A/N: hey people I'm back! I'm sorry again for another long wait. I have no idea why you put up with me. You have seza3175 to thank for this update because she sent me a message earlier today that really pushed me to get this chapter out. Hopefully I won't take so long updating next time.

BPOV

I awoke at six in one of the foulest moods. I can't believe he didn't show up. First his wife tried to turn my father against me and then he couldn't even manage to make an appearance. Well if he thinks he can pull an Edward, he's got another thing coming. I can't believe I was so stupid as to think that he would turn up.

Maybe I'm overreacting but then again don't I have a right to. That whole family has done nothing but mess me around from day one and I am sick of it. Maybe I should just try to have a normal relationship with a normal guy and stay the hell away from vampires.

I quickly stomped into the bathroom to get ready for school and threw on the first pair of jeans and tee that I could find. I grabbed my phone before I went to get some breakfast. Typical.

No text messages.

No missed calls.

No voice messages.

What an asshole! He hasn't even tried to contact me.

I don't care if I sound like a needy, pathetic girl. He could have called me.

I quickly grabbed an apple from the fruit bowl and headed for my car, not forgetting to slam the door hard than needed before I left. He could have at least shown his face when I woke up, it's not like he has sleep to catch up on.

I parked in the school car park and hurried into the building, thankfully dodging my friends. I'd hate to take it out on them because I was in a bad mood. School managed to zoom by and before I knew it, it was over.

Once I was sat in my car I checked my phone again. Still no messages. By this point most of the anger had dissipated and I was left feeling more hurt than anything. I held the few tears back as I started up my monster and headed for home.

Did I do something wrong? It's not like I was being pushy, right? I mean I don't even really want a relationship right now, just a little fun. Maybe that's the problem. Oh god, does he think I want us to have some crazy romantic relationship and to spend eternity together? Or does he think I'm just using him to become immortal?

My mind pondered over the different reasons as to why he was behaving like this and the next thing I knew I was parked in the driveway. I climbed out of my truck and entered the house. Everything was quiet and dark. I wasn't use to coming home and being alone for a long time anymore. I was use to Edward driving me home or Jasper showing up two minutes later. It didn't feel right.

I dragged my feet up the stairs and to my room, ready to pass out on my bed. But when I opened the door I was surprised by what I saw.

Jasper.

All the anger that left before came surging back as I looked at him.

"What the hell are you doing here?" I all but screamed at him. He seemed taken aback by my outburst.

"Bella I came to see you. Are you okay? Of course you're not; I can feel your rage. Have I done something to upset you?" he asked. I just stared at him with my mouth open wide.

"Are you kidding me? Have you done something to upset? Of course you've done something to upset me!" I shouted at him. He looked genuinely confused.

"What have I done wrong? Please tell me Bella so I can fix it." He said as he stepped towards me. he stood right in front of me, looking down at me and into my eyes. For a moment I forgot I was mad at him. Almost.

"Where were you last night? I waited and waited for you to come and nothing. You didn't even bother to call or text. What kind of an asshole move is that?" I yelled as I took a step back from him. He was about to speak but I cut him off. "You know what, don't bother explaining anything to me okay? I am so sick of all you Cullens. You're all as bad as each other, treating me like some fucking rag doll. I'm not some toy you guys can pull out and play with whenever you feel like it. I just want all of you to stay the fuck away from me, you got that?"

I paused and looked right at him. He looked shocked and hurt by my speech but he need to understand, I wasn't going to let them push me around anymore.

"Bella, I..."

"I think you should leave." I butted in, my tone as cold as his skin. He looked as though he was going to say something else but closed his mouth and head for the door. He stopped as he reached me. I refused to look at him and kept my eyes trained forward as he spoke.

"If this is what you want, then I'll go. But only because you want me to. I'm not Edward, Bella. I'd never try to control you. I'm sorry for last night."

He placed a light kiss on my temple as I willed my tears to stay in my eyes. He continued on his way to the door but stopped as he opened it.

"I just wanted to let you know that I finally got Alice to sign the divorce papers last night. I came here to talk about us but I guess I should just forget about it."

I spun round as quickly as I could but I was too late.

He was gone.

JPOV

I left Bella's place hurriedly and went to the forest. I quickly found a bear and attacked it. I was so pissed off at myself. When I went to Bella's last night and saw the window was closed I just assumed she was asleep.

But then again you know what they say about assuming.

I should have known that she was pissed off with me. I should have felt it. Now she doesn't want to see me again and it's all my fault. I really have fucked up big time with her. I could go back tomorrow and try to talk this out with her. I truly don't want to lose her over something so stupid.

But she told you to leave. You might want her, but that doesn't mean she wants you.

Maybe I should just leave like she told me to. I should get away from Forks and anything Bella.

"Hey Jas. What are you doing out here?" I heard the tinkering voice say.

"What do you want Alice?" I replied without turning to look at her. I wouldn't be able to stand looking at the smug grin I knew would be on her face.

"I want you. I heard what happened between you and Bella so I followed you here to make sure you're okay. Are you?" she questioned, cautiously moving towards me.

"You really think I wanna talk to you about this? You're the last person I want to see right now."

"She doesn't want you Jasper!" Alice screamed, desperation dripping from her voice. "She doesn't care about you now, but I do. I love you Jasper. You might not love me right now but you could learn to love me again. You did it once before. We could just go away from the family, from Bella, from everything. We could start all over again just you and me. It's not like there's anything that's holding you back to this place anymore!"

She was right, there was nothing here for me. but could I really go back to a life with Alice? I know people go back to their cheating partners all the time but I don't know if I could. I felt so torn inside.

"I don't know Alice. Give me a few days to clear my head and see where I'm at, okay?" I responded feeling defeated. I was so confused as to what I should do, but there was one thing I was certain of.

I was leaving Forks.