Joe's POV

After I basically force Nick and Kevin to leave, I wanted to do something a little before I leave. I had no idea what I'm going to do, so I left for bed. It was already 11 so probably a good night sleep before tomorrow would be a good idea.

The moment I close my eyes, some vision hits my head. When I awoke from this odd vision, rain and thunder was the main event outside. Somehow this vision was still inside me, which it was somewhere between bad and really bad.

I grab my phone from the table next to my desk. I was baffled whether I should call Nick or Kevin. I closed my eyes and press the GO button.

"Hello?" the voice on the other side exclaimed.

I recognized Miley's voice. "Hey Miles, can I talk to Nick."

Before I could finish I heard my younger brother's voice. "Joe, why are you calling me at 2 in the morning?"

I felt some guiltiness since I didn't realize that it was so early. "Sorry, but I was thinking what's going to happen tomorrow," I apologized.

"Joe trust me, nothing bad going to happen." I could already hear his yawning, "I thought your use to it since you got Noah and Nikki around."

"Yeah, but on the day that they haven't cried you've call," he said frustrated.

"Are you saying to get rid of me, or do you really mean that Nick?"

I heard his loud yawning. "Both, but mostly the first one."

I sighed. "But what if it not going to work out?"

"Joe you listen to me right?"

I said yes, "or course I listen to you, you're like the Dr. Phil of our family, but with hair."

"You seriously think that Joe, how can I be Dr. Phil," he blurted. "If you listen to me, I want you to hang up the phone and call me back in I don't know… the morning," he practically shouted.

"Fine," I said hanging up the phone. I got back to bed and close my eyes. Something just was in my mind which I could not understand. After 15 minutes staring at the dark wall above me, I finally gave up.

I thought of hitting my head hard into the wall, either my head's going to bleed or the wall has a hole in it. No way was I'm going to let either of that happen just so I could get so sleep, but I decide there was no other way, so I just went on with it.

"Owww… why was I that stupid?" I mention as I hit my forehead for being so stupid. "Owww that hurt too."

I jumped off my bed and headed to the kitchen in complete darkness. Maybe I should have listen to Nick, always turn on the lights. I nearly trip over the stairs, almost fall over the living room table, and nearly crashed to my plasma screen when I tripped over the table.

Frankie was totally right, I should had got people to make this place made with something like Jell-O or something I can relax in and eat.

I open the top fridge shelf and grabbed out an ice tray. I poured it out into a small plastic bag, and tied it tighter. I walked my way slowly over to the couch and turn on the TV. As usual nothing was on at this time. The first time I felt like I wanted to sleep but I can't. I turn off the TV and ran upstairs carrying the icepack.

I jogged over to my cell and carried it with me to the bed. As I got myself comfortable on the bed, laying my head across the bed and quickly dialed Kevin's number. A few times when I wanted to get bore to sleep I would call Kevin.

I quickly speed dial his number. "Joe why are you calling me at 3 in the morning?"

"I wanted to talk, or at least you talk until I fall asleep," I quickly answered.

"Joe, this is ridiculous man, Nick just called me about the tomorrow thing and just forget about the whole thing and tried to sleep."

"I'll try bro."

I waited a little before Kevin talk again. "Good, and Joe never call me at this time again."

I laughed, "I'll try that too."

I hang up the phone, and thought of another way to sleep. I know, go out buy beer than get drunk, and wake up tomorrow morning, not remembering anything. Oh… wait I would not want to vomit in my house, just because I wanted some sleep.

I did what I used to do to sleep, walk around and wait until I fell asleep.

"Joe! Joey!" An angered voice shouted into my ear. I shoot up from the couch seeing Nick standing frustrated in front of me. "Joseph Adam Gray!"

It has been a long time since I heard Nick call me that. "I'm up! I'm up!"

Nick sighed in relief. "Finally I've been calling you for 20 long minutes."

"What time is it," I asked rubbing my forehead to slow the pain. "Well you woke me up 7 hours ago, and now I have to wake you up now." He stared at his Rolex, "it's eight thirty already."

