Ashlee POV:
I walked up to Jack's door and knocked. It seemed like forever until he opened the door; Alex sped off as soon as I was out the car.
"Ashlee!" He yelled and I winced. I still had a hangover.
"Sorry." He whispered.
"Aspirin?" I asked walking inside and dropping my self on the couch.
"Yeah; and I couldn't find you last night." He said coming into the living room and passing me an aspirin, which I dry swallowed.
"I have to tell you something about last night…" I started and he cut me off
"That you ditched me? I know that much Ash." He stated and smirked.
"No. you ditched me with some horny redhead." I said and giggled.
"Her name was Melissa… I think." He stated and looked like he was trying to look through a dirty window.
"…" I said in one breath.
"YOU WHAT? I THOUGHT YOU HATED EACHOTHER?" He shouted in disbelief.
"Damn Bacardi." I said trying to lighten the mood, which would never happen.
"Ashlee…" he started.
"Don't Jack, There's a part of me none of you guys know about. But I want you to. Call the guys. I want to tell all of you at once." I said half-heartedly.
"Alright sis. You just know; we'll always be here for you." He said and started dialing his phone.
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"So, guys. I had Jack call you so I could tell you all a little something I did which I'm not too proud about." I said as we sat around Jack's dining room table. Alex shot me a death glare, but I shook it off.
"Before you start asking, it has to do with my past. Which I've told you guys nothing about except for the fact; I used to live in Los Angeles." I said looking everyone in the eye for a few seconds, lingering on Rian. I felt heartbroken that I was lying to him, but it was for his own good.
"So let's get this over with." Alex said with disgust. This earned him a slap to the back of the head from both Rian and Jack. Zack wasn't in his reach so he couldn't if he wanted to.
"Well. I used to party…a lot. Worse then Alex. I was a slut. I had one night stands every night and I basically Slept with everyone in L.A…I guess I did it because my mother and I never got along; and considering my father died when I was seven, mom was always fucking a new guy every night, so I grew up with that as a role model. So, I wasn't a very good child…at all. I get that you guys probably can't believe it, and if you can, that's perfectly fine. I guess what I'm saying is, I was a whore, and I'm not proud of it. The Party Scene got the best of me. And now…I guess I just wanted you guys to know; I'm not perfect, I had a really rough childhood, so that's why I'm pretty guarded." I said almost in a trance.
"So what you're saying is you wanted to come clean to us?" Zack asked.
"Yeah pretty much…" I said slowly.
"So…Any comments?" I asked once everyone stood quiet. They all shook their heads in response.
"Okay so, I'll be at my place if you guys need me." I said getting up from my seat. No-one stopped me so I walked outside. Then I herd someone run after me. Only, it wasn't who I wanted to come follow me.
"Alex, just leave me alone." I said with no emotion.
"Ashlee, I'm sorry, but I just need you to promise to me, you won't tell anyone." He pleaded with me.
"Fine. Now go tell Jack to promise too." I said as I walked away. I got a text when I was one block away from home. Ashlee, I'm sorry, Alex told me you walked home, I would've drove you, but that came as a shocker. I miss you. And sorry. –Rian. I read it and deleted it. I'm not talking to anyone right now. When I got home I saw my mother and Joe doing the unspeakable. Yup. They were sexing right there in the living room. I walked out almost as fast as I walked in. I thought for a while and started walking again. I wound up in the same park where I first met the guys at like 3am. I'd kill to go back and change what I did last night. But I can't and regardless of what Alex says, I'm going to tell Rian…Soon. I just don't know how soon.
A/N;
More chapters sooner. That's 4 chapters in two days! Lucky bitches(: