The Wands Are Just For Show

Written by KRKCxForever, JuliaHVT, Caliguna

Author(s) Notes: SURPRISE! So after talking with our friend who cosplays Zexion we decided to add him in! So Marluxia is back up to bat and now we read up to when the train is going to leave.

-Chapter 4: I Hate Emotions*

August 30th

Everyone is blaming this whole mess on me! I didn't mean for it to happen! It just kind of did. Roxas as attempted to calm down Axel (he's been chasing me around the castle with his chakrams almost everyday) and I'm worried that Vexen is mad at me, he won't talk to me anymore!

I've become a little lonely; most of the members ignore me and won't talk to me. Only Roxas still talks to me or Zexion, but usually he is nagging me! 'Remember to do this' or 'Don't forget this' or one of his other millions of annoying things! But at least he acknowledges me presence…

September 1st

Four days and me and Roxas leave for Hogwarts….we have to go to a place called Die-along alley today, Zexion brought us to our current location. We got lost part of the way but he gave us some stuff wizards used called 'Floo Powder'. He claims that if we were going to be going to a school for wizard we should learn of the basics before we leave. Funny thing is that the way he was saying it, it sort of sounded like he was coming along…weird.

-Later

Okay so it's not Die-along alley it's DieaGON alley. When we used the powder we ended up in a creepy alleyway were the people either looked like they were going to murder us or like we were candy. A while later we managed to get out of there and found out from a guard that it was actually not a good place to be in and that since we mispronounced the name we ended up in that alleyway. Anyways we are off to go get wands.

-Later

Well after looking at various wands (took sixty two for Roxas, one for me) we finally came out of the store, looking around the pleasant city I noticed a man selling little white stones. He smiles at us as Roxas and I approach, Roxas picks up one of the stones "It looks like a charm." He remarks

"That's what it is young sir." The man smiles. I look at them, they all look the exact same "The stones can feel what comforts or resembles you the most. They will only change once they have decided." The man states looking at me as he does. How did he know what I was thinking? Roxas glances at the white stone as it slowly glows for a few minutes then when the light dims it now appeared to be a Keyblade! I picked up one of the stones curious and it changes into a pink rose (figures)

"Oh um how much…where he go?" Roxas asks. The man sitting at the table was gone! Like he vanished into thing air. Staring at the stones me and Roxas felt so confused.

We are now on the train that takes us to the closet portal to The World That Never Was, I wanted to write down this odd experience.

September 2nd

We had to go back to Dieagon Alley today, we needed our cloaks. Not much more to say.

September 3rd

I had to go get assistance from Zexion today. You see Xemnas suddenly remembered that I look much like a twenty nine year old male so I would look stupid going to Hogwarts. However Zexion can cast illusions on others via potions, so I had to speak with him. He learned my embarrassing secret; you see when I was twelve I used to look like a nine year old whose voice was so high pitched that a lot of people mistook me as a girl.

Sadly I need to use the illusion to fit in better, I look so stupid! The other members can see me like how I used to be as well (safety precaution according to Zexion. I think he just wanted people to make fun of me!) and the only nice one about this problem is Roxas.

I'm crying on the inside though. Vexen won't even make eye contact with me! When he does look at me it's like he did when I first join, that I'm a stupid idiot!

I want to cry but I'm a Nobody, and we don't feel. I say that is a load of bullshit! If we didn't feel why does it hurt so bad that Vexen won't talk to me!

September 4th

I…I just don't what to say. Tomorrow we leave and Vexen still refuses to talk with me. I wanted to try and make amends but he ignores me at all costs. I feel like crying, I'm angry that Axel still blames me, I'm annoyed because Zexion won't let me drop my voice to not sound so girly, and most of all I feel like no one cares.

Now I remember how pesky being able to feel is. Because I'm using an illusion the illusion of emotions are there too.

Roxas is trying to be a good friend and make me smile but nothing works. I…I think I'm going to skip dinner and go straight to bed. Maybe then the world will stop being so cruel…

September 5th

Last night the weirdest thing happened to me. I was just about to dose off when I felt someone crawl in bed with me. Looking over my shoulder it was Vexen, surprised I tried to say something but he simply wrapped his arms around me and held me tightly. He buried his nose into my hair and whispered something that surprised me "Let's not part on a bad note. Just let me hold you tonight." He muttered then fell asleep. I have no idea what that was about but when I woke up he was willing to walk me to the train station along side of Axel and Roxas. I need to stop writing me need to pick up something apparently in Dieagon Alley.

-Later-

Okay so we went to this pet shop that is owned by a wizard. The moment me and Roxas approached the man in front smiled at us and said he would get the merchandise. He came back with a red cat and a husky with pale gold fur, the cat instantly latched onto Roxas while the dog eagerly ran to me and proceeded to lick all over my face. Roxas stroked the cat but looked at the man confused "But sir! We didn't purchase any pets!" he remarked. The man smiled

"Someone came and bought them and left a note saying they were meant for you." He told us. I looked up

"But I thought first years weren't allowed to have dogs." I remarked. The man waved his hand

"They got clearance from the headmaster." He smiled.

Having the animals is nice and all but…who bought them?

-Later-

I now sit in the train car of the Hogwarts express. When we returned to the station Axel and Roxas hugged and kissed goodbye while me and Vexen shared a simple kiss. I held onto him for as along as I could before finally we had to go. I hate this realm.

Being in this realm as brought back some sort of pesky thing. We have emotions, I'm still crying while I write this…

End of chapter one

Author(s) Notes: I know Marly was a bit OOC but yeah…next up Roxy!

KRKCxForever