A/N: Hello there, I know it's been a long wait, but not as long as waits have been in the past! I just finished up the school year, so that means I'll have much more time to work on this piece of shit ! It's raining as I write this, which is preventing me from going on a run. AHH! I'm obsessed with running, by the way. Okay, so lets do review responses.

AkuDemyFan: So, I think you'll like this chapter because it's all about Axel and Demyx. But don't kill me xD You'll see what I mean. Thanks for you for the reviews :D And enjoy this chapter!

SinceTheBeginning: There is more plot in this chapter, yo! I think you'll like it. I'm starting to get an idea of where I'm going with this. Thanks for the review, and I hope you aren't disappointed by this chapter!

Xx KittyRawr xX: There is plenty of Axel in this chapter Thanks for the review, and enjoy!

Alright, so I won't keep you waiting any longer. Here we go!

"You are SO hot." The words came from a curvy brunette who was half naked under Demyx. The boy purred, taking a long draw of his cigarette, and then continued to work the girl's black lace bra off of her petite body.

"So, how'd you like my show?" Demyx whispered into the girl's ear. The two were on a futon that was located in one of the dressing rooms backstage. Demyx and his band had just finished up playing a concert.

"I loved it. Your singing was like an orgasm in my ears!" The girl breathed, unbuttoning Demyx's shirt. Demyx smirked. He had this in the bag.

After the girl gave Demyx a back rub and a blow job, the two had very rough, unprotected sex.

"Just pull out when you think you're cumming," the girl whispered, her breath uneven.

Demyx half registered this, and when it came time to unload, Demyx did it right inside the girl. She shot up, kicking Demyx off of her.

"DID YOU JUST CUM INSIDE ME? YOU IDIOT! I'M NOT EVEN ON THE PILL!" She screeched. Demyx was half gone, due to all the alcohol he had indulged in, and didn't know what to say.

"I- I'm sorry. I didn't know-"

"Yes you did! I told you to pull out!" The girl gathered her clothes and began dressing herself. Demyx felt absolutely horrible, but he was too cowardly to say anything more than 'Sorry'. The girl stormed out of the room, leaving Demyx on the futon, stunned and confused.

"Demyx? Helloooo? Your ice cream is melting, got it memorized?"

Demyx awoke from his daze, looking down to notice sticky blue stuff all over his hand.

"Dammit." Demyx quickly began lapping up the melted ice cream, catching the new drips that were falling from the blue Popsicle.

"Wow, Mr. Spacey, what were you thinking about?" Axel teased. The two were sitting on the ledge of the clock tower in Twilight Town, watching the everlasting sunset. Demyx fidgeted.

"I think I just remembered something," he said, squinting due to the blinding orange rays of sun.

Axel's face twitched for a split second.

"What did you remember?" Axel asked, trying not to sound too excited. It was just days before that Xemnas had asked Axel to gather information about Demyx's past for his own strange reasons.

"It's weird. Like, usually I don't remember anything. But this time, I'm kind of able to hang on to some of this memory," Demyx ran a hand through his mullethawk. Axel remained silent, waiting for the blonde to explain his thought.

"I was backstage… From one of my concerts I guess. And I was with this girl," Demyx gulped and shook his head. "We had unprotected sex, and I let it go inside of her. She yelled at me and said she wasn't on the pill or anything," Demyx looked at Axel with sad eyes, "I know it sounds crazy, but what if I'm a Dad and I don't even know it?" As soon as the words left his mouth, his heart rate began to increase, and he felt truly angry. He was beginning to realize that he was, and still continued to be, was nothing but a coward.

Axel shifted his emerald gaze to Demyx, and patted the Nobody on the shoulder.

"You can find out, you know?"

Demyx considered this, but couldn't remember the brunette girl's name, or even where he had met her.

"I don't remember enough. Maybe once more memories come to me," Demyx said. He knew that it was just an excuse, though. He was too afraid to find out the truth.

There was silence. Axel eyed his now bare Popsicle stick, set fire to it, and then threw it off the clock tower. Demyx laughed at the strange action. Axel chuckled as well.

"You know, it took me years to get all of my memories back," Axel said with a yawn, stretching his limbs.

"Really?"

"Yeah. I didn't start getting memories back until long after I joined the Organization. Xemnas knew more about me for a while than I knew about myself."

Demyx stiffened when he heard Xemnas name.

"Now get on your hands and knees and blow me." The quote rang through his head. Not only because Xemnas had said it to him, but because he had said it to dozens of girls in his past life. Dozens of girls who wanted to be loved, if only for fifteen minutes, by a rock star. He had never though about how condescending it sounded until Xemnas had said it to him.

"Who were you in your past life?" Demyx heard himself say off handedly, regretting it once he said it. He didn't want to be nosy. The corners of Axel's mouth turned down, and his face grew dark.

"My name was Lea, and I wasn't a good person. Let's just leave it at that. Maybe I'll tell you more some other time," Axel turned his head to the side, looking down at Twilight Town. "Hmm. I sure could go for a cigarette right now," he said with a sigh.

"You smoke?" Demyx asked, remembering that he too had been a smoker at one point.

"Occasionally. I try to stay away from it though. I smoked way too much in my past life and it's left a bad taste in my mouth."

"I smoked too. But ever since I've become a Nobody… I honestly haven't thought about it until now," Demyx said, surprise lacing his words.

