marcy stopped her lesson as Rachel and Finn made their appearance.
Everyone turned slowly and glared. "I'm deeply sorry for the previous scene I caused. It won't happen again." She shifted her weight from foot to foot.
Finn was confused. "What happened?" he whispered.
"I'll tell you later." He nodded, still confused.
Marcy cleared her throat and continued. "It's okay, Rachel. Go ahead and have a seat."
Rachel tugged his hand and they moved to her previous spot that she and Kurt had vacated earlier.
"Hi, I'm Finn!" He waved with his free hand as everyone looked at him. No one said a word as he lowered his hand.
"What did you do?" he asked, wide eyed.
She shrunk a little. "Well, it was more so Kurt then me. But I'll tell you later, when we talk."
He nodded his head and faced the front where Marcy was teaching.
"Now that we are all regrouped, let's start working on our breathing shall we? Daddys, will you please move to your mothers' right side?" She motioned for everyone to move into their designated places.
Finn felt awkward and couldn't get comfortable. Damn this height! He groaned as he tried to get into a comfortable position and ended up bumping the guy next to him with his elbow.
"Sorry dude," he muttered as the man next to him grumbled under his breath.
Rachel huffed as she waited for Finn to get comfortable. "I'm sorry, babe. But I just can't get comfortable. Blame it on the genes." He shrugged.
"I have an idea. Although it won't be working in the delivery room, it'll work for now." She maneuvered herself in front of him and leaned back against his chest as she stretched her legs out in front of her.
Oh yeah. I'm totally diggin' this.
Rachel's eyes grew wide as she felt Finn shift beneath her. She rolled her eyes and turned around to look at him, only to see a devilish grin on his face.
"Finn!" He just shrugged his shoulder and lowered his face toward her ear.
"I haven't seen you in three months. What do you expect?" She rolled her eyes and shoved his knee playfully.
Yeah. Things are on their way to getting better.
"Alright now ladies. Grab his hand and take deep breaths and let it out quickly." Rachel grinned. She was going to nail this. All those breathing exercise from years of vocal training are certainly going to pay off in giving birth.
"Hey man, you better wrap your hand in boxing gloves before she pops," the man next to him commented. Which happened to be the same guy he bumped with his elbow.
Finn furrowed his brow. "Whaddya mean?"
"The name's Derek. This is my wife, Bonnie. I've been through this twice already. I know the drill. Believe me when I say you're going to need boxing gloves." Finn's eyes grew wide in horror. He was so screwed.
After Lamaze, Rachel walked into the loft and plopped down on the sofa. She missed home. She missed him.
He dropped down at the other end of the sofa and an awkward silence enveloped the room.
"So—" They startled each other as they spoke in unison.
"Go ahead." He motioned for her to continue.
She turned around and moved closer and faced him. She picked up his hand and set it in her lap, between both of hers.
She looked down then met his face. "I want to say that I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything that I put you through in the last three months, and I'm sorry for being selfish. The real reason I left? Was because I was scared. I was scared of the pregnancy, I was scared that I wouldn't be able to achieve my starring role, and most of all I was scared that I would say things to push you away and make you leave."
He looked at her like she was insane. "Rachel. Whatever made you think that I would leave you?"
She sniffed and bit back her tears as she chewed on her lip "With all the pregnancy hormones and the stress from the play. I didn't want to say things to make you hate me and run out the door." He was taken aback at her admission.
He grabbed her face in both his hands and wiped away her falling tears. "Oh baby. I would never leave you. You think I would leave you for something as small as that? Do you not remember all the crap we went through to actually be together? I'll always keep fighting." He smirked at her as he stared into her eyes. "Got that?"
She gave him a watery smile and nodded. "Yeah."
He brought her face towards his and kissed her slowly and sensually. God he missed her. He missed them. She whimpered a little as her hands grabbed the back of his head and pushed him closer, crushing her body to his.
As the need for air arose, he pulled away, although reluctantly. He sighed and pushed his forehead to hers. "I missed that."
"Me too," she whispered.
She went in for another kiss, but he pushed her away lightly. She looked at him, confused. "Come on, there's something I want to show you."
He stood up and grabbed both her hands to lift her from the sofa. He dropped one and led her towards the back of the loft.
"Close your eyes."
She looked at him, reluctant. "Please?" He stuck out his bottom lip and she rolled her eyes and laughed at him. "Okay."
He was as giddy as a school boy as he opened the door to the spare bedroom and led her inside.
He flicked on the light. "Alright, open them."