Today was the first time I saw that watch on Nick.

"When did you get that watch Nick?" I curiously wondered away from the whole 'Bachelor' thingy.

"Well it was the birthday present for you this year, but since you say that 'The Bachelor' thing made you so happy you didn't want anything else, so I didn't give it to you."

"Then what about the 'The Bachelor' stuff who did that for me?"

"Frankie." Now I know why Kevin bought that new phone. "Hey is that why Kevin got that new phone?"

"Yeah… pretty much." I sighed. That phone and that watch around Nick's hand was what I wanted since Christmas. I am feeling so stupid this morning, and when I said the magic words that drove the watch and phone away from my hands. I actually started to cry a little.

"Joe you seriously got to be kidding," another voice spoke out. I looked behind Nick and notice my older brother. I started to smile seeing my two closest family guys with me. It been a long time outside on the stage world that we would be standing next to each other. "Group hug," I exclaim grabbing my brothers' shoulder and pulling them into this hug.

More like at home. "This is so much better."

I concentrated on this moment but was cut short and interrupted by Nick. "Joe let go of me or I'm calling the police."

I was utterly shock. Would Nick actually do that? "You wouldn't dare."

He pointed to Kevin who was already dialing 91 on my birthday present. I grabbed the phone and press the end button. "How could you guys do that?"

"What we're brothers," Kevin said, "we do stuff to each other remember?" I finally realized that life even without a girlfriend or wife, I would always have my brothers, accept for Frankie for the next four and a half years.

"Come on breakfast time guys," Nick said with confident. This was starting to be a great day, since Nick was cooking our breakfast. Having Nick here was great, since he has the cook skills of a master chef.

Kevin and I waited for Nick to arrive with our food. 10 minutes and Nick came out with three plates of food. I quickly gulped through my food.

"Joe, slow down," Kevin said taking in a sip of his coffee. "You might die."

I immediately slow down, never thought of taking advice from Kevin. Obviously I actually could really die. I finish the sandwich and drank the coffee, but I choked on it.

"Joe you ok?" They asked.

I couldn't even speak. I place my right hand around my neck and one of my fingers to show that I was choking.

"Nick."

Nick walks over to me and places his hand on my back and hit me really hard. After a couple of seconds I stopped but something else happened.

"Ow," I remarked still feeling pain. "Nick your hand was really hard, it almost broke my back," I complained rubbing my back.

"Sorry Joe, but that's the least of your bad luck," he replied eating.

"Well that's true," I said, "I couldn't sleep, hit my head, tripped over my living room stuff, almost hitting my TV, and now for the first time choking on coffee," I hysterically said. "Too much bad luck, maybe I should stay home and forget everything that happen."

They kinda laughed, got up and held me back. "Wow that's a lot of bad luck for less than a day for my bro Joe," Nick said.

"Maybe a little too bad Joe, but that has never been a problem for 'Danger' right Joe?," Kevin continues, "or has my younger brother been kidnap and was replace by you?"

I chuckled. Kevin has quite an imagination today. Nick didn't really seem to be into this right now, but thinking about something. All of a sudden he dug into his dress shirt's pocket and pull out a flat wrinkled old and brown small piece of paper with something green in the middle.

He gave me the paper and I saw what the green thing was, and it turned out to be a four leaf clover. I turned out shocked that Nick has one and even use it as a charm when he's a nonbeliever in luck.

I smiled. "Nick I thought you don't believe in luck." He gave me a faked pitiful smile. "And is this even real," I asked turning the leaf over and over using my eyes to see if it was real under the sunlight.

"Hey… is this even real?" Nick immediately answered. "Yeah… it just looks fake but it's real for sure, if not I wouldn't have found it in Ireland."

I was about to take this time to ask him about this, until the doorbell rang and I stared at my watch and it was already 9.

"Come on Joe you're going to miss the ride and your new girl if you don't get going." I smiled at what Kevin actually said to me.