"Because Nobodies don't have addictions. Well, maybe they have sex addictions, but no chemical addictions like that," Axel laughed at his half joke. Demyx pondered this as he absentmindedly scratched his now bare Popsicle stick with his thumbnail.

"Why is that, do you think?" Demyx asked.

"Why is what?"

"Why do Nobodies have sex addictions?"

Axel stared a Demyx questioningly, and then looked up at the sky.

"I don't know. Maybe because it's the closest thing we'll get to love."

"We can't love?"

"We have no hearts, Demyx." Axel gave Demyx a sorry look.

"I know that's what they say, but I'm pretty sure we have something because I've been having all sorts of emotions since I got here. If I can feel sad, angry, fearful, and regretful, who says I can't love?"

Axel looked into Demyx's eyes for a long time, as if he were trying to find an answer to why Demyx was such an emotional being.

"I mean, isn't sex love in its own way?" Demyx croaked, realizing his throat had become dry. Axel's continuous gaze was starting to make him feel uncomfortable.

"Did you love the girl you had sex with after that concert?" Axel responded, a tinge of irritation in his tone. Demyx looked away, surprised that Axel would go there.

"I wanted to be loved. And at the time it seemed like the girl wanted to be loved too. But now I'm realizing I was stupid, and she just wanted to get with a rock star." Demyx looked down at his hands. He felt humiliated. Was he really admitting this act of stupidity to Axel?

"And I'm sure there were plenty other girls just like her to you, Demyx. Was it really that you wanted to be loved? Or did you just like sex a lot?" Axel was still glaring at him.

"I wanted to be loved."

"You're a liar. Teenage boys want sex, not love."

"You're wrong. I wanted love. And I still have that same longing feeling, so that's how I know Nobodies have hearts."

"They don't have hearts Demyx! WE DON'T HAVE HEARTS!" Axel snapped, whipping his head around and grabbing Demyx by the collar.

"Just get over it. You're not going to get loved here. The closest thing you'll get is a dick shoved up your asshole," he growled. His almost artificially colored green eyes burned Demyx.

"Completing Kingdom Hearts is the only way we'll get hearts. Otherwise, we're all just shells!" Axel shook Demyx violently, and then released him causing Demyx to fall backward. Axel stood up and began to walk away. Demyx felt crushed, that his only friend would say these things. Axel had been so kind and understanding before. Now, he seemed totally different. He was angry and vicious.

Axel's burgundy hair looked like fire, as the wind tossed it about. Demyx swore he could see steam radiating off his cloaked body. He opened a portal, and stepped into it. He hesitated to step into it once he heard Demyx's voice again.

"I may be a coward, and maybe that's a good thing, because I'm too afraid to admit I don't have a heart anymore. So maybe I'm different from the rest of you," Demyx said coldly. Axel did not turn around to face to boy on the ledge. He just continued into the portal.

BREAK

"So what did you gather about Demyx today?" Xemnas purred as Axel rubbed his back.

"Nothing. He's still in denial about the heart thing," Axel grunted.

"Hmm. Very interesting," Xemnas cooed. Axel kneaded harder into Xemnas's back.

"He's ridiculous. He actually thought we could love."

"That's not ridiculous. That just says something about him," Xemnas said lightly, nuzzling sleepily into his pillow.

"What do you mean?"

"That he's stubborn. He still wants to be human. I wish that he would realize that humans are so inferior and overrated," Xemnas took a breath and looked over his shoulder at Axel.

"You seem angry at Demyx, Axel. Why?"

Axel shrugged. He wasn't sure why what Demyx had argued for bothered him.

"He's just naïve. He'll learn eventually. Did you learn anything about his past?" Xemnas asked, looking to change the subject.

"He just remembered this time he had unprotected sex with some girl and let it go inside her. He thinks he might be a Dad now."

Xemnas scratched his chin. "Very interesting. We'll have to find out now, won't we?"

"I don't see why you're so intrigued, superior."

"Well you get bored when you're me. Now move to the lower back, please."

Axel did as he was told.

"Now, I want you to go apologize to Demyx tomorrow. Say you understand where he's coming from." Xemnas commanded. Axel gritted his teeth.

"I'm planning on sleeping with him again soon, but I think he should be loosened up by someone first. I'm going to tell the other Organization member that they are free to do as they please with him."

This caused Axel's breath to hitch in his throat. His heart began to race and his palms began to sweat. He remembered how upset Demyx had become last time he was invaded. He hadn't left his room for three days.

Images of Xigbar and Luxord pinning Demyx down entered his mind. There was no way the blonde boy would be able to hold them off. The red head imagined the boy screaming as he was being raped for the second time in his life. The thought disturbed him. His anger toward Demyx was replaced by worry. Then an idea struck him.

He could protect Demyx, and find a way to get him stretched out for Xemnas. Axel could do it himself, and have Demyx be willing. That would only require one thing, that Axel believed was impossible for a Nobody, but maybe possible for Demyx.

He'd have to make Demyx fall in love with him.

A/N:

Oooh Cliff hanger I know this chapter is kinda short, but I wanted to get it out. I hope you guys are enjoying. So, in your reviews, do me a favor and tell me one thing you'd like to see more of in this story. I like feedback ;) . Alright, that's all for now. Peace.