I posted this chapter yesterday but I hated it, it was just too short so I've made it a bit more longer and more drama I hope you like it?
I promise to try and keep my updates but I've had a lot going on and just haven't had the time with work and everything that has happened and for that I am truly sorry. Anyway enjoy this chapter and please review it means so much to me.
Chapter Six
How Much More Hurt Can One Person Take.
It has been three weeks since I had moved in with the Cullen's and I loved it being with everyone I care about under one roof, Charlie still came an saw me after he finished work but I was starting to worry about him a lot, being on his own and stress from work wasn't good for him and I was scared to death because I couldn't lose him, I just couldn't it would kill me to lose Charlie as well, I just don't think I would make it through if I lost another person I cared about.
"Bellie what's up." Emmett said walking into my room.
"Erm I'm fine, just thinking." I said.
"About?" he pushed.
"Just stuff anyway what you doing." I said changing the subject.
"Oh Erm just sitting here with you." He joked.
"You're so funny Emmy Bear." I laughed at his new nickname.
"Shut it Bellie." He moaned.
"I love you really." I said.
"I no Bellie and I love you to and I just want you to know I may act dumb but I'm always here if you want to talk to me." He said.
"Thank you Em, that means a lot to me." I said hugging him close.
"Hey what you guys up to." Edward said coming into the room.
"Just talking to Bellie here." Em said letting me go.
"I can see." Edward joked.
"Anyways ill leave you guys to it." He said as he left the room.
"Are you okay Bella, I mean you've just been a bit quite the last few days. Have I done something to upset you?" he asked.
"No baby, no. I've just got a lot on my mind and everything has just been a bit too much you know." I said.
"Okay, but I'm here for you. You can talk to me Bella, I love you."
"I no baby, I love you to but I'm just not ready to talk to anyone just yet." I said.
"Okay, come here." He said.
I slid next to him on the bed and we just snuggled up and talk about everything and nothing.
"Bella, Bella." Alice shouted.
"She's up here Alice." Edward shouted back.
She ran through the door she looked horrible.
"Alice? What's happened?" I asked panicking.
"It's Charlie."
"What Alice? WHAT." I shouted.
"He was shot."
"He is going to be okay right?" I said.
"No."
"WHAT? WHAT DO YOU MEAN NO, HE CANT LEAVE ME HE WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO ME." I said as my tears falling down.
I grabbed a jacket and my keys and took of down the stairs to my car.
"BELLA." Alice and Edward shouted but I ignored them I put the car into drive and drove off.
I had to see him make sure he was okay and that Alice was joking.
Finally I had made it to the hospital and I took off running in the direction the lady at the front desk told me.
The sight before me made me cry out in pain, Alice wasn't joking he was really gone.
Carlisle saw me and run towards me.
"Bella, I'm so sorry." He whispered into my ear.
"NO, NO, NO. HE CAN'T BE PLEASE NOOOO." I screamed as I fell to the floor crying.
"Bella baby, I'm sorry." Edward said taking over Carlise place of holding me.
I sat there for what felt like hours just crying on Edward.
"Let's get you home." Edward said picking me up bridle style.
I didn't speak to anyone I just went straight to my room and curled
up on my bed and cried. I finally cried myself to sleep.
The next few days where just as bad, I haven't spoken to anyone, I
just kept myself to myself.
I could tell I was worrying everyone but this was my way of dealing with it all.
"Bella I can't take this please just say something." He shouted scaring me half to death.
"What do you want me to say?" I whispered so low I was surprise he even heard.
"I don't know anything, I hate not being able to hear your beautiful voice." He said coming closer to me.
"I don't know how much more pain I can take Edward, I'm scared." I said sobbing.
The rest of the night talking and crying over memories with Edward.
I really don't know what I would do without him he is my rock and I love him.
Dad I miss you so much.
Was the last thought I had before I fell to sleep.
The next day I woke up in an empty bed, I started to panic where was Edward.
My panic was washed away as soon as he walked through the bedroom door.
"Morning, love." He said.
"Morning." I said sadly.
"How are you this morning, love." He said.
"As good as I can be?" I said but sounded more like a question.
After showering and getting dressed I decided I need to see him one last time.
"Carlise can I talk to you before you leave for work?" I asked.
"Sure sweetie."
We walked into his office.
"I need to see him." I said.
"Bella I really don't think it is such a good idea I mean…."
"No Carlise you don't understand I have to see him." I said cutting him off.
"Fine." He said.
"Thank you."
"Let's go then." He said as we walked down the stairs.
I left a not for Edward telling him I had some stuff to sort out so he will get it when he gets out the shower.
As I got into Carlise car I had to tell him not to tell Edward about this. Edward just couldn't no because he wouldn't understand.
"Carlise can this stay between you and me, I mean if Edward found out he wouldn't understand why I have to do this it would just be better for everyone if he doesn't find out." I said.
"Bella…."
"Please Carlise." I cut him off again.
"Okay." He said sadly.
Finally we made it to the hospital, once we went inside he took me to where they keep the bodies.
"Honestly Carlise I'll be fine go, I don't want you to get into trouble for staying with me while you are supposed to be working, so go." I said.
"Okay but if you need to talk I'll be in my office, okay." He said not wanting to leave me.
"Okay." I said and he turned away and left.
I took the white sheet away from my father's face and a sob broke through.
"I'm so sorry Daddy. I love you so much, I really wish it wasn't like this I mean I've lost everything and everyone I care about dad. I've lost Mom and Phil and now you, who are going to be taken from me next. I really don't know how much more hurt I can take, I wish I had stayed with you and none of this would have happened. I'm so sor…" I broke off when I heard a bang.
"Who there?" I asked my voice shaking.
Another bang.
"Whhh….ooo… th…." I stuttered out.
"Well hello Bella, he was right you are beautiful." Some old creepy man said.
Wait I remember him.
"Don't you work in the grave yard?" I said.
"Yes, I did that as a favour to James. I'm his brother." He said laughing.
Two words made my world stop right there and then.
JAMES and BROTHER.
"Did ….. y..ooo…" I started before he cut me off.
"Yes I killed Charlie, he was just in the way. You know how it is." He said.
"You bastard." I spat.
Shit I shouldn't have said that, he seemed worse than James. He slapped me harder than James ever did.
The room started to spin and then I blacked out.