"Yeah… Joe hurry up, that car isn't going to wait." I got up and got my luggage but stopped before my brothers.

"I'm gonna miss you guys."

"Don't worry we're going to see each other sooner than you think."

"Yeah… man, Nick's right, it going me sooner than you could possibly think," he adds sending a wink toward Nick.

I was still confused, but before I left Nick shown me his hand. He slowly opened it. "Your gonna need it sooner or later."

I wanted to hug my brothers, but didn't realize this was a bad moment. I walked over to hug my brothers, accept the fact that I dropped the luggage hitting my foot. How I would need the luck for sure.

He shoved it into the pocket of my shirt. "Well… now I'm pretty sure you're going to need it… a lot… if you don't wanna die any time soon."

"Na… I don't need it man, since you're gonna need it… it yours," I replied.

The driver walked in and took the luggage from the floor. "I'll place your things in the car sir."

I turned to see if everything was happening before my doors, seeing the man putting the luggage into the limo's trunk. Why couldn't he come sooner?

"You prove me wrong Nick." I said trying hard balancing on one foot. "Come on Nick… let's lend Joe some help to the limo."

I put my arms tightly around their shoulder. "Joe not so hard." They said. "Sorry guys."

We were in front of the car, and were unplanned to see the driver leaning to the side of the car using his cap to fan himself. "You ready sir?"

I enter the car, and was about to close it. Nick's hand stopped me from closing it. "Here… you're going to need it… whether you stay you don't need it. Besides I don't believe in luck, but you do."

I took it. "Thanks Nick." He replied, "we're in this together."

After the little bonding between me and Nick I closed the door. "Are you ready Mr. Gray?" He said.

"Yeah."

I was staring at the clover. Was it any good at all? The car stop but the pain in my leg somehow reappears. It started to hurt even more than before. "Hey Johnson could you drive me to a 7-Eleven … right now?"

"OK Mr. Gray… I'll step right on it." The limo started going faster, but not over the limit.

He had to make a U-turn and leave the best and quickest direction to the mansion. "Would you like me to buy the ice pack for you?"

"No thanks. I'll get it myself."

I uses the power of my legs to walk in there, and thought that this shamrock was useless. I opened the door and saw many happy faces behind the counter.

"Congratulation!" It was totally shocking.

"You've won a gift card for free coffee for a month."

"Awesome."

I made myself a coffee and paid for it, leaving smiling. I walked to the limo and knock on the window Johnson was sitting behind.

"You need anything sir?"

"Here." I took the card and gave it to him.

"I can't accept something like this, sir."

"Come on." I said. "It would have been yours if I didn't stop you from going inside anyway."

"Well…"

I put it in his hands. "Take it or do I have to beg you." He smiled. "Thank you sir."

"We can go now." I said as Johnson began driving away. I looked out the window and sighed. I have to admit I am kind of nervous. Maybe I will meet 'the one' over the next couple of week. I wonder what she looks like? I couldn't help but think of Lilly. Maybe if things don't work out on this show maybe I can finally ask Lilly out. What am I saying! Maybe there is another girl that is perfect for me on the show. And maybe not.

With Lilly

I held on to my suitcase waiting in the airplane for the plane to depart. How long should it take an airplane to leave honestly! When my ticket says 10:30 it should leave at 10:30. I felt my legs shaking and I tried to hold them down to keep them from shaking but it didn't work. I took a deep breath. I hate Miley for signing me up for this. I mean what if he doesn't even pick me! What if picks some blonde bimbo who doesn't even know what 2x2 is! Oh great, I am panicking. I took a deep breath to relax and I leaned my seat back a little bit and looked at the people around me. I looked at a sleeping baby in the arms of her mother cradling the baby in her arms. I sighed dreamily and imagined me being a mother one day holding my baby rocking it to sleep. I only dream of that happening one day. I took a deep sigh and looked out the window hoping that this show would work out and maybe I would have just a chance with Joe. And maybe it would work out. Maybe… just maybe.