Here's the second chapter people. I hope you enjoy this, it's a long chapter . Review please people it means so much to me when you do I really appreciate it.
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Chapter Two
That Night Will Always Haunt Me!
I woke up screaming just like I did every other morning. These nightmares where always getting worse as they waited for me.
"Sweetie, it's okay, I'm here calm down." Charlie said.
"I'm sorry." I said once I calmed down enough to talk.
"Don't be baby. It will get better in time I promise sweetie." He promised.
"But what if it doesn't?" I asked sadly.
"It will." He said positive.
We sat in silence for a while Charlie hugged me close. After a while he looked at me closely trying to decide whether to tell me what he wanted to or not.
"Spit it out Dad." I said.
"I don't know I don't want to upset you." He said.
"I won't be." I said sweetly.
"I got you into the school here, you start a week today." He said a bit scared.
"Next Monday?" I asked scared.
"Is it too soon because I'm sure they will understand."
"No, it's fine, I need destructions . I can't stay cooped up in here forever can i?" I said.
"Okay baby, you hungry?" he asked.
"No."
"Okay, I've got to get to work so if you need anything at all just call me." He said kissing my forehead before leaving me.
Once I heard the door shut, it then hit me I was completely alone. What if he came, what if he knew where I was? I started to panic. I jumped out of my bed and went around locking all doors and windows making sure there was no way at all he could get in. once I finished I sat in the corner of my room in a ball on the floor just letting all my tears fall. I screamed when I heard the door open but Charlie was quick with telling me it was just him.
The next few days went the same and I became like a shell again, I stopped talking, eating and even moving. Whenever Charlie left I would be in a ball on the floor in the corner of my room but every time he came home I would scream thinking James had found me.
It was the day before I had school when Charlie just blew.
"I CAN'T TAKE THIS BELLA, ANYTHING IS BETTER THAN WHAT YOU ARE DOING WHICH IS NOING, YOUR LIFELESS AND I HATE SEEING YOU LIKE THIS." He all but screamed in frustration.
I went to open my mouth but nothing came out, the look of disappointment, and pity was there in his eyes and I couldn't look at him, I hated people looking at me with all this pity again. I ran up to my room as I let my tears fall again.
How the hell would I cope tomorrow, it was just going to be so hard to be around any male after what James did to me.
That night I fell asleep crying.
I woke up screaming as everything was replayed behind my eye lids.
Beep Beep Beep
"Aaaaahhhhhh." I screamed again as my alarm clock scared me.
I turned my alarm off and got out of bed to shower and dress.
Once I was all dried I put on my faded black skinny jeans with my band t-shirt and waist coat, and paired it with my old black converse.
After going down stairs I found a note from Charlie.
Dear Bella,
I'm sorry I had to leave before you woke up but I was needed down at the station, I wish I was there to give you this present but I'm not so here are the keys for your new car, I hope you like it. I hope everything goes okay today but if you need anything as I said before I'm only a phone call away. Don't worry the school is aware of the situation so any other problems just go see them.
I love you Bella.
Charlie.
Xxx
A new car? I grabbed the keys and went outside to find a beaten up old Chevy, it was a rusty orange colour even though the car looked old I love it, it was perfect for me. I got my phone out a sent Charlie a thank you text. I got into my new truck and was on my way to school. After about five minutes I had arrived and parked my truck. As I got out of my truck every set of eyes were on me, I just wanted to curl up in a ball and disappear. Today was going to be the second worst day of my life. As I made my way to the office, I was all but running as all the boys were looking at me with lust filled eyes and it just reminded me of James all over again. As soon as I got into the office I slammed the door shut behind me and slid down the door, as a few tears escaped.
"Sweetie are you okay?" An oldish lady said coming over to me.
I just nodded my head as a few more tears fell down, as I tried to calm myself down.
"Edward, could you help me get her up and on that chair, please." She said as this Georgas Greek god was standing by me with bronze coloured hair. I have never seen a more beautiful person in my life, well apart from Carlise the one on the airplane.
As he put his hand under my arm to help me up I jerked away, I didn't mean to but the images of James came into my head. More tears fell as I started to sob on the floor.
"Stay there with her I'll go call the poor girl father." She said sadly obviously knowing what I had been through.
