you loved him

-or did you?-

you did

-at least, you think so-

because he was so

alive

&beautiful

&marvelous

{{basically,

everything you

weren't…}}

&then

you found out

that he was

i n l o v e

but

not with

a crash of

thunder&lightning

but

i n l o v e

with a

gutter rat

piece of trash

the scholarship girl

and at that moment

there was n o b o d y

you hated m o r e

than

Haruhi Fujioka

.

&in the end

you were forced

to let him go

go save that girl

{{because darling, when it rains…

it pours.}}

it's been five years

{{really?

that long?}}

&there's an invitation

in the mail

&all you can think

is that your name

deserves to be next to

his

and definitely not

her's

you go anyway

{{surprising everyone}}

&he's forgiven you

&she's forgiven you

&it makes you

s i c k

&then

he shows up

-not him, but him-

&he hasn't forgiven you

-not one bit-

&you're glad

because it's so much easier

to be a bitch

than to be nice

so in the end

the two of you

see muchmore of each other

than either of you would like

{{publically}}

&even though it's

their big day

you can't stop thinking about

him

one year later

you've lost touch with all of them

except him

&after a particularly

nasty fight

he proposes

O

you're going to say

no.

no way in hell.

because you love him

-right?-

but then

you realize

that you're no longer dreaming

of blonde hair

or big violet eyes

but of black notebooks

&rimless glasses

all sorts of feelings

in your heart

start to

take root

&bloom

&grow

&after a minute

of utter s i l e n c e

you say

we're getting a pre-nup

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