A/N: I wanted to update sooner but working three jobs and being a freshmen in high school one in the morning on a Friday is the only time I have. I know the time seems off, however, Tony had to go to the hospital and normally it takes an hour just to sit in a room for another half hour. And Ziva might seem a little OOC, but she is always more open about things with Tony, hopefully that clears things up!=)
In case you forgot… Ziva snuggled into him and pressed play.
"Tony would you mind putting on the subtitles I am having trouble understanding Hugh Grand." Ziva asked halfway through the movie.
"Grant his name is Hugh Grant, and no problem." Tony said giving her a reassuring smile. When the song Way Back Into Love came on Tony started singing it softly in Ziva's ear.
I've been living with a shadow overhead, I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed, I've been lonely for so long, Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on! I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away, Just in case I ever need them again someday, I've been setting aside time, To clear a little space in the corners of my mind! When the chorus came on Ziva sang along with him.
All I wanna do is find a way back into love. I Can't make it through without a way back into love.Ziva sang Tony Drew Barrymore's part.I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine, I've been searching but I just don't see the signs, I know that it's out there, There's got to be something for my soul somewhere! And Tony sang Ziva Hugh Grant's part.I've been looking for someone to she'd some light, Not somebody just to get me through the night, I could use some direction, And I'm open to your suggestions. They sang the chorus together.All I wanna do is find a way back into love. I Can't make it through without a way back into love. And if I open my heart again, I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end! Ziva.There are moments when I don't know if it's real Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation Together.All I wanna do is find a way back into love, I can't make it through without a way back into love, And if I open my heart to you, I'm hoping you'll show me what to do, And if you help me to start again, You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
By the time they were finished Ziva was facing Tony.
"I love you." Tony said starring deep into her eyes gauging her reaction. Ziva just starred for a moment thinking it was some kind of mistake. Maybe it is the painkillers talking… but he only had two Tylenols…
"Are you serious?" Ziva asked still dumb found.
"As a heart attack." Tony said giving her a small smile. Bad move, well work is going to be awkward…
"I love you too Tony." Ziva said with a smile spreading across her face. Tony leaned in and gave her a kiss. It was passionate yet loving. Ziva straddled Tony breaking the kiss long enough to get her shirt off, but when she went to take Tony's off, he let out a yelp of pain.
"I am so sorry Tony I did not mean too." Ziva said with compassion evident in her chocolate eyes.
"Don't worry about it Ze it was an accident, but I am not really sure that I am up to it tonight." Tony said looking truly sorry.
"Tony I have waited four long years for this one more night will not kill me." Ziva said with a smile.
"And that is why I love you." Tony said returning her smile.
"If you are not too tired we could talk for a little bit." Ziva said hesitantly.
"Nah I am never too tired to talk to my crazy impulsive ninja chick." Tony said.
"I think I should tell you about what happened to me in Somalia, but I do not want it to change your view of me." Ziva said getting more nervous by the second.
"Ze nothing you could possibly say would change my opinion of you, I want to help you get through this like you did for me with Kate, Jeanne, and Jenny." Tony said pulling her into a hug.
"I am surprised that you did not get grossed out when your hand ran up my back." Ziva said self-consciously.
"Ziva nothing they could have done to you would make you less beautiful to me." Tony said placing a gentle kiss on a particularly nasty scar on her shoulder.
"Thank you Tony" Ziva said giving him a small smile. "Saleem was the only one who raped me, and he was the one who usually beat me. The most terrible thing he did to me was when he raped me with a room full of his men watching. It was not only the shame of me knowing he did it, but knowing everyone else knew was terrible. I suppose it was a good thing, because he would always give me a week without beatings before he did, so I would be "almost pretty enough to fuck"." Ziva said with a distant look on her face.
"Ziva he is dead now and don't you ever forget that you are the most beautiful woman I have EVER met!" Tony said looking deep into her eyes to make sure he was getting through to her. Ziva just gave a small nod before snuggling closer to Tony. After a few moments pause, Ziva spoke again.
"Thank you Tony, I feel much better now.""Any time night or day you want to talk you can come to me." Tony said.
"Goodnight my little hairy butt." Ziva said giving him a wicked smile.
"That is what you think." Tony said returning her wicked smile.
A/N: First songish fic, hope it didn't suck that bad… Please let me know what you think, I LOVE hearing anything you have to say! Ok just incase any one wanted to know I love my new CD's!!!=D That is all. ;)
Much Love,
MJ