"I won't hurt you." Edward said with sadness in his eyes.
I looked into his eyes and saw he meant what he said and I let him come closer to me as he tried soothing me.
By the time Charlie got here I was still sobbing into Edwards shoulder.
"Thank you Edward." Charlie said before taking me.
He put me into his car and drove us home.
"I'm sorry Bella, I really am, I knew this was too soon." He said beating himself up.
As soon as we got home I went straight to bed where I laid awake the whole night crying.
Morning came all too soon, I didn't sleep a wink last night as I was too scared of seeing it all again. Charlie told me the principle is giving me another week off, as I'm not ready to be out and about just yet.
"Bella, I need to talk to you." He said sitting down on my bed next to me.
"I think it will be best if I send you to see someone maybe they can help you more than I can, I hate seeing you so broken baby. I hate seeing you suffer, it kills me knowing you can't go out because you are too scared he is here or that all the other male population is like him. I booked you to see Carlise this afternoon. If you want ill come with you." He said sadly.
All I did was nod. After a while he left my room so I could get ready.
After showering, I put my red faded skinny jeans on with a plain strappy top with my boy shirt over the top, with my red converse.
After I was done getting ready I made my way downstairs slowly dreading what I had to do.
About an hour later we arrived at the hospital and we were now waiting for the Doctor.
"Isabella Swan." The nurse called.
I got up and walked into Carlise office as Charlie stayed in the waiting area.
"Hello Bella." He said. "Right Charlie has filled me in with everything that has happened and I'm sorry for your loss." He said sadly, as a few tears fell down my face.
"I also heard what happened yesterday at school. Edward told me what happened. For today I just want you to tell me how you are feeling and why that happened yesterday what made you soo scared. I'll give you a pen and some paper." He said sadly.
I wrote down everything that happened yesterday and what was going through my head.
"That a good start Bella I'm glad you're being honest with me, I really appreciate that you feel you can open up to me. Is there anything else you want to say today?" He asked.
I shook my head and he said he would see me tomorrow to speak some more.
I didn't realise how tired I was until my hour session was over.
As soon as we got home I went straight to my bed. I fell to sleep quickly as the whole thing started to play out again.
Through my screams and crying, I couldn't seem to wake myself up and that scared me.
"Bella, baby wake up it just a dream baby, please wake up." I heard Charlie's voice.
It took a while but I finally found my way back.
"Thank god. Bella you scared the hell out me don't ever do that to me again I thought something bad was happening." He said.
"I'm sorry dad." I said getting out of my bed.
"It's okay just don't do it again." He said as he walked out.
After he left I showered and got dressed. Once I finished I got out one of my favourite books and laid on my bed to get myself lost in a book to waste time.
The days went pretty much the same I would read until I had to leave to go and see Carlise then after my sessions I would come straight home and read again, I could tell I was worrying Charlie but I just could stop myself from my routine I had gotten myself into.
Today was my last session before I went back to school tomorrow and to tell you the truth I was terrified. Carlise said I could then come once a week until he thought I really was getting better.
"Hello Bella, how are you today." He asked hoping I would talk.
Maybe today would be the day I would.
I opened my mouth to answer but nothing came out, Twenty minutes later I surprised myself and him.
"I, I , I'm g-g-g-e-e-t-t-ti-n-g t-t-he-re." I stuttered out.
"Bella, I'm so please, see this is the improvements I am on about. Well done." He said.
"I'm scared." I managed to get out without stuttering.
"What are you scared about Bella?" he asked.
"HIM." I spat.
"Who's him Bella? Who are you talking about." He asked confused.
"I feel like HE is always watching me." I whispered.
"Who?"
"James. He is out there and he watching me and waiting until he can hurt me again and make me suffer." I said.
"Bella, I'm sure no one is watching you, your just a bit paranoid after everything you have been through and I don't blame you." He said which make me angry that he never believed me.
"I KNEW I COULDN'T TRUST YOU. YOU DON'T EVEN BELIEVE ME, I'M NOT PARANOID I KNOW HE IS OUT THERE WATCHING ME AND IF YOU ARE NOT GOING TO TAKE ME SERIOUSE IM NOT COMING BACK TO THESE SESSIONS." I said slamming the door on the way out.
The car ride with Charlie was silent and I was glad I couldn't be bothered with his question right now.