She gasped as she took in her surroundings. In the room sat two cribs, identical with a musical nursery theme. The walls were painted a cream color with sponge painted musical notes littered across the wall up to the ceiling. The ceiling fan was shaped like a drum with drum sticks for blades.
She was speechless. Rachel Berry, for once in her life, was rendered absolutely speechless.
"How—why—when?" she managed to stutter.
He chuckled. "Well, I've had a lot of time on my hands in the past three months. I needed to do something constructive with my time." He shrugged his shoulder, a grin plastered on his face. "I mean, I know we don't know if we're having boys or girls or both, but I thought this stuff was kind of unisex so I just—"
She cut him off with her lips.
He was taken aback by her sudden movement, but he welcomed it. He wound his fingers through her hair as her hands found their way to the back of his head.
She moaned as she tugged his head forward, taking all of him in. She pulled back when the need for air became a necessity. "Maybe we should take this into the bedroom," she whispered huskily.
He nodded and picked her up bridal style and attached his lips to hers again. Her hands wandered over his chest and shoulders. It had been too long. She needed him. She wanted him. Badly.
He placed her on the bed, much like that day many years ago where they shared their first kiss. His lips found her neck and trailed slowly towards her belly as her hands weeded through his hair.
He peppered kisses lightly on her stomach as he whispered his love for his children.
She bit her lip as a grin made its way onto her face. She tugged at his head to bring him to her level.
"Make love to me," she whispered softly as she looked into his eyes.
Finn was never one to deny her of anything. And he certainly wasn't going to stop now. It'd been too long and he knew he needed it as much as she did, maybe more.
He kissed her lovingly as she tugged at his shirt. He pulled away and threw his shirt over his head and returned to her lips. He unbuttoned her blouse, never breaking contact from their kiss. She shrugged her shirt off her shoulders and reached behind her back to unclasp her bra, discarding it on the floor.
He kissed her face, her jaw, any part of skin that his lips could touch. He made his way to the valley between her breasts and took one into his mouth as he caressed the other one. Her back arched as she moaned in pleasure. Her hands found their way to his head and massaged his scalp as he gave his attention to her breast. He bit down lightly and she gasped as he made his way to the other one.
"Oh Finn..."she breathed. He grinned against her flesh and licked her nipple as her body shuddered in pleasure. She grabbed his face and kissed him forcefully and hungrily. Her hands made their way to his pants and unbuttoned the fly. She slid the zipper down and pushed his pants, along with his boxers, down his hips as he wiggled out of them and flung them to the floor.
He panted hard as his hand found its way to the front of her shorts and buried itself under her underwear.
She gasped. "Oh God Finn…"
He thrust his tongue into her mouth and plunged his fingers into her at the same moment. She cried out in pleasure as his fingers moved inside her.
"Need you. Now," was all she was able to muster.
That was all the invitation he needed. He removed his hand from inside her and removed her shorts and her underwear in one swift motion that caused her to gasp.
He pumped a few times before he plunged into her, both groaning at the contact.
He ground his hips into hers, finding a steady rhythm. Her hands found their way to his back as her nails scraped against his shoulders.
"Deeper, baby," she whispered deliriously. He lifted her leg up over his hip and did as he was instructed and they both groaned in unison.
"Rachel. God, you're amazing."
"So close,"she slurred in ecstasy.
He kissed her neck as he moved his hand between them and rubbed her clit in slow circles. He could feel her walls tightening around him and it made him close himself.
She cried out in pleasure as he rode her waves and groaned her name as he emptied into her.
He rolled on his back and pulled her to him as she rested on his chest. He kissed her sweaty forehead and smiled. "I love you so much, Rachel."
"I love you too Finn. Always." She squeezed him tightly around his middle as he pulled her tighter to his chest.
His brow furrowed as he recalled their conversation from earlier. "Why did Kurt leave the class?"
She giggled. "Because he saw the birthing video and he was horrified." His eyes widened.
"Do—do I have to watch that?" She rolled over so her chin was resting on his chest, and she grinned at him.
"No, not if you don't want to. Just be prepared." He definitely didn't like the sound of that.
She suddenly got quiet. His brow furrowed. "What is it?" She traced circles on his torso.
She met his gaze. "I find out the sex of the babies tomorrow," she said quietly.
His eyes lit up. "Really?"
She nodded. "Really. Would you like to go?"
"Yeah. I would." He grinned and pulled up to cuddle next to him.
He couldn't wait to meet the two new joys in his life.