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Today was a good day. Finn thought, only one glee member got slashied to day, and that so sam. Finn had a small smile on that one. Rachael was in a good mood and best of all not once today do Kurt get slammed against his locker by that ass karofsky. Yes it was a good day as he came into the living holding a bowl of his favorite ice cream.
Finn couldn't wait till Kurt got home. He wanted to ask him what gift he should get for his girl. When the door open, Finns smile turn to shock. And he dropped his bowl.
There was Kurt. Shirtless, were a lettermen jacket. Covered in blood, there was smears of it on his pants, all over his arms, chest and face. Kurt didn't even look at him. he just walked straight to his room. Before Kurt could make it, however there was a gasp for finns mother as burt belted out "Kurt".
It didn't seem to faze Kurt as he walked though his door and down the stairs. But not befor finn saw the name on the jacket. Karofsky.
Now Finn was reasonable, he didn't like to fight and tried to keep the peace in his circles as best the could. But Now Finn was going to kill to him…As soon as he finds out what exactly Karofsky did.
Before Burt could even get off the coach Finn was down Kurt's stairs. He saw the boy crumpled in a heap in the middle of the basement floor shaking uncontrollably. "Kurt, what the hell did he do to you?" as he finished his last work Burt and carol were on the stairs.
Finn reached out to touch him when Kurt suddenly "Don't touch me!" having his tear stain face looking up in despair.
Burt was frozen by fear of what he might hear. All sorts of horrible thoughts crossed his mind. He was glad that his future step son was handling the talking.
Finn calmly knelt down near kurt. "Kurt what happened." Finn said gentle.
Kurt stared eyes flickered to his father. And in almost a whisper "he tried to kill himself" at this Burt moved forward towards his son.
"who did, who tried to kill himself" Burt said in a gentle but demanding tone.
"Dave…Dave Karofsky, he.. he.." the tears streamed down face. and he couldn't finish this sentence. "This…" he gulped, "This is his…" Kurt was looking at his hands in disbelief. Starting to shake again. "They took him to the hospital." Kurt said in a ghost of a whisper.
Finn felt a rush of nauseas as he fell back. How did this day become so messed up. As he watches his soon-to-be-stepfather grab hold of his son while Kurt cried in his arms.
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This is not what Azimio Adams wanted to do on a Saturday morning. He didn't want to be sitting in a horrible hospital. Listening to the doctor talk to his best friends parents. He wanted to be Sleeping or at the very lease playing Halo next to the Dave. He just didn't understand what was going on.
He knew that Dave had been in angry lately, and hadn't seem to want to do anything. He thought that his best friend was just stressed about school. He never thought that Dave would ever do anything this stupid. Never thought that Dave would want to hurt himself. Dave was one of the toughest guys he knew, Dave took no shit.
He didn't understand what they were talking about, that Dave did this over a girl… a girl name Beth. Not once had Dave ever mention a girl, He doesn't even remember Dave even looking longingly at a girl this didn't make any sense.
Worse of all, Azimio was ashamed that it was him and Dave's favorite target that had found Dave and saved his life. It should had been Azimio himself that was there for his Best friends since second grades live. He should have know that his best friend was in trouble.
They had told Azimio that only family can vistit Dave. That he might as well go home and get some rest. But Azimio refused. He wasn't there when Dave need him before. Now he refused to leave until Dave Knew that no matter what he was there for his boy.
He watched as the other football and hockey players came to visit. He was there when he saw Finn and puck ask Dave's mom how he was doing. He watched a the hockey coach come in with picture of the team, to remind Dave that he was part of the "family." He noted when Mr. shoe came in with Coach Beast, and had to lead her away before she Broke into tears. Azimio watch wordlessly while he saw all the people that cared for the his best friend come and go. Not once did he see a girl.
It was around three, before the Dave's parents finally convince the Doctors to let Azimio to see his friend. When they told him that he could. Azimio, took a deep breath, like he was about to play the game of his life as he walked in to Dave's room.
Walking in Azimio notice the bandages first. Thickly wrapping around Dave's arms. He watched as his friend warily looked at him. Azimio forced a smile on his face. sit down next to his large friend, his large friend that looked a small as a child. "so dude, what is this about?"
Dave looked down. It was Kurt that had come up with the girl excuse, coming up with the name Beth. Kurt had even made a point of tell the paramedics that Dave had been speaking the girls name when he found him. He watched though his tears as Kurt grabbed Dave's jacket and put it on, picking up Dave's I pod, telling the paramedics that it was his. The site of Kurt in his jacket… was beautiful. And the pain washed over Dave again, as he knew, that he would never see that again.
Kurt of course didn't come with him to the hospital because he knew that it would blow his cover. But that didn't stop Dave for not wanting the smaller boy next to him. Dave knew that the pain that caused him to try to kill himself was nothing compared to the pain he was going to feel. When Kurt left him. Dave had cried all the way to the hospital. He almost didn't even feel the pain in his wrists as the drove away.
Now he had to sit and tell Azimio the lies that Kurt had provided him. "You know dude," Azimio went on. "you could have told me, You Could have at least hinted. Hell dude, you could have token out on me. Anything other then this." Azimio said in his soft voice.
Dave just shook his head. He didn' t expect to see Azimio yet and he wasn't prepared. He listen as Azimio went on "besides, what is this bull shit about a girl. If I know one thing that if there was a girl, You would have told me, I would have at least noticed." Azimio simply stated. "You might not want to tell me, but one day you will. And when you get back to school you aren't leaving my site, you got that."
Dave just looked at his friend, he saw the pain in Azimio's eyes. He even saw the love there. It wasn't gay or anything. Azimio looked at Dave with the love of a brother. For the first time since he woke up to Kurt, Dave's pain reseeded a little. "okay" was all that dave simply said.
Smiling a little, Azimio did what any best friend would do in this situation. He started to tell dave about video games. Embellishing on all the fucked up parts so that his friend could for the moment, forget about his troubles. Dave, was thankful for the light hearted approach.
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TBC
Okay I wanted to show the emotions of others in this Chapter. When a person commits suicide or tries. It doesn't only effect the person that does it. it effects everyone around you. Even the people you don't pay attention to.
IF you have feelings of suicide. Please get help. Tell a friend, family or even a random kid. Talk to your teachers or boss. There are always someone there that will help there is always going to be people that cares. Reach out.
Here is the number to the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-8255 in the US. Google is your friend and will help you find more numbers for your area or country.
I am a writer. I don't believe that suicide is ever the right choose, it is a deadend choose where there is no coming back from. There is always other paths to take. Please find those paths.
Remember. You are LOVED !