As soon as the car stopped outside I got out the car slamming the door shut as I stormed to my room.
I wasn't crazy. I am not crazy. I know someone is watching me.
"ARAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH." I screamed as I slid down my door as my tears started.
I must have fallen asleep because when I woke up to my alarm I was still in a ball on the.
I got up and went to shower, after drying off I put on my faded grey skinny jeans with my band t-shirt with a waist coat over the top and my purple converse.
I made my way slowly downstairs to find Charlie still here.
"I thought you would have left by now?" I said.
"Carlise phoned me last night and told me you didn't want to go to his sessions anymore?" he said angrily.
"He doesn't understand, so just leave it. I'm going to go before I'm late for school." I said.
"Fine, but we are finishing this later. I hope everything goes okay today Bells." He said.
"Okay. Thanks me too." I said walking out.
Twenty minutes later and I arrived at school.
Everyone started at me again and I very nearly drove back off but I don't know where my sudden boost of confidence came from but I hid behind it.
It was like every step I took made me unbreakable and I felt as if I could face anything or anyone or that was what I thought.
"Hey stranger." Someone said from behind me which made me yelp in fright.
"Hey, hey, it's just me, I didn't mean to scare you Bella. I'm sorry." Edward said.
"Just forget it." I said coldly, trying to not get attached to him or anyone.
"What the hell." He said shocked.
"Just leave it, I have to go bye." I said just as cold.
This was how it was going to be I had to keep everyone I love or care about away from me so HE can't touch them and hurt them like I knew HE would, it's the only way I see to do it even though it hurt like hell I knew I had to keep them all safe until HE was well away or even dead. Until then I was going to be living my life by not letting anyone even close to me.
"Hey newbie." Some jock said.
I just ignored all of them and carried on to my first lesson which was English.
"Hi I'm Bella Swan and I'm new." I said to Mr Hunter.
"Ahhh, Isabella would you like to take the seat next to Emmett at the back please." He said.
"Okay and its Bella." I said again.
"Hi Partner." Emmett said.
"Yeah hi." I said coldly.
"Okay, Miss Grumpy." He joked.
"Shut up." I spat.
Arrrrahhhh why is my life so fucked up, he seems such a cool, funny guy and I couldn't even be nice back because of HIM everything come back around to HIM. When will he ever be out of my life?
I felt a few tears fall down my check and I quickly wiped them away.
"It's okay I forgive you." Emmett laughed.
I just ignored him and was glad when the bell went.
"I'm sorry but this is the only way." I said to him before walking out.
The next few weeks went the same, Edward who I had in Biology and Gym, Emmett who was in English, Alice who I had in Maths and Gym, Jasper who I had in Science and Gym and Rose who I had in Social Studies, they never gave up and wouldn't stop bugging me, why couldn't they realise I was trying to keep them all safe for HIM.
I soon found out they were all Carlise adopted children that why they were all beautiful because they were all related to Carlise in some way anyway because his wife Esme couldn't have kids so they adopted them as they lost their parents who were related to Carlisle's. There was Rosalie and Jasper Hale and Emmett, Alice and Edward Cullen.
Today was just getting worse because Edward stayed with me all day I wouldn't have minded if HE wasn't watching, it felt like his eyes where burning into me and I felt like something bad was going to happen, I couldn't lose the feeling that something bad would happen.
As the day went on the feeling grew and it scared me to death.
We were on our way to gym when he pulled me into the beginning of the woods with him.
"What are you doing are you crazy, let's just go to gym, we shouldn't even be out here." I nearly shouted.
"What the hell Bella?" he said confused.
"We need to get to class n…" I didn't get to finish as James appeared and had wacked Edward over the head with a log.
"EDWARD, NOO." I shouted but it was too late.
"Ahhh, Bella, how I've missed you, beautiful." He said.
"No, No." I mumbled over and over.
I went to scream but he was too fast and had his hand over my mouth before I could.
Tears fell down my face fast as I sobbed.
He tided me up and put tape over my mouth as he put me in the back of the van and a few minutes later he chucked Edward in and tied him up too.
Oh no this can't be happening, why the hell didn't Edward listen to me if he did none of this would be happening.
Everything was just going to get worse from here on, I cried for Edwards safety and for me own.